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I’m like split into four different people

Damien (this is me me)

Macaque

redson

And rui kamishiro

This vent blog Will have posts from all sides of me sorry if that’s confusing

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And now bitter choco decoration??? Lovely

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NONONONONONONONONONONONO NOT POTATO SONG…. ITS ALRADY A BAD NIGHT. I CANT FUCKING DO THIS -Rui

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Bad time to play my r but okay (:

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I’ll live… I’ll live another day. I made a promise to the dragon boy, I can’t die,,it’s too early for that

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This made my eye and chest hurt. That’s the places he striked the hardest

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WHY DID I RE-FRIEND WUKONG!?!?.? ITS A WEIRD KIND OF REGRET…IM HAPPY I DID REFRIND HIM BUT IM UPSET TOO. HE APOLOGIZED AND I WNT TO FULLY FORGIVE HIM BUT I JUST CANT. I CANT GET OVER THE FACT HE KILLED ME, I CANT GET OBER THE FACT HE ABANDONED ME. I JUST WANT TO GRT OVER THE PAST! IS IT THAT HARD. KILL ME, ACTUALLY LITERALLY KILL ME. IM SO CLOSE TO DOING IT MY SELF OH BUT DONT WORRY,! MACAQUE IS TOO MUCH OF A PUSSY TO KILL HIMSELF

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My animal crossing villagers did a better job with my birthday then my parents did

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That’s enough music for tonight.

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Music made it better

Drown the urges

-Rui kamishiro

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I’m sucj an idiot for crying over this

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I can’t do this. I can’t kms yet, I want to tho, I want to so bad but I’m gonna be 14 soon and I have a cat to take care of and Tuna,kris,kari, and garden would be sad.

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Kill me. Fucking kill me, everything is getting worse in so many ways I don’t know how to explain.

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I don’t wanna be alive, why did I choose to be resurrected

-macaque

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Why is father always busy? I wanted to spend time with my father but nooooo and mother is asleep

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I don’t wanna be alive, But I don’t wanna die.

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Nononononononk this isn’t happening I don’t wanna remember that. It hurts to remember that I don’t even wanna post this but here I am. I can’t do this. Why would wu kong do that, he abandoned me! I don’t wanna be abandoned again. Not by r no. It’s my fault maybe I suck at this. I just want a break not getting thar ever. It sucks too cuz there’s a secret person I associate r with that I will NOT say.

-macaque