JuuzouYou took a step back but kept your eyes on him.You were shaking so hard, it was a miracle you were still able to stand. Your back was slightly hunched and your kagune was showing.He looked at you, stared practically. It wasnât like him at all, your juuzou would never look at you in that that way. Your juuzou was gleeful, always smiling, but this juuzou was..dangerous. His aura screamed for you to run and hide, he was out for blood. "You are a ghoul."You tried to swallow the lump in your throat, but to no avail. "Is that right?" You looked back at him, your anxiety becoming increasingly worse by the second. "Juuzou please-" "say it." He came closer to you, and closer. The way he walked, as if he knew exactly what to do, as if he was trained to do just this.You were paralyzed with terror, your legs wouldnât move no matter what you did and no words came out of your mouth, there was only your shaking and the feeling of bile rising up in your throat."say it." He ordered again, more forceful this time. You still couldnât move an inch. There was an empty smile on his face, but the happiness that radiated from him when he was with you was gone. Replaced with absolute numbness, far worse that hate.He grabbed your shoulders, hard. "SAY IT. Tell me the truth." You nodded as fast as you could as your tears streamed down your face and you began sobbing helplessly.He let go of your shoulders, his arms dropped to his sides. You tried so hard to control yourself, but it was useless. There was the sound you knew too well. You didnât need to look up to know that he was holding jason. "A pity. You were fun while you lasted, though." He grinned. You wanted to scream, or throw up, or something. He didnât love you. This was it. This was the end.You closed your eyes and bit your lip as you spoke your last words. "I'm so sorry juuzou. I love you, I always will." It was surprising how clear your word came out, despite your violent shaking and crying.You were prepared to die and in your head, you thought of your life together. It had never been easy to life with him. He was childish as hell, messy and .. messed up.But there was something in his innocent laughter that always pulled you back to him, back for more. Denying your feeling had been useless and you were glad you didnât. You confessed to him and a part of you knew, right then and there, that it would end like this. So you breathed in as deep as you could and waited for the last pain you'd ever feel, and the end.But nothing happened.Akira"No .. please.. Jesus I--" she held both of her hands above her head, a look of sheer terror and fear in her eyes. You never wanted her to see you like this, not because of you, never because of you. "Please Akira, l-let's just talk about this, we can talk, right?" Of course you wanted her to find out, you loved her so much. It hadn't been the right time, but she found out, of course she did. In hindsight, what did you expect? Turns out one of your relatives couldn't pull himself together and slaughtered a man carelessly enough for the CCG to track him down. During the investigations, which your amazing girlfriend lead, your relation to that absolute moron turned up.One might even say that you were lucky that it was her who found you, her who covered for you (or so you hoped) but now you had to face this, one of your worst nightmares.She slowly straightened her back, standing tall in front of you, and the fear in her expression turned to utter hatred. It was a cold kind of hate, the kind of hate one would feel towards someone worth less then dirt. You felt completely torn apart."you lied to me." The Investigator didn't leave your eyes for a second as she grabbed the suitcase next to her and you felt your blood run cold."You're a liar." You stepped back in horror, your back hit the wall behind you. "Akira please-- I love you just please-please don't.." she came closer to you. your sight was blurry with tears and fear overtook your body as you sank to your knees.She stopped, right there in front of you, and took in the view of your cowering form, begging for mercy.You were the most wonderful person she ever met. Until today, she considered you the love of her life, but you had lied to her, you had hidden a huge part of yourself from her, how could she trust you?And yet, her heart felt like it was about to burst into a million pieces.The blonde woman closer her blue eyes, you wouldn't see her cry, and whispered "leave my house. Now."You werenât sure if you had heard right "what..?" "Leave. My house. Now. And don't ever dare to come back." Her voice cracked. You heard it. You were a monster. As soon as she moved a bit out of the way, you got up while shaking violently, and stumbled to the door.You left the house, left the street and eventually, you left Tokyo.The only thing to accompany you were your hollow sobs.Haise"You're a ghoul.. " Your boyfriend stood across from you, looking directly at you.His stance was wide but his shoulders hung low, his arms were slightly raised and his eyes.. He wasnât scared, wasnât horrified at the beast that you embodied, why wasnât he scared? He was supposed to be scared! You wanted him to be save, to be happy and so you told yourself it would only be a flirt, he would be in danger if it became any more than that, but that flirt turned into a crush, turned into affection, turned into a relationship and that relationship was the best thing to ever happen to you. Between your own happiness and bliss, you seemed to have forgotten about forgetting him. So here you were, forcing back the tear welling up in your burning eyes and choking back your sobbing,it was him who had been lied to, it wasnât your place to start bawling."I'm so, so sorry" you whispered barely audible, afraid your voice would crack if you spoke any louder.He bit his lip and shook his head. With a few big steps he stomped over to you and you swore you had never felt so split between terror and despair in your life. You loved Haise, and now you were at his mercy. It was his job, after all, to kill you. You turned your hands to fists and pushed them as close to your legs as possible. The investigator looked deep into your eyes. Maybe it was your own tears, you werenât quite sure, but you couldâve sworn he was about to cry himself. And then he threw his arms around you and hugged you. The embrace was so tight, you could barely breath, but you didnât care, instead, you started to sob. It didnât make sense, none of this did. But you were so glad, so fucking glad, you kept apologizing into his shoulders."You should've told me sooner, love.." He whispered into you (h/c) hair.Through the comforting circles he rubbed on your back, you felt his distress, and you understood very well. But both of you were determined to figure it out somehow, like you always did. The bond you two shared was stronger than this, stronger that anything, and so you relaxed into his touch, knowing you were save after all.