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â if you are old then, what am i ? â it was easy to forget that charlotte was the older one between them â she was one of the youngest on her family, and had always been treated like a child by her uncles and aunts. but her smile was a playful one, urging ginevra to not trust her words. life went differently for people â just because charlotte were married and was going to have a child by the age of twenty - six, it didnât mean that ginevraâs life should be like hers. her sister, alix, was the epitome of charlotteâs ideas â despite alix being the older one, charlotteâs life was âaheadâ of her sisterâs. but it didnât mean that charlotteâs life was better. â thank you, ginevra. you do not know how your words ease my heart. â and it was true. someone else believed in her skills as a future mother, and by doing so, charlotte had a new encouragement to believe in herself. â oh, if the physician is right, you will meet them. they will be here in about three months. â
charlotteâs view of god probably was way more twisted than her friendâs one, but she nodded in agreement nonetheless. ginevra grew up in a way more catholic environment than charlotte â her parents supported the church and its ideals, but religion was one of their last priorities. â yes, i must agree with you. but being punished made much more sense inside my head than being pregnant. â she laughed, putting one of her hands upon her growing abdomen at the mention of the baby. she had so many fears â but everyone else had, too. â i am sure of that. we will laugh at this for many years ahead, because you will never let me rest, i am aware. â
she hoped vasily could be like ginevraâs words, but charlotte knew better by now. â i do not think he did, gin. â it wasnât easy to talk about that, but ginevra presence made charlotte feel at ease. they were friends, and she should trust them to tell her problems. â we do not see each other, despite sleeping in the same room. my husband is a busy, and i think i put too much hope on his shoulders that he did not ask me to. â it was a hard truth, but charlotte need to accepted that â vasily wasnât the man she idealized inside her head before their marriage.Â
âOlder,â Gin countered, emphasising the latter syllable with a cheeky grin. Like Charlotte, Ginevra had long been babied by the older members of their family. It seemed only natural when the age gap between the Medicis was as large as it was, and they didnât buck against it, instead accepting, even embracing it. It kept their brothers indulgent of even their more childish of whims, and that suited them to the ground for now - especially when they were trying to avoid their own marriage prospects. They didnât think they would take to the role of wife and mother quite the way Charlotte had. âI only say what I think is true.â They waved away her thanks, before their eyes widened at the revelation. âSo soon? That hardly gives you any time to prepare at all.â It was a terrifying thought, that once one was married, they could find themselves a few weeks away from giving birth at any time. Gin was sure they wanted no part in that.Â
 âI think I can understand,â Ginevra spoke softly. Her own relationship with God was straightforward enough. Their mother and father had little time for religion, but growing up with the Pope as your Uncle did leave certain pressures to conform to the Catholic ideal. Though unconventional in many ways, Ginevra did not waiver in her commitment to her faith. âAs humans, we have a tendency to see and expect the worst. But this should be a joyous time, Charlotte. There is no need for fear or punishment. And when your child is older, or having children of their own, I am sure they will look to your example.âÂ
Ginâs brows furrowed at Charlotteâs words. This was exactly what they feared for themself, a marriage that was cold and loveless, the type which Charlotte was describing - or what Ginevra thought they were describing, at least. Having a sizable dowry and the deâ Medici name was not always a good thing, and in matters like this, it was more of a curse than an asset. âOh, Charlotte...â they trailed off, uncertain of what to say to soothe her. âAre you all right? Are you happy?âÂ













