Trippin Through Life

Hi, I'm 31 and don't know what to put here because I'm awkward. 🤷🏻‍♂️

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Ok so I have a guilty horny confession about this girl at my work. She's a welder, she's younger, she has gorgeous eyes (such a sucker for eyes), great body and an intoxicating laugh with a great smile to boot.

I literally can't help but fantasize about her coming to my office, pulling me up out of my chair and pushing me up against my desk. She gets to her knees and feels up my thighs till she gets to my zipper. I'm zips my pants and unbuttons them, pulls out my hard cock and puts it into her mouth. She places her hands around the back of my thighs and starts sucking my cock, staring up at me, gagging and making her eyes water.

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“Whale Tail” 

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I am not prepared to see a good friend of mine laying in a casket. This is a first for me to see someone I called a friend laying there lifeless. Someone who was full of life just being still and gone. We may not have been beat friends but it's a friend none the less. Someone who I have shared many great conversations and moments in life with. Someone who influenced me in ways that others may not understand.

What kills me the most is the way he left. The overwhelming feelings of loneliness and misunderstanding. The feelings of helplessness and feeling like a burden. Depression is a fucking bitch and I get it. I understand the why behind this. I just hope deep in his heart he knew that he wasn't alone and that he had people that loved him.

People have their struggles and demons that get hidden with whatever works best for that person. Most signs are hidden so we'll you don't see them till it's to late. I can't help but feel guilty and saddened by the fact that I couldn't even see signs of his struggle. A person who's second nature is to not feel it or ignore it, cover it up. A person who is aware that they do it couldn't see the signs.

I know we all think, well maybe if I did this or said this, but it's so easy to think that you would have been able to prevent it somehow. Truth is it's so hard to get out of those dark places in your head even if someone did reach out or take the time to talk to you. It takes tremendous support and due diligence to help in such a way. Life is a fickle bitch though and it always consumes you to the point of forgetting what truly matters in life.

Today is going to fucking suck but all I can do is hope that he knew how much he meant to people and how much they loved him. Definitely will miss having just one more beer with ya before leaving the ball fields, talking about the Falcons and so much more. Rest easy Godley.

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“It’s like when someone says, ‘How are you?’ Do you say, ‘Well, my head hurts and I’m lonely and depressed and I’m worried about everything and the world is collapsing and full of evil’? Or do you say, ‘I’m fine’?”

— Sara Shepard, The Visibles

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Thundersnow smelt like a chocolate milkshake 🍫🍨

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Morning blues | benmuldersunsets

Location: Surfers Paradise, Queensland, Australia

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The Fountain of Saturn, 1912, Baron Adolph de Meyer

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Fucking miss you.

Talking with you and looking into those eyes.

It's calming and I find comfort in it.

It feels safe.

It feels like..... Home.

It feels like I belong.

Maybe I do.

I hope I do.

[ginger-beard-4]

So I'm in the wrong because I couldn't leave my tournament that you knew about for over a month to go to the bar for your Mom's birthday that I didn't find out about a little over a week ago. I get it it's your mom's birthday but I did and tried everything I could and in your eyes apparently that was not good enough. Fuck the 9 guys on my team if I were to leave though right. So long as you got what you fucking wanted. Sorry but that's not me, I don't fucking do that to people. I made a commitment and I stick to that commitment, ya know, the one I made over a month ago. I even came over late, after pool play, the night before the tournament to hang out and be with because I wanted to. I knew there was a chance I'd be there all day so I wanted to get to spend time with you. Nope, not good enough. I just get blamed for using you as a midnight fuck. GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE WITH THAT!!!! That's not me nor what I wanted, so fuck you and your jumping to conclusion, making something that it's not having ass. Fucking bullshit.

After last night idk where I stand now. My mind just fucking goes twenty million ways on what the fuck I need or want because of that. I want to stay but yet should I? Is this what it's going to be like the whole relationship? Like these people and doing shit that I love to do and makes me happy is apart of my life. Yet I feel like you can't accept that. Everything seems to have to be done your way. I've even worked on some things about my self to improve our relationship and make it stronger. What have you given? I know you've given me fucking hell anytime something doesn't go the way you want it.

I honestly don't know anymore I really fucking don't. I'm literally at a loss for words to even say to you so I won't say anything. That may make it worse but fuck it. You can sit and stew on it. Hopefully you'll apologize and see why the fuck you were wrong.

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Conspiracy Kush 😻

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Since sex before marriage is a sin wouldn't it be fun to go to a priest for confession every time you do it and explain it to him in graphic detail until he breaks and either tells you that you're irredeemable or that you shouldn't come anymore and therefore admitting it's not a sin...

That be fun right?!

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YOU.

As much as I would like it to be for the rest of my life, if I could just have one day/night. I would hate to settle for just that but I would. I would hate to go my whole life without atleast one day/night. No words would even have to be said because you would get the truth from my eyes. After that one day/night, it can go back to the way it was. That's the part that scares me though. Would it go back to how it was? I know I could, it would take a lot to do so but I know I could. In my mind I know I could settle for just one day/night because then you would see. Could you handle it though? Idk. Hell in all honesty idk if I could. I always beat around so many possibilities constantly in my head. That's why if ever there was a chance for one day/night, I wouldn't hesitate to take it. Who you may ask but the answer is simple. It's You.