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⠀⠀⠀⠀♰⠀ 𓈒 ⠀aj lee⠀ ﾉ⠀let's light it up

⠀⠀⠀⠀♰⠀ 𓈒 ⠀aj lee⠀ ﾉ⠀light it up

⠀⠀⠀⠀♰⠀ 𓈒 ⠀aj lee⠀ ﾉ⠀let's light it up

Realizing that sleeping—something I do all the time— includes my consciousness detaching from my CR body helped me address my subconscious fears pertaining to shifting.

And this tweet had me thinking about how it’s the same method we use to shift!

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I’ve always wanted this dress

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i just know my six-year-old self is kicking me in the shins right now. like genuinely swinging. throwing hands. that girl would’ve shifted with the efficiency of a cia sleeper agent if she knew it was an option. she was hauling her disney princess figurines across state lines. through rain. through war. through chlorinated pool decks and whatever sick little carpet fungus lives in preschool classrooms. she believed in happily ever after like it was a legal obligation. she was ride or die for the crown. and now here i am. sitting on the god throne of consciousness. and i could shift into a tiara and gown at any moment. she is frothing at the mouth. i am a traitor. she is filing a lawsuit in the name of the mouse.

(lol sorry girl. i just had a lot of stuff going on. IAs. ennui. you get it.)

but like. it’s crazy. she ran on pure disney propaganda and kid-champagne. i run on trauma and dmt. but spiritually we are the same. we still wanna be aurora. we still want a library and a beast and a waist the circumference of a baguette. it’s full circle. it’s disgusting. i love her so bad. she would not love me. she would think i was a failed barbie. but that’s okay. she believed in magic and now i am the magic. poetics of revenge etc. girlhood never dies it just gets more powerful and a little mean.

#this is so beautifully written