briar 🐇

24 | no minors | TW vent any prns wlw

[incognito-melancholia]

[girls-dead-monster]

read some of my old diary entries from a few years ago and every one of them ended with “will i feel like this forever?” lol Yes

[cry-ptidd]

The downside to building my social skills by studying how characters books and media act is that now I will drop completely irrelevant info in the middle of a conversation in case the reader needs a hint to decipher how my mental state or true character is

[nemosopenletters-blog]

I just want to be important, too.

[girls-dead-monster]

does anyone else agonize over the fact that they’re never gonna be loved as much as they love other people

[girls-dead-monster]

i hope you’re happy now that im alone

[girls-dead-monster]

goddddddd i’ve been sober for too long i need SOMETHING!!!!!!

[girls-dead-monster]

fuck fuck fuckkkkkk i messed up super badly

[girls-dead-monster]

i don’t even feel like a person anymore. i think i killed myself a long time ago, and ever since then i’ve just been a ghost haunting myself

[honestloverboy]

Sorry for having symptoms of a mental illness I literally told you I have it will happen again

[circusangel]

When I say I want someone obsessed with me, I mean that they're so obsessed that the thought of me leaving fills them with nauseating dread every second I'm not right under their nose. I want my absence to leave them feeling sick and vacant. I mean that they're so obsessed that every time they're having a conversation with somebody else, their mind wanders in boredom, just wishing it were with me. I want someone who panics when I mention another persons name and follows up with 20 questions in suspicion about the person I've brought up. I want to be creeped out, then backed into a corner, unable to escape the hold they have on me.

[girls-dead-monster]

damn, i really don’t know how to function without drugs