Hi, I’m here to say goodbye. I’ve always been a big fan of yours, since your very first fic you posted. I wish I could stay longer but I’m so extremely jealous of claire drake. I know, stupid reason but it just hurts a little😓 being a poc too. everyone likes her like EVERYONE does even this person I liked 😓. I see so many posts about what people would do if they ran into her and just posts about her in general. I know it’s stupid I’m only 14 tho and I can’t ignore my feelings anymore 🙁 especially when with his recent comments it just pushed me further. I’m leaving the slushynoobz fandom, but since I don’t wannna make a dramatic post abt it anywhere else I’m coming to U lol. your an AMAZING writer and just an amazing person in general, you have a big heart and I like how you pointed out hamzahs SA comments and how ur mature and empathetic enough to know it was wasn’t right and it isn’t just about the game character. I know this might seem possibly parasocial but you’ve helped me actually get into the habit of reading, and inspire me to do things involving writing. I’ve actually debated making fics because of u lol😭 I hope you’re well I see ur posts about depression and I just wanna let u know to take as much time as u need! depression is a big thing especially for women it can get bad if you don’t take care of yourself.
first of all thank you for the kind words about my fics, i am so glad that i could help inspire you to read + write, i would advise against minors reading my work but unfortunately i can’t prevent that and candidly this is a full circle moment for me because i was inspired by other fic writers when i was younger as well 😭 canon event - and of course thank you for the encouragement :,) i have been dealing with a bit of depression the past couple of months and your kindness made me smile !
as for your feelings, don’t feel like you need to justify them to anyone, it might seem parasocial or whatever but i can remember being fourteen and having similar feelings due to social media, and it’s good that you can acknowledge what’s not serving you + decide to let it go.
not to sound harsh of course but keeping up with / obsessing over anyone on the internet to the point where it affects your everyday life obviously isn’t healthy, i don’t really pay attention to claire or her relationship with hamzah all that much but i know many other girls do - just please remember that social media is so absolutely fake! don’t get so caught up in the illusion that it’s causing you emotional strain
wishing you the best as well <3 :)
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