(Behind the Scenes) ♥

She's lost and currently finding her way back home.

[glam-oh-rous]

11.28.18//7:45

A friend told me, "palagi kana lang nasasaktan dahil sa kabit, bakit di mo subukang ikaw naman yung maging kabit?" End of the world na ba? Walang wala na? 😅

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9:20//11.14.18

She want the happiness but not the pain. She want the love but not the risk. She want the attention but not the grip. She's very difficult to understand but she has her worth. She may not be perfect but she has her own unique ways ❤️

[glam-oh-rous]

11.14.18//9:20

They were happy. They owned the world. They only needed each other. Until he cheated, until she lied.

The world they once built was crumbled.

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12:43//11.7.18

Hindi ko alam kung paano sisimulan.

Kung paano sasabihin sa kanya ng hindi nasasaktan.

Sobrang daming pag aalinlangan.

Mga tanong na walang kasagutan.

Dapat pa ba tong ipag laban?

O simulan na ang pag papaliban

Sa larong wala namang patutunguhanan.

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12:45//11.05.18

Kung gaano kabilis nag simula, ganun din katulin nawala.

Some things aren't meant to stay. That's the reality of life. People come ng walang paalam, its your fault why you let them in. Kaya don't question then kung aalis din sila ng di nag papa alam.

[glam-oh-rous]

12:36//12.04.18

She has the saddest stories.

She stop writing when she met you. Her broken heart starts to heal. All of her wounds suddenly disappear. She finds her happiness in you. She took the greatest risk of her life by loving you.

Please don't leave a deeper marks.

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11.4.18//12:17

Just like a broken record, the story repeat itself and proves you that everything is temporary.

Life will let you feel like you are at the top of the world and suddenly give you the greatest fall.

[glam-oh-rous]

To the person who stand beside me whenever,

Thank you 😊;

For listening to my endless dramas and rants. For telling me that its not the end of life. For helping me get over from trust issues, depression, and anxiety.

Thank you for reminding me every single time that I am beautiful and someone is waiting to be more happier with me. Thank you for appreciating every part of my flaws and marks. Thank you for watching and helping me heal 💕

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10.10.18//7:14pm

Fighting depression and anxiety has never been that easy. Fighting the urge of having a suicidal thoughts is not easy. Waking up every single day asking yourself why you are still breathing is not easy. Staring at the blank sky and feels like its calling you is not easy.

The wounds were cut too deep that I don't know when will it be heal. No matter how I stay on the positive side, I always find myself on the latter side of life.

The story is all about me alone. Journey on finding myself, fixing myself and loving myself.

[glam-oh-rous]

July 23, 2018 // 10:53pm

I smile again. I wont cry myself to sleep tonight. I think im getting better and better each day.

"accept and let go"

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July 22, 2018 // 8:04 pm

My heart skip a beat again. Idk if it's a good thing or not. Feeling ko i am cheating. Cheating myself.

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6-26-2018

5:59 am

I wake up feeling nothing. Nope. Im fine. I just dont feel anything. Im pretty sure about it.

The burden inside me was still half untold. Im happy because I am that strong. I decided to tell people than to buried my self in depression.

Congrats self! You're doing great each day!

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Stumble upon depths.

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"One day when I wake up, everything will be fine. More than fine."

Hoping..

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In the process of loving you.

Im tired of everything. Pain and fear is starting to encrypt me.

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Date with girlfriends ♥ :')) @judyann_23 @aileen @dannifinity @cherry @imdiimples

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Yakult delivery :'))