&quot;They set the world on fire.&quot;

I’m done.

I never ask for money. I never ask for support. I don’t break people’s rules. I don’t get involved in drama. I don’t pester people constantly for replies. I try to the best of my ability to play my characters. But you know what? It seems like it doesn’t even fucking matter. Because basically every time I get excited to RP with someone, I’m dropped. It’s the same old shit, every single time. New person follows me, we get roleplaying, and then a month or two later I’m dropped with ZERO explanation (or some BS reason), and I’m ignored when I reach out to them, despite them rping with other people. I’m sick of it. It hurts. This is why I’ve gone on hiatus this time around.

Furthermore, I don’t even feel comfortable here anymore. When I’m on Discord, I feel safe. On here, I always feel like some shithead is watching me, trying to wait till I fuck up and make my time on here hell by talking shit about me or what have you. I ended up hating one of my own muses because of this shit. So you know what? Fuck it. I now know I am not wanted here by most, despite being here for an entire year plus some more. I’ll come back when I feel like it. Tumblr isn’t fun anymore.

And you know, maybe some of it is my fault. I’m too shy and awkward for my own good. But honestly I feel like just about anything I do, can get me blocked and/or gossiped about. Now however, I’m putting my foot down. I’ve made some good lifestyle changes (working out, working more, sleeping more, etc) that leave me more confident and assertive in my life. Expect a rules revision sometime too, by the way.

If you are interested, or are one of the wonderful people who have supported me, and not dropped me or given up on me, you can reach out to me on Discord at mistausadx#4066 if you want to RP with me or just talk. I’m not giving up RP entirely, but on here I’m done with it. I’m also going to try Writscrib for RPing, maybe. Maybe I’ll be back in a week, maybe in a month. For now, the hiatus continues.

One Year

It’s official now. I’ve been roleplaying off and on for exactly one year now. It’s had a whole lot of bumps and hiatuses, and some (really) bad experiences. But overall, it’s been a pretty fun ride, and I’ve met some really great people who trump the bad ones.

I’ve definitely learned a whole lot about as I’ve stuck around. My first interactions were trash. Godmoddy and terrible. I could’ve wrote the book on how not to do that crap back then. Yeah, it was bad, I admit it. It wasn’t until I created @glimmerwicz that I think I actually started to become good at this, and had a clear view of what I wanted to do.

I think I really struck gold with this blog though, scorching-queen. I love playing a bad guy, even though I think I subconsciously try to make her ‘good’ sometimes too often. The follower and thread count I think reflects this. It’s an absolute blast to play her too. It’s almost liberating to play her you know? GLaDOS and Glimmer are serious, this one can sometimes just be a mustache twirling villain kind of deal, and that’s okay.

Even better, my first muse @gladospony has also improved with time as well. I’ve fleshed out the Caroline portion of her, and I’ve improved her into a character that could still feasibly exist within the scope of MLP, while still retaining her petty, sarcastic little attitude and her egotistical demeanor.

I’m also well aware that are certain people who don’t like me and wish I’d disappear (and are possibly trying to make that happen, through gossip and whatnot), and well… too bad. I’m not going anywhere, I have a decent following (well over 250 for all three), and friends who are there for me. Most importantly, I’m not stooping to that level. Go be petty somewhere else if that describes you.

As for my friends, and yes, you know who you are, and I don’t say this enough, but: thank you. For supporting me, roleplaying with me, and staying through thick and thin. It means a whole lot to me. Sorry in advance if this “thank you” seems lame… but I’m afraid I’m not really good with compliments like this. Just please know, I really appreciate you guys, and it’s one of the reasons I stick around here more than anything.

Here’s to another year, guys.

Will return tommorrow

Past week has been finals, and wrapping up school stuff for the year. Tomorrow is my last final, and last few assignments I have should be wrapped up. Hopefully, due to the lack of school, I can be here way more often and RP more. I have another special reason to be here tomorrow as well, but that’ll wait.

No replies tonight

Was busy helping my friend set up his server and start some services on it for the Discord server I’m on. We added a RAID 1 array and a 146 GB drive in it.

No replies tonight

Was helping my friend out with his Dell Poweredge server. I donated a 146 GB drive to him for use, and started a service on it. It’s to provide services for his Discord server (let me know if you’d like in) and run his website. Anyway, that’s why there’s no replies tonight or yesterday.

Was going to put a photo here, but tumblr mobile is being crap.

No replies tonight

Got on waaay late, had an unexpected schedule change and I’m super tired. I’ll try to be on tommorrow.

Starlight received an invitation from Terry to visit aperture, it said he had a surprise for her....

“Ah, it’s Terry!” she said, with a smile, reading it. “Huh… visit Aperture eh? I wonder if GLaDOS is mad at me because I ventured into old Aperture without perm… whatever.” she said.

She fired up her horn with a magic spell, and teleported herself into the facility, with herself being on a catwalk between two test chambers, or what she thought were chambers anyway. Such a strange, mystical place for her…

Starlight yawned. “Perhaps it is for the better. I started a cult and destroyed timelines because I was a bitter little bitch anyway. Me and negative emotions don’t get along that well, it seems…” she said, talking to herself.

She then smiled maniacally. “But at the same time, I can’t be changeling food anymore! And the the last thing Chrysalis is gonna see… is my stone cold, unfeeling face. I won’t get to experience the joy of it… but… is that really a bad thing?” she continued.

He smiled, he knew she’d understand! Soon they’d rid the multiverse of war, hunger, all strife in the world! And they could be together to lead the perfection…

Glimmer continued to think however. Perhaps Terry was wrong… and maybe he might have forced his way in there. Maybe a little- no probably a lot. GLaDOS isn’t someone who would cede something like the throne of Aperture without a fight and at least 5 comments about your weight. “Hmmm…”

She did have one more thing she wanted to do before her transformation though, and it just so happened to involve Terry…

He watched with curiosity. What was she thinking?

She got up and started walking. If she was going to get rid of a part of herself… it was going to go out with a nice big boom. Perhaps she can go have some fun Terry for a bit, rather than screw around in old Aperture like he’d rather not have her do. She got a smile on her face, and teleported out of the place, and back behind Terry.

“Hey, Terry? You wouldn’t mind coming here for a second would you?”

He walked over to her, the main chassis moving with him. It seemed to slide on the ceiling, allowing him to move wth ease. “Yes?”

He was eager to hear her answer.

She got a look on her face that she rarely got. A very mischievous grin, as it were. Just because Terry is all powerful now, doesn’t mean she isn’t going to have fun like she used to, just one last time.

“So Terry.” she started, closing the distance between herself and Terry rather quickly. “I feel like I need to let some good old emotions go.” she said, touching him with her hoof.

#tumb1r-core #terry (au)

(glimmerwicz) "Hey Terry. Guess who found some permanent markers? And lipstick?"

“Wh-what?!” His “eye” shrunk in panic and confusion. “Why the sharpies… and where’d you find the time to get lipstick? ”

“I wasn’t even thinking that. You’re the pervert now, Terry.” she said back.

She watched with interest at the whole process. It was admittedly short and simple, she thought it would be a longer, more drawn out process, considering that well… it was Aperture. “You’re looking pretty good Terry!” she said as he stepped out.

“And it looks like you’re now taller than me. Hehe. I do wonder what you can do with that body. Can you still hover and stuff?”

“Nah, it’s just a normal human body. Glad you like the look of it though!” He smiled. “You said you can disguise yourself, correct?”

“Yep! I’ve disguised myself as a biped before. Maybe I can look online to find somepo- human I can disguise myself as and modify it a bit. I don’t need to go out looking exactly like a celebrity. I think I’ll keep my manestyle too. Humans dye their hair purple and aquamarine anyway. Sometimes.” she said. “I don’t think it’d be a good idea for me just wing it with something like that you know?”

“That’s very forward thinking! Yes, you don’t need to end up looking like a celebrity or a person that exists. You won’t find someone who looks like you unless we go to brony convention.”

“Okay then, I’ll stay away from brony conventions, whatever those are. What’s a brony anyway?” she asks. She looks around for a bit, before finding a computer. “Now lets see here… any people you think I could use a base for my appearance Terry?” she asks him, as she opens up the internet browser on it.

“Ah, yeah a brony. Well-”

Oh god, the internet! She can’t see what horrors have her face in it! He calmy took control of the keyboard.

“Ah, a human base. Right, we could go with something that looks kind of punky, yknow a bit grunge?”

She certainly noticed that. But, she had a task at hand, so she’d deal with that first. “Hmm… yeah I guess? I don’t know. Perhaps something that makes me look strong? Not like a bodybuilder… but you know what I mean.”

“By the way, there isn’t like too much weird stuff there is there? I’ve browsed the internet before Terry.”

“We can make you look toned, sure. That way you look fit without a lot of muscle.”

He winced at her second question. “We-well…..”

#tumb1r-core #terry #shipping

“Yeah! Like that. I like that idea. Same kind of manestyle too- or not. I dunno. Plenty of choices. I don’t usually consider things like this... when I’m not fighting.” she said.

“Yes, I’m well aware of the content on the internet. I like the games the humans come out with, like Doom or that one where you run around in a world and steal self powered carriages.”

Replies start again tommorrow

I’ve been gone for too damn long. Time to change that.

Like this post for a starter, and lets get this ball rolling again or so help me.

Sorry for inactivity

Lately, I’ve been getting sick a whole lot recently. Luckily that spell is over… but now… it’s hard getting back into it. On top of that I think my writing as of late isn’t very good, so I am feeling a tad discouraged to do so. I’m not doing a hiatus though, but I feel like a break and a revamp of some blogs is certainly required at this point.

Feel free to send in any and all suggestions to help me improve my muses in the future. This goes for all of them. I’d love to hear your headcanons and criticisms alike.

Buggy computer

My laptop has been strangely flaky tonight, so replies aren’t going to be happening tonight much. Sorry.

"Trixie is a cookie, pass it on!"

“How do you know?” she asks with a snicker.

Crap

I’ve been absent for 8+ days. Holy crap… well… that’s going to be changing hopefully tonight, so feel free to send me stuff guys!

No replies most of this week

((yes i’m aware I’m a tad late))

So midterms are still rolling around the corner, I got some stuff to study for. Unfortunately, I think it’s better if I stay away from rp this week (at least until Friday). I hope to see you all afterwards, cuz after that is spring break! :D

(glimmerwicz) "Hey Terry. Guess who found some permanent markers? And lipstick?"

“Wh-what?!” His “eye” shrunk in panic and confusion. “Why the sharpies… and where’d you find the time to get lipstick? ”

“I wasn’t even thinking that. You’re the pervert now, Terry.” she said back.

She watched with interest at the whole process. It was admittedly short and simple, she thought it would be a longer, more drawn out process, considering that well… it was Aperture. “You’re looking pretty good Terry!” she said as he stepped out.

“And it looks like you’re now taller than me. Hehe. I do wonder what you can do with that body. Can you still hover and stuff?”

“Nah, it’s just a normal human body. Glad you like the look of it though!” He smiled. “You said you can disguise yourself, correct?”

“Yep! I’ve disguised myself as a biped before. Maybe I can look online to find somepo- human I can disguise myself as and modify it a bit. I don’t need to go out looking exactly like a celebrity. I think I’ll keep my manestyle too. Humans dye their hair purple and aquamarine anyway. Sometimes.” she said. “I don’t think it’d be a good idea for me just wing it with something like that you know?”

“That’s very forward thinking! Yes, you don’t need to end up looking like a celebrity or a person that exists. You won’t find someone who looks like you unless we go to brony convention.”

“Okay then, I’ll stay away from brony conventions, whatever those are. What’s a brony anyway?” she asks. She looks around for a bit, before finding a computer. “Now lets see here… any people you think I could use a base for my appearance Terry?” she asks him, as she opens up the internet browser on it.

“Ah, yeah a brony. Well-”

Oh god, the internet! She can’t see what horrors have her face in it! He calmy took control of the keyboard.

“Ah, a human base. Right, we could go with something that looks kind of punky, yknow a bit grunge?”