I want everything to be in white,
the flowers, the smell, the thoughts.
I want my bed to be in palest blue,
my dress, my necklace, my tears.
I want the ambiance to be light,
the stories, the prayers, the void.
I want the music to be in pink,
with fun, my energy, my vibe.
I want everything in subtle, but not sad,
Everyone can shed a tear, but not fall apart,
Everyone can still smile and hug my mom,
Share my weirdest tales, but not my secrets.
I still want a beautiful day, til the eventide,
The last page where everyone's close to me,
like smiling to the camera for a good picture,
that one last hope, one more moment with me.
Because at dawn, I will always be up there,
Rising, shining, and sharing my warmth,
my hand prints, my distant-embrace, my faith,
that will always exist, now and evergreen.
7:44 pm 121220
