Annie @goingto55kg - Tumblr Blog

~ toxic vent account ~

I don't like myself, that's it. I tried recovery, but anxiety made me go fat again, and I hate it, so I'm going back for a new tumblr account because Twitter is messed up.

This place is messed up, so just go away.

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚my fav low cal munchies˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

- cucumber, yes a whole cucumber.

- melon, any melon cut in small pieces.

- no actually frozen watermelon is the best option, its sooo good(*´꒳`*)

- crackers

- cracker with cottage cheese and marmalade

- tomatoes

- berries, i swear they taste sooo good!!

- baby food ☆

Again about my coworker

She is also the one that starts sexual jokes EVERYDAY, even nearby kids!!!

She gossips about everything and everyone, parents that are too ugly, too protective, too unprotective, too anything she wants to say.

Never finished her work without help or messing with something. And sometimes when I'm not around, blaming me.

When she is getting worse, I balme everything on her weight and can't stop thinking that all fat people act like her. And it really scares me people that see me and think I'm like this.

She is the best pro ana I ever had.

#toxic vent

Toxic Vent

My coworker turns me into the most fatphobic person in the world (inside my head)

Everything she does wrong, she does because she is fat. She messes every paper sheet next to her with food. She can't even hold or do simple hand tasks because her fingers are too fat for it. So I'm always the one doing her job.

She almost broke the printer because her belly was on the way of the paper and she didn't realize it because she breathes too loud.

I never cared about her weight, I care about mine. But since she started being touchy and asking too much about my personal life or messing with my work, I started getting upset with every single act or word that she says. It seems that her weight is the problem for everything.

#toxic vent

My dog is sick, can't walk and i gained weight

Everything is just so

matcha-princess4ever

You don’t have to be EXTREME, you just have to be CONSISTENT

Living at the same house as your abuser is the worst torture you can ever feel

I had an anxiety attack while cooking, and I just cut off half of my nails, and I started crying so hard, but it wasn't hurting

My finger has half of a nail, bleeds asf, and it doest hurt. I can't explain where it hurts, and I can't scream

I want to scream so bad

#me #tw abuse

Shein thinspo are the best one

#weightloss #ed not sherran #thinspø

I need tips to have energy at gym without calories

#weightloss #back to ana #ed not sherran #tw #tw ana fast

goingto55kg

~ toxic vent account ~

I don't like myself, that's it. I tried recovery, but anxiety made me go fat again, and I hate it, so I'm going back for a new tumblr account because Twitter is messed up.

This place is messed up, so just go away.

goingto55kg

If I keep like this I'll hit 70kg soon

#fat is in my dna #back to ana #weightloss #tw ana fast

secretly, I wish my boyfriend were toxic, making me feel bad when I eat too much or showing that thin bodies are more beautiful and that I should work hard to be prettier I know it is fucked up, but it would help me SO MUCH

#weightloss #ed vent #notprojusttags #ed not sherran

Always keep empty packs of food on your purse or pockets to convince people that u ate

#back to ana #notprojusttags #ed not sherran #tips

My own house will only have watermelon, strawberries, and frozen grapes

#back to ana #weightloss #notprojusttags #ed not sherran #ed disorder

Are u sure u want to eat? Do u want to end up looking like me?