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@goldengolem
I never meant to abandoned this blog. I just got kinda sad/upset and took a break and got caught up with life //weeps
but yeah thanks for people who have still followed me and stuff, I don’t know if I feel comfortable coming back but that really makes me feel good <3
"Ice cream sounds great." Allen could always go for food.
"Yay! I want triple scoops of mint chocolate!" He was excited now to be getting a treat, crying really made him hungry! "What kind do you want Master?"
"Tim?" Kanda opened his eyes blearily. Allen's golden golem was flying around his head. "Ya need me for anythin'?" Well apparently he did. Maybe his owner was in trouble. Plus, yhey were in a cold desert. Just how...? \\Thanks for the follow//
"I got seperated from Allen, and your the only one I could find." Much to his dismay, he didn’t care to hang around the other much, but he felt much safer with Kanda than he did by himself.
(no problem!!thank you as well!! ^^)
"It means to take care of somebody," Kanda explained briefly, then gave Timcanpy’s idea a hum of agreement. "C’mon, then. Let’s go to the downstairs inn. They will surely have something your taste will approve of." He wondered if Allen’s golem had the same appetite as his master, and an expression of slight annoyance left a shadow over his face. Anyway, now that Tim mentioned it, he was feeling a bit hungry himself, too.
"Just don’t get at obvious things, will you?" He pushed the menu towards the golden-headed male. "I’ll have my usual, now the bill is on you. I pay."
"Oh, well you don't have to bother 'cause I can take care of myself." He huffed.
"Haha of course they will! I'm not hard to pleased.." At least when it came to food. "Oh you'll pay! That's so nice of you Kanda!!" He took the menu when it was pushed to him and squinted at the writing. Before he rarely needed to read but now it was becoming a more frequent necessity. After a few more minutes of scanning the pages he put it down. "I want a ham sandwich with lots of tomatoes and lettuce!"
"Thank you Tim that mean a lot to me." She was glad that he was finally feeling better and that they had cleared up the misunderstanding.
"Of course! That's why I'm here!" He chirps happily. Now that he had cried and worked through his emotions he was feeling much better. "So what now? Should we go get something to eat? I kinda feel like getting icecream!"
"I promise that I will do everything in my power as so not to leave you by yourself Tim." She pets his head hoping he's calm down after her oath. She continued to pet his head and rub his back until he was ready to let go.
Hearing it come from Allen's mouth the golem felt a little better. If she said that then she meant it. Loosening his grip he looks up and wipes a few stray tears away finally smiling again.
"Okay. And I promise I'll do whatever I can to help you Master. No matter what."
-casually squishes Tim's cheeks-
"M-mana? What’cha doing with my cheeks?" He asks only for curiosity sake, as long as the other didn’t squish too hard it felt kinda nice.
"Tim you're human now and it would be very bad if you got hurt on one of my missions." He seemed to like her touch so she continued while letting him cling to her. She rocked him gently back and forth and rubbed circles on his back with her other hand hoping to comfort him.
"Tim I'm strong and I won't die easily, my innocence was destroyed and I'm still here and fighting. I won't go anytime soon."
"B-but just 'cause I look human I'm not really. I would still regenerate!" At least he was sure. The few cuts and bruises he had gotten in the new form had healed almost immediately with no sign of blood. "I know your strong. You're one of the strongest exorcists I've ever known but I still am scared..."
"You promise though..that you won't go anywhere I can't? Okay, you have to promise me that Master."
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"Say you're here and it's all over now."
"No one's here and I fall into myself."
"Don't turn away."
"Don't try to hide."
"Don't close your eyes."
"Don't turn out the light."
"I can stop the pain if I will it all away."
"I rise to meet the end."
"I love you and I'm not afraid."
"Can you hear me?"
"Can you feel me in your arms?"
"You pray your dreams will leave you here, but still you wake and know the truth."
"No one is there..."
"Has no one told you she's not breathing?"
"Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to."
"If I smile and don't believe, soon I know I'll wake from this dream."
"Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken."
"Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide."
"Don't cry."
"Hello, I'm still here."
"You don't remember me but I remember you."
"I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you."
"But who can decide what they dream?"
"Have you forgotten all I know and all we had?"
"I knew you loved me then."
"I believe in you."
"I'll give up everything just to find you."
"I have to be with you to live, to breathe."
"You're taking over me."
"Don’t say I’m out of touch."
"Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming."
"I tried to kill my pain, but only brought more."
"Am I too lost to be saved?"
"Do you remember me?"
"Will you be on the other side or will you forget me?"
"I want to die!"
"I know you're still there."
"I can feel you pull me down."
"I'm so tired of being here."
"I wish that you would just leave."
"Because your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone."
"When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears."
"When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears."
"And I held your hand through all of these years."
"But you still have all of me."
"Your face—it haunts my once pleasant dreams."
"Your voice—it chased away all the sanity in me."
"These wounds won't seem to heal."
"This pain is just too real."
"There's just too much that time cannot erase."
"I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone."
"But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along."
"Have you no shame? Don't you see me?"
"You know you've got everybody fooled."
"Without the mask, where will you hide?"
"Can't find yourself lost in your lie."
"I know the truth now."
"I know who you are."
"And I don't love you anymore."
"You don't know how you've betrayed me."
"You're not real and you can't save me."
"How can you see into my eyes like open doors?"
"Wake me up inside."
"I can't wake up."
"Save me."
"Call my name and save me from the dark."
"Bid my blood to run, before I come undone."
"Save me from the nothing I've become."
"All this time I can't believe I couldn't see."
"Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me."
"I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems."
"Got to open my eyes to everything."
"Don't let me die here."
"There must be something more."
"Bring me to life."
"Now I will tell you what I've done for you."
"I'm going under."
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"Tim?" Kanda opened his eyes blearily. Allen's golden golem was flying around his head. "Ya need me for anythin'?" Well apparently he did. Maybe his owner was in trouble. Plus, yhey were in a cold desert. Just how...? \\Thanks for the follow//
"I got seperated from Allen, and your the only one I could find." Much to his dismay, he didn’t care to hang around the other much, but he felt much safer with Kanda than he did by himself.
(no problem!!thank you as well!! ^^)
"Sure he can," Kanda muttered easily. God knew where exactly was Allen at that moment. Hiding…
"Che, you bet you don’t," he huffed at Timcanpy’s next comment, but he had a point in that. Golems don’t die.
What was that, was it because of Allen and his attitude towards him that Kanda viewed Tim as a slight nuisance like he did Allen? “I’m not saying that I don’t want you around, but I guess that I’m not used to company,” Kanda simply uttered, a ting of coldness in his voice. He could always find Cross, that Tim, and stick to him.
"Though do as you wish," the swordsman added in the end with a careless shrug. "You can stay. But I won’t be mollycoddling you."
"I don't think I would want you to molly whatever me." He had never heard that word before but he was sure it was something that would be very awkward if it came from Kanda. It was already awkward being there without Allen.
"I'm hungry. I can't try and find Master on a empty stomach." And he had no money on him so the only way he would fill his stomach is from a generous offer from the exorcist. It was a long shot but it didn't hurt to try and weasel a meal out. "Are you hungry Kanda? You look hungry, it's not good to work with no food in your body~"
Still maintaining a safe distance Kanda continued to listen to the others tale of woe. Now however it seemed he had been in the right place to assist with whatever happened to Tim. The one good thing was that in this form it might be a little easier to telegraph the his movements. But honestly as happy as he seemed to be the other half expected him to take off in flight and go zipping around the room.
"Now that you can communicate fully, what's next?"
It was going to take him a while to get used to the new form. Whenever Timcampy was mentioned Kanda's mind would shift to the golden golem. Now when that name was mentioned, he'd have to get used to this animated little person. And as strange as it sounded, the boy had the same attitude he just had speech and expressions now.
What was next? Honestly Tim wasn't sure. It was great to have a voice again and to fully express himself but the other's question rung in his head for a moment while he thought about it.
"I don't know really... Dinner, I guess? I'm pretty hungry." That was a great place to start he figured. It had been hours since his last snack and now that the excitement from talking again was subsiding he realized how hungry he was. "Yeah, I think I want some roast with potatoes and gravy! And then some cake for dessert!"
"Oh Tim..." She could feel her heart breaking for the golem, she ran her hands through his hair as a way to attempt to comfort him.
"Tim I mean that I might have to go on missions and I won't be able to tie them for you. I promise you I won't go anywhere if I can help it. You'll always be by my side and you'll always be in my heart. You're a great friend Tim you've been there for me for a long time." She hoped she consoled the golden with her words.
"But I should be there with you for every mission - that's why I'm me! Why I'm a golem, to help you wherever it's possible." He accepted the gentle touch from his master as he clings to her. The words eased him a bit but he was still living in the fear of losing Allen. It was always there, usually a small distant thing but now it ha flared up and would take a while for it to cool down again.
"I just don't want to lose Master. I've lost Master before and I don't want that to ever happen again.." Last time it had been Neah and there had been Cross there still to help ease the void, but Cross wasn't there anymore, Allen was all he had left.
"They are… great?" Not the response he was expecting. They must have had this poor fool pretty brainwashed. While he was completely wrong, Horatio’s mind fabricated what he thought was going on. The narrative he made was that it was an abusive, manipulative master and servant partnership and that Tim suffered so long that he tricked himself into thinking he was happy with it and listening to them. Who else would want to be used?
"Do you ever think of…" He slowed down. His voice was full of uncertainty and concern. "Ever thought of, err… getting a new job? How well do you get paid anyways?"
"New job?" He laughed at that. Tim had never considered it a job to help the Masters. It had been his way of life since he could remember, another 'job' was out of the question.
"It's not really a job, it's what I do. I've been doing it since I could remember. Ever since the first Master, Master Neah, made me." Remembering those days brought a bittersweet feeling into the pit of the golem's stomach. Thinking of Neah always brought those kind of feelings to him.
Hearing the last bit about pay he laughs again. Horatio sure was a funny one. "Pay? I don't get paid to do what I was made to do. I love helping the Masters with whatever I can. Sure it's been a little more difficult lately since I'm not the same like I use to be but as long as I can be of use I'm happy." Oh he was rambling again, even sprouting things he knew the other wouldn't understand.
"Sorry sorry, I'm not use to talking to someone that isn't from the Order. They all know about me there - you see I'm not really a person, I'm a golem. Something the Exorcist use to contact each other with. I was in a lab accident awhile ago and that's why I don't look like other golems anymore."
"Tim?" Kanda opened his eyes blearily. Allen's golden golem was flying around his head. "Ya need me for anythin'?" Well apparently he did. Maybe his owner was in trouble. Plus, yhey were in a cold desert. Just how...? \\Thanks for the follow//
"I got seperated from Allen, and your the only one I could find." Much to his dismay, he didn’t care to hang around the other much, but he felt much safer with Kanda than he did by himself.
(no problem!!thank you as well!! ^^)
"Got separated? How did that happen?" Kanda did not ask out of curiosity, just casually. He did not wish to have to find Allen to return Tim to him - he didn’t wish to have to spend any time together with Allen for the moment - but it wasn’t going to hurt… much.
"I thought you were dead," he muttered.
"I dunno - Allen can be very slip away easily when he wants to." Really it was just a big of a mystery to the golem. One moment he was there with his Master, the next he was all alone. He was able to find the swordsman but sadly not Allen.
"Hey, do I look dead to you? I'm alive and well." As alive as a golem could get, that is. For some reason that comment hurt Tim. He was getting the feeling that he wasn't welcomed in the others presence but that could be said both ways. " I just want to find Master and sticking around you is my best bet right now."
She held onto Tim as he started crying into her shirt, rubbing circles on his back hoping to calm the teen. What confused her most of all was Tim's outburst what made him think he was gonna lose her? She didn't think she had said something of that nature. She waited until his sobs turned into light sniffling before gently pushing him away.
"Tim what makes you think you're going to lose me. I'm not going anywhere," not exactly true there was always a chance she could die fighting but she doubted it.
"Well, you said earlier how you couldn't tie my shoes forever. And..and that just made me think. Why not? Why couldn't Master help me with that forever. As long as I'm around Master will be around, right? I don't want you to ever go.." He was just a big bag of emotion today it seemed as he wiped stray tears away from his redden cheeks.
"I already don't see Master Cross hardly anymore, and.." He wanted to say Neah as well, but stopped himself. Probably not the best person to bring up. "And I just don't want you to go anywhere that I can't go. Okay? As your golem, I need that."
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"Okay okay." Allen laughed and pat Tim’s head. "I’ll take a break. Is there anything you wanted to do?"
"Great!" Hook, line, and sinker! "Well,not really. It was just getting lonely. So whatever you want to do Master!...Besides train, that is."
Makes cute Tim noises in hopes someone would bring him food. He doesn't want to get up and get it himself.
