hopes

and dreams

[good-looking-boy]

Hey this is my fucking page. you chose to scroll onto here. don't you come riding on your high horses on here.

[good-looking-boy]

Spoke to her mom for about 45 mins and ugh

I dont know what she's going to report back but im scared

I dont want ella to get chewed out or something but I hope this gives her an insight into my world

[good-looking-boy]

Nothing like asking for motherly advice from your best friends mom because your mom is busy working!

I feel so confused and conflicted. I dont know what to do. I dont think I can take anymore of this disrespect anymore because this will happen again. I know it will. It will consume me once more. And I know I'll have to pick myself up. Not her, not anyone, me.

I dont want to feel this way but, I dont think i want to continue my friendship with her anymore.

[good-looking-boy]

I think

I have to blow my shit straight off with a gun right now

why am i expected to be the bigger person? why should i open up to you? why should i give you the effort of being uncomfortable and vulnerable when you can't even give me the same effort (feeling not fact) why should I have to read in between the lines? Why why why why hwy

[good-looking-boy]

who neEd's people whennu have tumblr

[good-looking-boy]

Why dont you guys ever return the questions

[good-looking-boy]

Im remembering bits and pieces of my stay at the hospital after my rape at 6 yrs old

[good-looking-boy]

I think i died a little when my friend said I'm kinda built like an airpod

Died especially when she started back pedaling when she saw the look on my face

[good-looking-boy]

Being 16 truly feels like teen idle

[good-looking-boy]

Yanchan vs yankun sounds exactly like Google and jax to me

[good-looking-boy]

Just fucking stick your fingers down my throat why doncha?

[good-looking-boy]

To punish outselves for being human is to be un incredibly rude and out right disrespectful to yourself

[liv1ngdoll555]

I know they hate

[good-looking-boy]

Who needs friends when you have your siblings

[good-looking-boy]

Hm I'm noticing that I have not posted more than 3-4 times a day with a span of 3 day !

I guess you can chalk it up to me healing and not having racing thoughts that seem so important I need to write it down somewhere but is it bad that I kinda miss it?

[good-looking-boy]

Its one of those nights where I stay up doing nothing

[good-looking-boy]

Nevermind I love life again

I breathed life into my younger brother and it made me remember why I was put on this earth