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23,,,

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swapping typical sunday beach pilgrimage for a park pilgrimage with my best summer buddy who in the wake of no coop job acquired has to head back north come september neither of us text back i am going to be so lonely this is my love letter in part to my good daughter my public transit partner theonly friend who would never turn down a parking lot vouge session equally directionless hopelessly romantic pop rock electronic rap rock and roll

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had to self administer godawful evil haircut clearly i was feeling too good about myself and needed humbling

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[gooddogcarl6]

forced proximity... you will be friends...

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visit from a friend

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train home green and gray man sort of stick insect stubble and crooked over ear headphones with his unlikely to be a service dog border collie in a service dog vest says he used to be a dj and he misses it i was dancing again sliding my feet around the slick train floor holding the passenger bar for balance people do their best not to watch he says i have a beautiful smile as the doors open at the next station and he steps back into the crowd just another head in the city traffic

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mum thought her birthday was sunday one day off we didn't check the calender and i rewoke fever haze from the mattress on the floor to the heavy handed unloading of dishes and Happy Month's Rabbits god let it work, let me be lucky

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pull up to Best Buy unemployed bright orange pants& busted laptop in a Boumatic Dairy Innovation Grocery Bag watch the Geek Squad Head shift from power stance to power lean his blue shirt tucked neat into tight bootcut jeans

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happy months rabbits,

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[gooddogcarl6]

another day gone to waste and indulgence made sick off pink ice cream, rice crackers and thick buttered bread i put on little shorts paint my nails careful polka dot red on white reattach the Faye Wong Phone Charm to the bottom of the case Queen of Canto Pop moral support

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daytrip 7-23

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[gooddogcarl6]

Fourteen total piercings Seven running up each lobe all mix&match metals She says she would have sex with me while my ex best friend of Fourteen Years (now just another guy) does eyeshadow rehab for Her over the upstairs toilet in response i say im shy and hide my face behind my hair this is not the place to explain and neither is the bed where She leans over to kiss me on the cheek says “i love you” and She’s really really drunk we’ve met maybe Six Times total all in this house always some kind of party now She’s freshly dumped and Her hair is faded box dye purple which i have a hard time telling stories without excessive context there are nuances there are reasons why i act like this mz is a year younger than me a year younger than her brother who was my closest friend for Fourteen Years and it is mz’s bed and mz’s house and mz’s party where mz’s pretty friend is subjecting me to this drunken proposition i know they kissed Two parties ago (before mz’s new boyfriend) and i know i’ve kissed only One Girl (One Person) surface level Five Years back and i know this girl just threw up for the Third Time in the bathroom only Fifteen Feet away from the bed where we are currently sprawled and then nothing happens just like nothing ever happens and has never happened before or since