♡ ⋆ ․˚ adied / despair .

THE          DEVIL          IN         DISGUISE .

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Thierry Mugler // Ready to Wear - Fall 2011

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@replicai’s nanami went gay and that is a systematic attack.

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but  unlike  stars,  your  light  was  snuffed  out  . nanami  chiaki  of  SDR2  ,  as  written  by  pascal  !  ♡     (  01  ,  02  )

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Highschool of the Dead - Kishida Kyoudan

Anime: Highschool of the Dead

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“I’m okay with Lesbian ships!”

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hey does ur despair come w a receipt bc im p sure my classmates want a refund ? ^_^

no , but you can pierce those prices in half if you get it with a bullshit brainwashing anime !

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“until dawn” sentence starters pt 1  .   always feel free to change pronouns  /   wording ! 

001.   ❛  i’m going to murder his fucking face off  !   ❜

002.   ❛  hashtag  ,  there’s a freaking ghost after us  !    ❜

003.   ❛  this is super awkward  .  ❜

004.   ❛  what’s cookin’   ,  good lookin’  ?  ❜

005.   ❛  let’s party like we’re fucking pornstars  !  ❜

006.  ❛  what the hell have you done to them  ?   ❜

007.   ❛  just point the spray - can at the lighter and FWOOSH  !   ❜

008.   ❛  go suck an egg  !    ❜

009.   ❛  you think you can handle that  ?   ❜

010.   ❛  at least he knows how to treat a lady  .  ❜

011.   ❛   understand the palm of my hand  ,  bitch  !    ❜

012.   ❛   can we order pizza  ?  ❜

013.   ❛   you had so many people who cared about you  ,  who were willing to help   .  ❜

014.   ❛   i’ve seen what’s down there  .  ❜

015.   ❛   i was thinking they could use some alone time  .   ❜

016.   ❛   you couldn’t buy a loaf of bread with your skanky ass  !  ❜

017.   ❛   you couldn’t lift a goddamn finger to help someone else  .   ❜

018.   ❛   let’s go  ,   you fucked up son of a bitch  .  ❜

019.   ❛   he almost shot me  !  ❜

020.   ❛   now that was exciting  ,  wasn’t it  ?  ❜

021.   ❛   once again  ,  brother  ,  you’ve outdone us all  .  ❜

022.   ❛   i should’ve paid more attention in climbing class  .   ❜

023.   ❛   please tell me you’re gonna take a vow of silence  .  ❜

024.   ❛   it’s not gonna happen   .  ❜

025.   ❛   jesus hot sauce christmas cake  !  ❜

026.   ❛   we’re going to have sex  !  and it’s going to be hot  !  ❜

027.   ❛   whatever you say  ,  darling  !   ❜

028.   ❛   stay out of it  ,  you dumb oaf  .   ❜

029.   ❛   jesus  ,  fuck  ,  shit  !  ❜

030.   ❛   i have found my true calling  .  ❜

031.   ❛   i know you’re all probably worried about me  .  ❜

032.   ❛   you are a coward  . ❜

033.   ❛   maybe we should start with a little  ,  you know  ,  making out and see where it goes from there  .  ❜

034.   ❛   fuck nuggets  .  ❜

035.   ❛   godspeed  ,  pilgrim  .  ❜

036.   ❛   that bitch is on crack or something   !  ❜

037.   ❛   what in god’s name are you wearing  ?  ❜

038.   ❛   i’m bad  !  i’m a badass  !  ❜

039.   ❛   well  ,  it’s definitely creepy down here  .  ❜

040.   ❛   hook  ,  line  ,  and sinker for every little stinker  !  ❜

041.   ❛   i didn’t really figure you for the glass half empty type  .  ❜

042.   ❛   i feel like someone’s watching us  .   .   .  ❜

043.   ❛   maybe if we’re lucky   ,  she’ll follow us out here and get eaten by a bear  .  ❜

044.   ❛   do you intend to continue with this elaborate self indulgence  ?  ❜

045.   ❛   when are you going to take her to the bone zone  ?  ❜

046.   ❛   nice shootin’  ,  tex  .  ❜

047.   ❛   can’t we all just get along  ?  ❜

048.   ❛   why do you hate my jacket  ?  ❜

049.   ❛   i had it under control  .  hundred percent  .  hundred and ten  .  ❜

050.   ❛   i am such an idiot  ,  i was so dumb  !  ❜

051.   ❛   get away  !  get away from me  !  ❜

052.   ❛   i’d like to focus on how we’re going to get the fuck out of here  ,  please  .  ❜

053.   ❛   i made you believe in the world i created  !  ❜

054.   ❛   the past is beyond our control  .  ❜

055.   ❛   you did the right thing  .  ❜

056.   ❛   you just won’t listen to me  ,  and things seem pretty fucked up  .  ❜

057.   ❛   wait a second  ,  are you saying we should break in  ?  ❜

058.   ❛   famous last words  .  ❜

059.   ❛   we’re freezing our buns off out here  .  ❜

060.   ❛   boom  .  butterfly effect  .  ❜   

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❝     you know that i appreciate you , right tadashi ?     ❞    it’s easy to get him to pay attention to her as the tip of her red painted nails tilt his chin up to look at her. he's begging for more with his eyes , at least that’s the observation she makes. he wants her to praise him , to kiss him , to give herself to him. she can’t do any of these things , because she doesn’t love him. it’s easy to manipulate him , though , when he looks at her with such adoring eyes with parted lips. 

she leans down and gives him exactly what he wants , a small kiss–– a false sense of security , a false sense of hope even that she might possibly love him. she wants nothing more than to crush that small bit of hope , she wants to watch him stare at her in disgust once she reveals she’s just been using him this whole time. however , she will just have to wait for it , she’s not done utilizing him yet after all. she’ll just have to cater to his desires a bit longer before she can take everything away from him and watch him rot.

❝     tadashi––––––––– darling ,     ❞    she presses herself against him , hands start to brush his hair away from his face ,     ❝     you’re so good to me , what can i do to repay you for working so hard for me.     ❞

` ♡  »  @picarexque .

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Well it’s a mystery to me

How you keep on slipping in my mind

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based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

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I’ll Kill Her//SoKo

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You still don’t get it!? You were used by the academy!

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Junko, I love you!

IT’S ALMOST PATHETIC WATCHING HIM LIKE THIS. watching him desperately hope to be under her gaze , to be the one who earns all of her affection––––– to receive even the smallest of touches from her. she doesn’t even need to try hard to get him on his knees , praying to her , begging her to let him give her his life. all it takes is small kisses & false words of encouragement and he’s at her side… it’s honestly boring. he should know better by now… she doesn’t care for him , she never did. … he’s just pitiful by this point , saying words she never wanted to hear ( at least not from him ).

❛❛ tadashi , you have no idea how lucky i am to have you at my side… you know i love you too , don’t you ? ❜❜

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