manic pixie blake fan

"i won't be able to give you space."

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orange?? i love physical manifestations like this okay yes fuck him up. but ORANGE???

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i stand by this but i’m sick of seeing losers in the notes go “well actually i like it ☝️🤡” so i’m deleting the og instead of wasting my time blocking people

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courtney fighting the good fight for me in my notes WHACK EM AGAIN FOR ME 🗣️🗣️

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it’s not even just about the orange eyes it’s about the fact that erik doesn’t hardly ever give physical descriptions for anybody but then all of a sudden on a random friday decided to tell us blake’s eyes were orange now bc of d’deridahn 😭 yeah yeah wtf ever orange is the graviton color. so?? EYE will not be abiding by this and that’s okay ! it’s not a crime to go against a creator! who cares. if you like it, good for you but IIIII. ME. PERSONALLY. don’t like it. so i won’t use it. it’s that simple

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courtney fighting the good fight for me in my notes WHACK EM AGAIN FOR ME 🗣️🗣️

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Ngl, Blake's "Hey, hey - look at me." In that low tone unhinged voice of his?

Panties on the floor.

No further addition your honour.

I’VE HAD THIS CLIP SAVED SINCE YESTERDAY BECAUSE IT MADE ME SO INSANE. i need him so bad it makes me look fucking stupid i can’t do this anymore erik

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GODDDDDDD. blake is losing it. he’s so far gone that he’s no longer there. his obsession with bestie is so great that it’s even affecting the fucking SOVEREIGN that’s possessing his body. the ancient god in his body is starting to want them. he wants to protect bestie from their fate so badly that he’s actively speeding it up. they will die by his hands and then he will have nothing. erik you sure know how to write a VERY FUCKING GOOD morally gray complex character because what is this.

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I AM DOING SOMETHING. i’m kissing him square on the lips because i like when he’s scary and tortured and fucked up because he loves me :)

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liveblogging my second listen of “your possessed ‘boyfriend’ gives in”

- “a few nights without sleep” so even being able to dreamwalk isn’t enough to overpower the noise and/or pain that comes with being a host for d’deridahn … L seer

- “i’ll get all cleaned up for you and i’ll look exactly how you remember” oh yeah he’s fuuuucked. everyone who draws physical manifestations of d’deridahn on blake is feeling so validated rn i bet

- the emotional manipulation of “you don’t want me to hurt. right?” in that tone of voice is soooo so delicious. like yeah duh he’s manipulative, it comes free with the xbox yandere trope, but this issss. very blatant in a way he isn’t typically with bestie. and i love it sm

- “[softly] hey, hey, hey. look at me. [coaxing] look at me. this has to happen, okay?” 🫪🫪🫪

- bestie all of a sudden not down with murder. you MUST have known what you were getting into. cmon now.

- “it’s a little late to get cold feet now.” LIKE NO LITERALLY 😭

- the “no, come here” is gonna piss people off IDCCC IDC that’s still pookie. it’s fine. grab me all you want. ik you’re going through a hard time rn

- “you saw what’s inside of me and you embraced it anyway. he showed you what he is, what he’s reshaping me to be. you saw it. and you stayed. because something in you knew this was necessary.” IT’S JUST SO FASCINATING. I LOVE YOU BESTIE.

- i think the um. “you know he’s listening - it wouldn’t kill you to show a little gratitude, hm?” bit is interesting bc it’s like. the line between them continues to blur almost to the point of not knowing who is talking. but if you think about blake knowing bestie’s on thin ice with d’deridahn it’s also got some desperation to it ykwim. “be grateful and stop trying to back out because if d’deridahn gets sick of you then he’ll probably make me kill you.” delicious

- the maniacal giggling turning into him choking up just to swap to d’deridahn’s voice when bestie speaks up PLEAAASEEEE HE’S SO ……. he’s so tortured oh my god

- “it’s not gonna be pretty. not like you.” SENDS ME. we were just talking about mass murder and the morality of killing “bad people” in the name of saving me. can you CHILL??

- “Shh shh shh. No, no, no, this’ll help. This will make it better. You can just sleep. You can dream beautiful dreams. I can craft you something so beautiful. [slow fade, echo] And then you can dream while I do what needs to be done. And when you wake up, it’ll already be done. And we don’t have to think about it, because it’ll be in the past. And then we can move onto the next. And the next. And the next. And you can just dream beautiful beautiful dreams. You can sleep, and I can work. Sleep.” THIS IS SO CRAAAZYYYYY this is SO crazy. implying he’s just going to keep them effectively in a coma while he does what d’deridahn tells him to bc now they’re starting to waffle a little. WOWWW ERIK. I LOVE HIM. this is so dark and i’m obsessed with it. yanderes are BACK

- collapsing a closeknit building rly is the icing on the cake LMAO he said bad people and MEANT IT. idc sorry. good riddance 👎

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there’s a clip of this i wanna post so so badly bc it’s making me freak the fuck out but i will be NICE and i will WAIT for public release. but holy shit

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incredible incredible audio coming out on MYYYYY birthday week??? THANK YOU ERIK. FINALLY.

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@graviticseer ya boi

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THANK YOU SO MUCH

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guys can someone pretty please tell me the obsessed card options this month

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maybe,,, maybe perchance,,, fire elemental blinkie? in pink? or purple? or red, ig thats more fire,,, but i like pink and purble,,,, ty chat i love your blinkies

YESSSS i just picked random shades so if you want a specific one feel free to send me the hex code and i can totally do that for you <3 hope you like these!!

free to use with credit! template from blinkies.cafe!

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game of the year

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Welcome to Redacted Radio, an ongoing collection of songs relating to characters from the Redacted Audio universe! Feel free to send in songs you’d like to see posted. Happy listening!

❥ Dedicated to Vincent ↳ Submitted by @elvishdemigod!

Old Habits Die Hard - Allie X

Old habits die hard Every time I say goodbye I find a way to justify Running to your arms Old habits die hard You know that I wanna change I wanna correct my brain You can't help who you are

submitter notes:

"Not just because it's actually the song he hums to Lovely in a sleep aid, but it also fits how he feels early into their relationship. The song is about someone too connected with an ex they should leave, but with Vincent it instead sounds like how he feels at the start. Regret in bringing them into his world. His hunger over their blood at the start. His involvement making them curious and going back to see him, which put them in danger. And the max he had put up dying with them coming into his life, him wanting to change back to his old self."

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porter lost nature is healing

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Welcome to Redacted Radio, an ongoing collection of songs relating to characters from the Redacted Audio universe! Feel free to send in songs you’d like to see posted. Happy listening!

❥ Dedicated to Angel (& David) ↳ Submitted by anonymous!

Scott and Zelda - BIBI

몰래, 몰래, 너를 볼래 사이사이 널 따라갈래 난 네 종이 넌 내 연필 나를 한번 펼쳐봐 줄래?

[TRANSLATED] Secretly, secretly, I’ll steal glances at you I’ll follow you through the spaces in between I’m your paper, you’re my pencil Won’t you open me up?

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Welcome to Redacted Radio, an ongoing collection of songs relating to characters from the Redacted Audio universe! Feel free to send in songs you’d like to see posted. Happy listening!

❥ Dedicated to Gavin & Freelancer ↳ Submitted by @orch1daceae-angel!

WasteUrTime - Kevin Walkman

Maybe I could waste your time? Is it something that you'd mind? It's 3:30 in the morning Your day has been so boring Spice shit up, let me inside 'Cause I'll take care of you Let me give you feelings no one else can do Send you my location, let's try something new For a few, through and through