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“Things I Do When I Cannot Hold You” by Clementine Von Radics, from Mouthful of Forevers.

It is this silence that frightens me. I have pictured all sorts of tragic things befalling you, it is as though you were away at war and I were waiting, waiting for news of you, for the letter, the telegram.. but no war could have this power to so chill and terrify my heart. I send you all my love and my hole heart and all my thoughts and prayers.' The Consul was aware, drinking, that hte woman with the dominoes was trying to attract his attention, opening her mouth and pointing into it: now she was subtly moving round the table nearer him. - 'Surely you must have thought a great deal of us, of what we built together, of how mindlessly we destroyed the structure and the beauty but yet could not destroy the memory of that beauty. It has been this which has haunted me day and night. Turning I see us in a hundred places with a hundred smiles. I come into a street, and you are there. I creep at night to bed and you are waiting for me. What is there in life besides the person whom one adores and the life one can build with that person? For the first time, I understand the meaning of suicide.. God, how pointless and empty the world is! Days filled with cheap and tarnished moments succeed each other, restless and haunted nights follow in bitter routine: the sun shines without brightness, and the moon rises without light. My heart has the taste of ashes, and my throat is tight and weary with weeping. What is a lost soul? It is one that has turned from it's true path and is groping in the darkness of remember ways - '

#Malcolm Lowry #Under The Volcano #p.346

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Dr.Death s02e05

Dr. Gamelli: Oh, hey. Why classic rock? Why not something more modern like Bruno Mars?

Yesmin Cetir: In the '60s, '70s, young people protested against wars. They questioned their government, fought for basic rights. The music reflects the same things we are going through now in Turkey. I guess, when I hear those old songs, I don't feel so alone.

Dr. Gamelli: Fair enough. Okay. Let me know what you think.

#dr death #S02e05

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he thinks he's being so smooth with his little face on my leg. i SEE you, villain

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K.J. APA photographed by Damon Baker

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be like water my friend~

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I think you lost all interest in this world. You were disappointed and discouraged, and lost interest in everything. So you abandoned your physical body. You went to a world apart and you’re living a different kind of life there. In a world inside you.

Haruki Murakami, 1Q84 (via surqrised)