G&B

I'm a twenty eight year-old lad who chose the path to a life of complex roads and myths. Yet, I have decided to breathe, and add a beating of my heart with everything I come to face. I run better when the sky cries as the sun smiles. >>>Please do understand that I'm not like any other

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Just an "anniversary" thing.

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Suddenly felt the need to make a handwritten version of this.

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Notes from yesterday (06/02/26):

It’s alright na nagkamali ka and nothing bad happened. And it’s good that you know why and how you were wrong so you can learn from it. It was an honest mistake. You were just ignorant at the moment. And it’s good cause now you know.

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You've come so far! I'm so proud of you. 🫶🏻

Thank you so muchh 🥹🥹🥹

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Today I got my own car, 05/29/2026.

Damn, this is crazy. I never thought owning a car right now would be a need that really takes me out of my comfort zone. Everything’s just kinda happening so fast that I’m still having a hard time syncing-in. But I really have to go with the flow of this new chapter. Damn, adulting is really a bother.

Btw, I’m naming it “Ági” it’s really just short for “agila” (eagle in Filipino). I really fell in love with this car because it’s really zippy with its awesome engine. I also love how agile it is to drive. So hello, welcome to my life Ági!

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Shet kinakabahan ako for tomorrow omg!!!!

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Got to jog again for the first time after 7 months yesterday. It was really nice jogging again with a new found friend. I never knew this place has a wonderful area for biking and jogging. It was awesome, we had so much fun and chika that we didn’t realize we already ran 10 miles (16km). It was fun but my legs are killing me.

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Random chika to self

So I'm going to move out this July sa new apartment ko and it's been something that's lowkey stressing me out. I mean, the way I want it to look like makes me feel like there's a lot of rules for furniture and how I want it. But then I kinda always want the place to be me. I want it the way all of my previous eras would approve. And yes, Matt, you can do it. Slowly but you.

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Damn, am I aging na? Eme hahaha

Idk but nageenjoy ako gumawa ng strategic plan for my finances 🤣

Like sobrang dami kong magiging big purchases soon and I don't wanna be overwhelmed. So I have to make my own strategy to keep my confidence when using my money in a cautious but comfortable way.

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There are some things I’m curious about my housemates when we all move out soon and have our own places.

I’m curious how they’re going to clean? Are they just unclean right now because they share the house? Or are they not really capable or maintaining their own cleanliness?

I’m also curious how they’re going clean their plates. Like will they stack their dishes before they clean and never take them set them from the drying racks? Or will they change for their own good?

Will they also be incapable of noticing how the grease layers and stains the oven and induction? And also not notice how much clutter their boxes around the house are?

Will they be able to be more conscious to throw the garbage when it’s full and not forcibly stack their dishes before garbage in the can that it breaks the garbage bag?

Or at least clean the counter-tops or table properly after they used it? Will they be able to also remove the lint from the dryer’s filter?

I’m very curious if they’d be able to sweep and mop the floor occasionally and when in need. Especially during the wet seasons.

Also, if they’d have at least the thought of cleaning the toilet at least once a week or month when they’re just by themselves.

These are just some observations that kinda really got me thinking how are they as people who live with others and how might they be alone.

I’m so curious how things might turn out because all of these things are the areas where I tried to initiate of doing for a couple of times (just for them to see and get the idea) even if it’s their own mess.

Which really disappointed me a lot because nobody really initiated of doing things on their own (as with so much observations and just letting them realize it). I’m just so damn curious if it’s because they’re sharing the space that’s why they fail to do some basic things. Because I always end up doing most of these things. Even if I try to tolerate the mess for some weeks just to see how things would go for them. I always end up very disappointed.

But I would like to see them do the same thing that they’re doing right now when we separate ways even if at the back of my head I’m worried because we’re all adults.

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Something started within me. Fuck, I hate random anxiety attacks that increase my over thinking shits. Damn, I get anxious ‘cause of random nothingness. Damn this adulting life.

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Just another draft poetry. Words do come easy when it’s direct and true. Hope this works as a gift.

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Whenever I’m at my lowest and most vulnerable times, I’ve learned that all I need is someone to hold my hand. I know only I can fix things for myself, but I just need someone I can be with as I put myself back together.

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Grabe naman yung episode 1 ng Witch Hat Atelier

Pota it made me cry hahaha gagu

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Lol I wanted to write about something hours ago but I ended up doom scrolling.

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KIERON MOORE

BLUE FILM (dir. Elliot Tuttle, 2026) official trailer

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oh he’s so cute

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Brandon & Daniel

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