Drew

Transman | He/Him | 23 | Bisexual | This blog is about my transition, art, and whatever else. dms are open I need friends

[greatdeadlylizard]

I don't want a commitment right know, but I don't know how to talk to people without flirting. Everyone is so attractive, ugh.

I want someone to go out and do things with, cuddle and kiss sometimes too. But idk I don't want a label or anything.

I need physical affection and comany, I'll take anything I can get rn.

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My parents know I'm trans and queer so I like to make jokes;

When watching TV together if a gay couple is on screen I'll yell "ew DISGUSTING"

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At least I didn't forget how to draw.

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I started drawing again for the first time in like 5 years.

[chokergf]

me

[thememedaddy]

[jealousofmothman]

my gender is that vine of the two old guys at the play ground spinning around saying "I wanna be a cowboy baby" that's me

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Gender affirmation of the day:

Old woman at the grocery store said "excuse me sir"

That's it, that's the ounce of gratification I needed for today.

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I have a question for the folks ingaging in hookup culture. I'm a 5'6, 180 pound, transguy. I just started T, and I also just started working out. I want to meet guys on grindr, but I'm self conscious about my weight. I feel like I should wait until I lose some weight, because I'm worried I'm too chubby. I have a skinny face so I feel like guys will be attracted to my face, but turned off by my body. I shower every day and try to take care of myself. I dont feel like I'm an unattractive guy, just chubby. Am I too chubby for hookups? Am I overthinking it? Should I just go for it, or is it best to wait until I'm less self conscious?

[greatdeadlylizard]

I just had my first shot of T! I'm so happy!!! I thought this day would never come. I live in a state that is actively passing laws to make trans lives more difficult. So I was really surprised that the doctors are so understanding. They don't agree with these laws and they actually want to help. The doctor who prescribed my T said he would write me a letter for top surgery if needed.

Also sticking myself with a needle was easier than I thought it was gonna be. It helps that I'm not afraid of needles.

[greatdeadlylizard]

I GOT MY T! It's in my hand right now. wtf!? I thought it was going to take so much longer, but it's here!!! Tomorrow I take it to my doctor so he can give me my first injection. I'm so happy! I've been wanting this so badly and it's finally here!

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My appointment went really well! As long as my blood work looks good, I should be getting on T in the next 2-4 weeks (I think). I'll know more when the doctor calls me back. And I finally got myself booked for a therapy appointment. I'm really happy. I know I still gotta wait, but things are finally starting to fall into place. I'm glad I'm finally getting myself therapy, I've been needing someone to talk to and work my stuff out. I'm really happy for myself.

[greatdeadlylizard]

In an hour I have an appointment to talk to a doctor about testosterone. I don't know what's going to happen. All I know is he can prescribe me hrt. All I can think is "AAAAAAAAAA" I'm so nervous. But I'm sure it's gonna be okay! I'm just scared he's gonna say no. I'm so ready to be on T, I scheduled this appointment over a month ago. I'm so excited and nervous all at the same time.

[armadillorollup]

in honour of wolvie returning to the big screen here's a fond childhood memory

[greatdeadlylizard]

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[queerism1969]

This is what happens when we don’t teach people which books it was that the Nazis burned.

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Ah yes my favorite lgbtq movie.

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