im pretty sure i should be over her by now, but im stuck in this loop where i think about her all the time , the stupidest shit reminds me of her and its so fucking annoying and depressing, i just want there to be an off button. i think i would be way better off if i could just erase all the memories. i know you are supposed to learn from relationships but all this one has taught me is not to fall so hard. i wish i did better when i was in it, i guess it makes it all worse that it was mostly my fault i couldn't put someone else first in a better way. i dont know what to do, heard time heals all wounds but here i am a few months later feeling just as shitty, and it sucks even more that she could care less and is happy as fuck with her life which shouldd make me happy i guess but it doesnt.
All sure things fall..
i guess i forgot these four words for a while.
