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feeling grateful; life thread; life story ~PecintaMatcha #Indonesia

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Tumblr, i found a man.

'dia' is the one of anyone who make me feel safe everytime. The greenflag one i ever meet till now.

A simple quote that i want to you know that the greenflag man is still alive. But we can't be together now because of his parent. They are in javanese way. We must separate without 'want' and with no reason logically.

I be my self with him. I can be talkative and always yapping. I can share everything to him. I feel so happy to know him. He always support me, make me more confident, make me be a better woman. The one who accepted by my parent and me in a one way. It's so rare moment, but he make it.

Please God, give me life partner (husband) who better than him in every side. I know You're the best planner. I give my life to You. I trust You.

Matcha, 27.02.2026

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Tumblr, i'm here.

Long time no see, i just want to share my fullness. I leave my child to get better future, there are Adam, Febi, Ilham, Zuhro, Aza. The beautiful moment we are made for along year 2024-2025. And here we are, i get more children again. With their character, it's so different than before.

Yaahh, in the only 2 days, with 15 boys girls. I get like bombastic dar der dor day ever. Like today, 5 bocils get down, and in that time i be a nurse and doctor, not only a teacher. 2 get fever, 2 get accident, 1 get a wound.

When i arrive at home, i lost my energy and i need recharge. Waww so amazing like hahh?

In this year, i make my self to be killer teacher. Not angel like before. I think i must be more assertive if i want my own be better. But i love their active moment, become so interactive and communicative. Always happy in every single day. So, i suddenly know if there is something wrong.

Be kind guyyss, let grow up with joy

Matcha, 15.07.2025

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I will describe myself in 3 words.

Cute, Kind, Loveable. Here i am. Beside that, i can be an extrovert or introvert depend on the environment and the atmosphere. I love children, i think they are so clumsy, honest, and so pure. They can bring happiness to my life. Their smile, their jokes, their question and anything else. I love saving, i love sharing. In a different way with stingy :D. I like to see anyone happy, especially make my parents and my sister so proud of me. Here is my good side.

But otherwise, i have a bad side too. Of course,. I like watching kdrama alone in my special room. I have low social energy so i must recharge it after i get many social interactions. I don't like haha hihi with other who i don't want. Why? Because it will be ended by 'kepo, gibah, and pamer'. So, i avoid it. But sometime, i feel i need this ability 🤣.

Matcha, 07.03.2025

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Hi tumblr, 30.12.2024

Tomorrow is your last day in Dec 2024. I will tell yu something. 2024 is a bombastic boom year. Ok let's start with Jan, the last stupid lover era. Feb, up nd down i feel. Want to keep him or let him go. Nd God give me much signs. Till i got an accident. I can't walk anymore for maybe 3 months. Move in the June we decide to end up this with our pleasure. We aren't dating but we are in a commitment. I give up for keep'in him. Okay, move to august, suddenly i found someone who bring a warm day to me. Can't imagine before i can enjoy with new one. He guide me from life after break up. Be hot chocolate in rainy days. Say thank for that. He can minimize my sadness. But, we never meet before. Till the last december 27.12.2024 he gone. I don't know where is he.

Actually, I wish, he can be my future partner. I like the way he explain anything, the way he doin anything. I remember him when i see noodle :D. Why? He always take an attention with noodle. Yeah, maybe God send him just for be an angel without wings :D who calm me in my denial era. Can't imagine what i would be if there'n all my support system. God, fams, mates, and of course you anonymous man. :)

Hoping, 2025 2026 and so on always be better year where anything i want come to me. Exactly, i will doin better too. Please God, i take my own Yours.

Matcha, 30.12.2024

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What a surprise, hahaha ar yu kidding me? Why you take our parent to make your reason go away. It doesn't matter if you say i'm a badgirl but i'm sorry if you touch my parent. I will be there for them.

Matcha, 4.10.2024

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Mimpi terburuk.

I luvyu my sister, nazwa. I luvyu more than anything. 💓 Aku bersyukur itu hanya mimpi. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah kau berikan aku kesadaran.

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Alya, Aqilla, Jesi, Niha, Izam, Fatur, Nabila, Reza, Titin

In the name of my first 'anak'. Dimana ak bener bener belajar menjadi seorang 'ibu' bagi mereka. Setahun sudah bersama, suka, duka, canda, tawa. Semuanya diuji di tahun pertama aku menjadi 'ibu' dari sembilan anak. Banyak kisah dari mereka, banyak cerita dari orang tua mereka, serta banyak doa dan harapan yang disematkan untukku.

Aku bangga menjadi diriku. Aku bangga menjadi seorang yang diharapkan dan dibanggakan 'anak anakku'. Terimakasih atas semua kenangannya :)

Matcha, 27.06.2024

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Since 08.01.2023

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Life after break up?

Hmmm.. mungkin sejak 2020 akhir kali ya mulai kenal, up and down till now. Officially. :) terimakasih atas semua pengalaman dan pembelajaran.

Matcha, 26.06.2024

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Menurut orang lain emang sepele, aku pun sadar dg itu. Tapi hati gak bisa berbohong, logika ku terlalu rapuh untuk memaknai itu. Waktu tunggu untuk hanya sekedar menyempatkan waktu, usahaku untuk menolak ajakan orang lain. Aku bisa berangkat sendiri, aku bisa ngajak orang lain. Tapi aku menghargai omonganku denganmu.

Mungkin sepele bagimu. Tapi tidak denganku.

Matcha, 27.07.2023

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It has been 3 years since i came to the my first school. A place that make me up and down, happy and upset, be a better person. Sometime i feel give up, but always cheer up. Everyone give me heart, but sometime give me heartbreak.

It's life. Everyone come and go, they have their part in my life.

Luvyu All, for the all part of Yayasan Pendidikan Perintis, specially SMP-MA Global. And my great beloved students who always make me proud. Wish you all the best in your life.

~Matcha, 24.01.2023

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Baru saja liat post tiktok ini,

Inget bgt, kakek nenekku pengen maen ke malang pas aku wisuda. Hingga akhirnya, semua itu gak bisa aku wujudin. Nenekku meninggalkanku. Detik" menjelang akhir studi, tepat masa covid, kakekku down. Beliau meninggalkanku juga, padahal baju keluarga sudah jadi. Dan sekarang baju beliau masih tertata rapi di almarinya.

Semoga kakek nenek bisa melihatku dari sana ya :)

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Chloen? Chleon?

Matcha, 24.04.2023

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Again and again.

She get what she want. Anything run so well. What she get, something i dont. Yeah, it's okay we live in different time. In different era. But, it make me so traumatic and want to go away from this house. I want to live in my own.

Matcha, 16.04.2023

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The sadness to be the first.

Kata orang, kasta tertinggi keluarga: anak perempuan pertama, cucu pertama, keponakan pertama.

But, how about me? In the middle of 'cemara' fams. I often feel lonely. All about the last one, second one, yaa about my youngest sister. Everything is about her.

Matcha, 03.04.2023

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Sederhana,

Pemikiran bodoh dengan awal kata 'jika'. 'jika' beliau masih ada, mungkin kisahku dengannya akan mudah. 'jika' kita diperkenalkan lebih dulu, mungkin kisahku tak sesulit saat ini.

Dan ini bukan tentang 'jika', tapi rasa syukur yang sepatutnya ada. Ada makna dibalik abai 'jika'.

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Happy anniv mom dad