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i’m somehow still managing to get followers on this account so i just want to make another official post that this blog is dead. is on permanent hiatus, and that this will not be changing. after a few years in this fandom, after seeing non-stop toxic parts of it no matter where i go, i just cannot force it anymore. clarke will always mean a lot to me and is someone i’m always interested in writing off tumblr. but the public community for this show just... it’s one of those fandoms where the good doesn’t outweigh the bad, unfortunately. there are so many lovely people here, but the negative shit always seems to have a louder voice in this fandom and i can’t pretend to be comfortable with it. so yeah, feel free to unfollow and any new followers should really Not bc this blog will never be back. so uh. yee. may we meet again. ;D;D

#❝ this place is fancy and i don’t know which fork to kill myself with. ❞ ( ooc. )#if you ever wanna find me: forttem or vaarulv are my only public blogs now

psa that this blog is prolly just... not A Thing anymore and i pretty much exclusively write on private blogs now anyways but i did revamp an old blog here if anyone ever fancies it, but also that i’m always down to write clarke on discord, and would love that in fact bc i just Can’t with the tumblr 100 fandom so uhh yee

#❝ this place is fancy and i don’t know which fork to kill myself with. ❞ ( ooc. )#like srsly i'd love to do stuff on discord bc i love clarke forever but just yiickk #so uhh yeahh shoot me an im here or on the other blog for my discord if you dont have it uhh welp

#i fell back into the beautiful sw hole with amy and so now watching that scene of the new planet coming into shot #im just smiling like :):):)#'double suns and sippin' blue milk'#is mY BOI LUKE GONNA BE DOWN THERE WAITING FOR THEM #THE CROSSOVER WE ALL NEEDED #❝ this place is fancy and i don’t know which fork to kill myself with. ❞ ( ooc. )#tbd

allthingsmusings

autumn/halloween sentence starters! 🍂🍁🎃

masterlist of autumn and halloween themed sentence starters! some are original, but most are collected from other posts.

❝ i made pumpkin cookies! want to try one? ❞

❝ did you cut yourself carving the pumpkin? let me see it. ❞

❝ stay still i’m almost done with your costume. ❞

❝ let’s paint pumpkins. ❞

❝ hurry up! we’re going to be late for the costume party! ❞

❝ help me decorate! ❞

❝ let’s open some windows, okay? ❞

❝ it’s starting to rain… ❞

❝ bring a jacket! ❞

❝ do we really need to go to a pumpkin patch? can’t we just buy one at the store? ❞

❝ let’s go pick pumpkins! ❞

❝ it’s chilly out here, you need a coat. take mine. ❞

❝ you sound sick. are you sick? ❞

*sneeze* ❝ sorry, allergies. ❞

❝ wanna go out for halloween? ❞

❝ looks like it’s time to rake the leaves… ❞

❝ let’s go get hot chocolate then go for a walk. ❞

❝ let’s go trick-or-treating! ❞

❝ let’s go jump in the leaves! ❞

❝ come in here where it’s dry! ❞

❝ it’s dark?! already?! ❞

❝ ooh it’s chilly out. ❞

❝ please, enough with the pumpkin spice. ❞

❝ good morning. no, don’t get up, it’s raining, let’s stay in bed a little longer… ❞

❝ did you hear about the werewolf/vampire/witch roaming around this town on halloween night? ❞

❝ let’s go to the haunted house! oh, please, please, please, please?! ❞

❝ i don’t get scared. i’m practically fearless. ❞

❝ did you hear that? ❞

❝ we have to get out of here! ❞

❝ are you going to hide in my shoulder the whole time? or actually watch the movie? ❞

❝ i’m not going in a graveyard. ❞

❝ what did you get? ❞

❝ want to trade candy? ❞

❝ i got a rock. ❞

❝ don’t blame me! it was your idea to come in here! ❞

❝ what are you going as for halloween this year? ❞

❝ i just can’t wait for halloween! ❞

❝ you should totally buy that costume! ❞

❝ trick or treat! ❞

❝ happy halloween! ❞

❝ happy fall! ❞

❝ i wanna make sure that my jack-o-lantern is the best! ❞

❝ i’ll race you through the corn maze! ❞

❝ that guy in the gorilla costume has been following us for the past ten blocks. ❞

❝ aww come on! it was a prank! ❞

❝ please, please, PLEASE no scary movie marathon! ❞

❝ that wasn’t funny! ❞

❝ i keep tripping over my costume. ❞

❝ i’m not sure we should go down that street. ❞

❝ no fair! your costume is getting you more candy. ❞

❝ faster! we need to get to all of the houses! ❞

❝ forget being ‘too old’ to trick or treat. i’m doing this forever! ❞

❝ i don’t like these woods. ❞

❝ i just saw something! ❞

❝ look at that intestine cake! ❞

❝ i’m a real vampire. ❞

❝ do you think stuff really happens on halloween? like..supernatural stuff. ❞

❝ i made us matching costumes! ❞

❝ i think i just saw something move outside your window…is someone watching us? ❞

❝ you’re not going to make me carve this pumpkin all by myself, are you? ❞

❝ did you hear there’s a masquerade ball this halloween? let’s go! ❞

❝ you shouldn’t go out there! ❞

❝ s-scared? me? i’m not..scared. ❞

#my fave time of the year yIISSS GIMME #❝ we have orders. ❞ ( memes. )

bonfirehcart·:

it was the experiment in becca’s lap, garrett knows, that’s made this possible. much as he hated the idea of becoming like the mountain men, of taking and taking from luna just for the sake of preserving his own people. and it was never really a solution. there was no way they could engineer enough nightblood to save everyone, but in this moment, he can’t regret anything. it’s been over two months, maybe more, since praimfaya burned the earth alive, scorching and irradiating everything into ash and dust. the taste will never leave garrett’s tongue, nor the scent his memory.

but clarke. she will never leave his memory either. they’d always gotten along, worked well together – but in the aftermath, in the astronomical craters of loss where finn and fox and dozens of others, friends and loved ones and those not loved but familiar just the same, had once stood – they had found solace, only for it to be ripped away by obligation and fire. garrett finds now that it’s hard to breathe. the black blood saves him from radiation and sheer force of will has kept him alive. refusal to bow out and die after they’d gotten so fucking far, how could he give up now? even in the face of endless burn and desert. warrior hearts never stop fighting.

except for now, when she’s speaking his name and then suddenly she’s in his arms. and he’s holding on to her, like she’s rain and soil and shade, the things needed to survive now. green and seed, red and meat. life itself, wrapped up inside the form of a girl. in seeing that death and war and fire have not taken this one last thing.

a sharp breath, and he swallows down hard. voice thick, eyes pressed tight. he’d be happy to see anyone, but clarke is special. “i’m real,” garrett reassures, “i’m here. oh god, you’re alive…”

there is a desperation in the way clarke clings to him that she hasn’t felt nor showed ANOTHER PERSON in such a long time now. --recalls clinging to her father in those last moments. remembers crying for wells. thinks of the ache of being stood before finn, soaked in blood. it all BURNS in her memory, alongside seemingly a hundredthousand other ones just like it. PAIN is etched into the very fabric of clarke’s soul, loss a second skin. she has felt desperation for those losses, has clung to their memory in the dark when left alone. but has never TRULY let it show in front of anyone else.

but right here, there is no holding back. with garrett, she is laid bare and the thought doesn’t scare her.

hands dig in as she clings to him, half sobbing, half laughing as she breathes deeply. fire, dust, wood but still beneath it all, beneath the damned end of the world, is GARRETT. and finally, it all feels real.

( moments stood with shaky hands and gun to her head are worth it. it was all worth it to be here now, with him. )

“we made it. we-- fuck, we made it through HELL i swear.” laughter is there again, soft and soaked around the edges but there is a genuine humour to it, to this entire situation. “i never stopped believing you’d make it here.” words are whispered, pressed into his neck as clarke breathes deep and long, feels a final piece of weight FALL from shoulders that have carried too much for too long.

#❝ forged in the darkness growing in the sun. ❞ ( verse 007. )

update: i may not be on this blog much but i’ve updated my pages etc and i now go by the name ALEX!! i’ve made all the changes in my personal life and will soon be legally changing to this name. please, please never refer to me by my deadname if anyone here knows it. i’m chill if people refer to me by S still, but from now on alex is my. name. and as always: they/them pronouns pls <33

#also just quickly the reasons i haven't really been here are #1) im working constantly at the moment #like since coming back from holiday i've been working every day and that's gonna continue for a bit #and my rota for the next months+ is hella bc im gonna be training for a new position so!!#but also just... tbh #last time i was here i saw some hella wank that made me so pissed it's unreal #and im still not okay with it and how toxic people in this fandom are #but i still wanna write clarke etc and be involved im just...tryna figure how to actually do that comfortably #❝ this place is fancy and i don’t know which fork to kill myself with. ❞ ( ooc. )#❝ *makes a microphone with hands.* ❞ ( psa. )

packing-it-up

clarke in season 5

➻ 5.13 Damocles II

#{ step on }#❝ with bullet holes in her lungs and knife marks itched in her back. ❞ ( faceclaim. )

#{ :):):) }#{ yeah no bye my mental health disorder aint here to be ur fucken aesthetic }#{ fuck this shit }#{ lmao }#{ i came on here like okay i wanna write clarke and maybe try pushing myself into the fandom more rather than }#{ hiding away }#{ but nah fuck this shit i seen some wank and im sorry }#{ i dont wanna be that negative bitch on the dash when this fandom is already gross enough but }#{ nah fuck it im out }#{ im Beyond Pissed right now }#❝ this place is fancy and i don’t know which fork to kill myself with. ❞ ( ooc. )#tbd

tag 10 people you want to get to know better!

name: S gender: non binary star sign: scorpio height: 5′3 age: 24 wallpaper on phone: this ma lock screen. aandd this is my background. first ever crush on a teacher: uhhh idk prolly my english teacher in secondary school but that was back when i was like ‘nahh i can just Appreciate when women are pretty’ and was still in suuuch denial of the sexuality. ;D;D coolest Halloween costume: honestly i have kinda lame friends who never wanna do anything so my actually halloween efforts are usually low key, i plan/test lots throughout the year though. i wish i had pictures but i did a super moon remus lupin once with my friends latex stuff etc and it was bomb !! favorite 90s tv show: prolly friends?? or fresh prince?? or saved by the bell?? or sabrina the teenage witch?? idk i remember watching them a fucken loootttt last kiss: yo i’ve been in a monogamous relationship almost 5 years now so **fingerguns @ ma nerd** have you ever been stood up?: nopeee favorite pair of shoes: prolly my converse bc my emo heart will never fucken die ever been to vegas?: i have not favorite fruit: apples tbh... or strawberries when they’re in season and like raspberries etc. them british summer fruits ok !! favorite book: ....how the fuck could u ask me this an expect an answer like?? may i point u to all my books?? forreals this changes all the time and like. nah srsly i can answer but i can give a like... lil list of ones that are the most important/mean something personal to me: peter pan, order of the phoenix, paper towns, a monster calls, sharp objects, the hobbit all time favorite shows: again holy shit how do i even answer this..... like i forreals cant bc i watch too much and love so much aahhh. last movie you saw in theaters: i have a feeling it was deadpool 2 when amy came to stay >.>

tagged by: @phiinn tagging: im too lazy tbh i just got home from work rIP

#❝ this place is fancy and i don’t know which fork to kill myself with. ❞ ( ooc. )#{ these are always fun tbh!! }#{ also i feel happy that like i can put my height as a whole inch taller now }#{ after yeeeaarrss of no growth we found out im actually an inch taller than i've been saying for ages yaass }

tommensbaratheons

the 100, the 48, the 4.

#{ dONT TOUCH ME }#{....yo can i label them the four must be queers uhh?? can that be my tag?? thank }#❝ the kings and queens of promise. ❞ ( the delinquents. )#❝ with bullet holes in her lungs and knife marks itched in her back. ❞ ( faceclaim. )

allisonargntsarchive

Clarke’s first and last moments on Earth

#{ it took me like 10 mins but fINALLY A GIFSET OF JUST MA GIRL }#{ AND IT FUCKEN BREAKS MY HEEAART UUGHH }#❝ with bullet holes in her lungs and knife marks itched in her back. ❞ ( faceclaim. )

one day im gonna scroll through ma girls tag and not be fucken choked by ship stuff

#{ i wanna be choked by daddy clarke griffin }#{ not romantic bullcrap }#{ leaf me alone clarke griffin is more than ships jfc how many years have i been yelling this now }#❝ this place is fancy and i don’t know which fork to kill myself with. ❞ ( ooc. )

#{ me: i should write here }#{ also me: drowning in boku dake ga inai machi hell }#{ while also sliding the fuck into the hell of kuroshitsuji at the same time }#{ rIP }#{ octavia vc: other blogs never stood a chance }#❝ this place is fancy and i don’t know which fork to kill myself with. ❞ ( ooc. )#tbd

actionables

romance is alive

#{ this one always makes me cackle tbh but oh man }#{ white is clarke }#{ clarke vc: ??? idk wat ur saying that was an A* compliment right there im Good At This }#❝ half goddess half hell. ❞ ( muse inspo. )#❝ who the hell is wanheda? ❞ ( texts from clarke. )

madi·:

@griffisms / * starter for clarke !

❛ I MISS IT, ❜ she murmurs softly, tugging the eligius shirt over her head. for the first time since ascending and going into battle, she sounds her age. sounds like a child speaking to her mother. ❛ when it was just the two of us — IN THE VALLEY. ❜ she misses the simplicity that the past six years of their lives were. when their biggest worry was the berry patch. ❛ does that make me horrible ? ❜

clarke’s gaze lifts up, eyes alight with-- a spark. something that was never there before, something soft but with teeth. something new, that had grown and developed over the past six years. and finally, clarke came to understand so many of her mothers actions. looking at madi now-- every time she looks at her-- clarke understands what it means to love someone more than yourself, more than a partner, more than any cause or any movement. soft hand moves to capture fingertips and clarke squeezes madi’s hand as she looks at her.

“hey,” tilts her head a little to catch the girls eyes, “you are NOT horrible. it’s normal, to miss something that made you feel safe. it was your home madi, even before i came. it’s okay to feel the way you do. fighting your feelings only makes it hurt more. it’s okay to mourn and be sad for a while.”

#( post season 5 verse tbt. )#ntblida #{ dont mind me just Emo Af here uughhh }

@fathersdeath ♡’d for a post s5 starter.

“hey,” clarke’s voice is gentle-- tender as she comes to place her hand on alex’s back. “just-- deep breaths okay. everyone’s reacting to being woken up differently. it’s fine though, it all settles down.” pausing, clarke bits on her lip. they came up with a plan-- have stuck with it for EVERYONE. but now-- with her father here, awake, she’s not sure how the hell they’re sticking with it. “listen i uh-- there’s something i need to tell you. but you can’t tell anyone. not yet, okay? we wanna do this right. but i think i owe it to you to explain it.”

#{ pfftt u know she gotta tell her pap ok }#{ also She Protecc and care !! always !! }#( post season 5 verse tbt. )#fathersdeath

mikaelsonsource

#❝ half goddess half hell. ❞ ( muse inspo. )

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