semi-hiatus

Try to remember I'm a werecoyote that murdered her own family. I won't judge. I promise. [was: mathiisms]

[allisonxargent]

[athaniisms-deactivated20151223]

          tsk.

          A kiss to the back of her           teeth in disdain. Does no           one know how to follow           simple directions?

               “Did your mother never                teach you not to touch                other people’s food?”

[growlmalia]

"No. My mother didn't teach me a lot of things."

The response was quick and easy.                                                                                              Perhaps what she said was taken a little too literally.

"Do you wanna explain further, or--?"

[magicabomination-blog]

Malachai was almost relieved in the fact that he’d made it to the threshold of Malia’s house without objection. Silence, as painful and foreign as it was, made it easier for him to leave behind the girl that he’d grown to love. Stopping to apologize had proven to be his biggest mistake, painfully reminding him of why he did it so rarely. Just as he had thought he’d managed to escape without losing face, Malia’s final pleas were enough to break through the apathetic facade he had so desperate been trying to uphold and, despite his best efforts, the witch was beginning crying.

There was nothing the man wanted more than to stay, but he knew that he needed to do this for Malia’s sake. On top of all the lies he’d told her, covering up his identity and his disreputable past, there was also the issue of Malia putting her life on hold, essentially, to take care of him. She wasn’t meant to be held back by a deadbeat like Kai, she was meant to thrive; and he knew that now. “P-please don’t,” the words, ’let me go’ were on the top of his tongue, but he choked them back in favour of doing what was justified. “…Don’t make this any more difficult than it has to be, Malia.”

With great mournfulness, Kai shrugged Malai’s hand off of his arm and took his final steps out into the cool evening air. Without hesitation, he bound down the steps of the Tate’s porch, tears falling steadily now.

[growlmalia]

It killed her that there was nothing she could do to make him stay. If Kai wanted to leave, he had could. That didn't make parting any easier, it just made it worse. The worst thing in the world was happening and she couldn't do anything about it. Her efforts were in vain and the final rush Malia went through went by almost unnoticed. As did her pleas, apparently. She went through seeming weak and desperate only to be shut down. She was out of options. She was forced to watch him step out, and this time, she was also crying. Even though she was fighting it hard, she couldn't help it. Tears rushed out but she didn't bother wiping any of them away with her hand. They would just be replaced again by more.

She didn't understand it. She tried thinking of something she did to scare him off. He said he was leaving to give her a better life, to not hold her back, but as he walked away she had a had time believing that. Within the few seconds she went from strongly knowing this was his fault to thinking it was hers. She stepped outside of the house, though she didn't know why she wanted to watch him leave. It would just hurt even more. Maybe she needed confirmation.

Before, she said that if he walked out that door he shouldn't come back. Now that he was actually doing it, she wasn't sure that's what she wanted. She just wanted him to stay. But what could she do? "How could you do this to me?" Malia asked quietly, maybe even rhetorically, since she wasn't expecting to get an answer.

[growlmalia]

magicabomination:

Kai ignored what Malia had said to him and dug underneath Malia’s bed for his duffle bag, brushing off the dust that it had accumulated during his stay in the Tate household. Swiftly he began to gather the few belongs that he owned, sloppily packing them away. The quicker he got out of the house the easier it would be for the both of them to move on. He knew that if he stayed, despite Malia’s pleads, that he would find another way to betray her trust and they would end up exactly where they are now. At least this way they didn’t have to go through the heartache for a second time. By the time Malachai had his clothes packed there were tears that had begun to well up in his eyes. He knew that there were still a few other things of his that he should pack, like his toothbrush, but the longer he stayed in the house the harder it became for him to leave. So, he zipped up his duffle bag and threw it over his shoulder, making his way to the front door. He only stopped for a breif moment after he had the door opened and one foot outside the threshold.

“I’m sorry, Malia. It’s better this way.”

Every item he tossed into the bag made her feel more and more overwhelmed. This was actually happening and Kai was leaving her. Her eyes were beginning to grow heavy and started to sting, but she willed herself not to cry. Crying wouldn't solve anything. This was all his fault and it was causing her to panic. Malia couldn't just let him walk out of her life. Not after being so used to his presence. She wouldn't know who to joke around with, who to complain to, who to purposefully scare, who to care about so much. A million thoughts must have run through the coyotes mind in the little time that he took to shove his things away. At first, she let him. She just stood back with her arms crossed and tried not to break down, telling herself that she was stronger than that. That she'd be fine without him. Maybe even better. And after all the things he said he's done, it almost made sense. 

She broke when he was one foot out the door. She knew she was lying to herself, and she didn't want to if it was going to hurt this much. She grabbed his arm suddenly and looked at him with a hurt expression, though it was as controlled as she could make it. "Don't do this, Kai. I can’t be without you."

[athaniisms-deactivated20151223]

     “—No, that’s not for you,

                                           don’t touch it.”

[growlmalia]

"Well, I'm already touching it."

[growlmalia]

"You take such a joy in pretending you're okay."

The remake made the were-coyote huff in annoyance. She hated people thinking that she wasn’t strong enough to handle something, or that she was delicate and fragile. It didn’t happen that often anymore, but when it did, she didn’t want to hear it.

“Maybe that’s because I am okay.”

[theloststilinski-deactivated201]

growlmalia​

“I feel like we’re kindered souls. You were missing for eight years and I was abducted eight years ago. Both also have eight years of life to catch up on.”

[growlmalia]

"You were kidnapped. I  was running through the forest in a different form. That's not the same thing." 

"--- But I'm glad I'm not alone on this."

[growlmalia]

tomorrow im gONNA DO THINGS. so i am halfway okay with this blog enough to start what i need to be doing again. hmu if you want to plot or want a starter or whatever. i’m excited to be back.

[growlmalia]

I'm back! I know I took a long, long time off because of my hectic life but thanks to magicabomination and his nagging, I'm here again. Before you get confused I was orginally mathiisms. 

[magicabomination-blog]

"I think it's funny." "I think you're kind of a bitch."

[magicabomination-blog]

[growlmalia]

Happy Birthday, Hannah!

[siilvcrtippcd-archive-deactivat]

"Shut up and kiss me!"

Send “Shut up and kiss me!” To get my Muses reaction to your Muse shouting this at them during a fight.

She dropped the pillow she was holding, and jumpedonto the bed. Her and Maliawere in the middle of a pillow fight,the other girl standing on Allison’s bedwhile the brunette was standingon the floor.

After what Malia said, Allisonlet go of her pillowand climbedonto the bed, where the other had alreadysat down.

The brunette rested her hands on Malia’sshoulders, pushing herdown to lie on the bed as she leaned downand pressed their mouthstogether harshly.She rested her knees on eitherside of the other girl’sthighs as her hands trailedover her sides.

After she pulled away, Allisonlet out a laugh,fingers going up to playwith Malia’s hair softly. “I love you,” shesmiled beforeconnecting their lips again.

[talktoten-a-deactivated20240813]

Send "You take such joy in pretending you're okay" to see how my muse reacts.

[chxvyimpalaarchive-deactivated2]

     ”It’s quite easy, really. Once I was a car.      And now I’m not. How’s that?”

[growlmalia]

"Okay, but how?"

[rodeomeo]

[blackcanarys-movedblogs-deactiv]

Get To Know Me: Fav. Female Characters [3/70] → Malia Tate (Teen Wolf) “Thanks for invading my home, for putting me on the run, for turning me back to human so that I could look at my father everyday and try to figure out how to explain to him that the reason my sister and mother are dead is because I almost ate them on a full moon. Thank you so very much.”

[growlmalia]

petroviism:

"So feisty, so annoying. Klaus would like you. “

"You did not just call me annoying."