Fuck you Fight Me

Stray thoughts and misspellings

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Recurring dreams

Over the past couple nights I’ve been having dreams of a girl i go to class with. But, It’s weird her personality is different she has an amalgam of my past girlfriends. I suppose it could be how she actually is I wouldn’t really know. That aside in my dreams shes my girlfriend. A sweet human being beautiful inside and out. I’m not sure what to make of these dreams. I don’t really have feelings for her but, do my dreams mean anything? Does it matter that it’s her? Do I need to get back into the dating scene? It’s really bothering me and I don’t know how to handle these feelings. I don’t like this feeling. My heart is heavy and my thoughts hazy and opaque. Life right?

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Back to the Land of Procrastination

Starting school again being broke and feeling the struggle. I hate analyzing stories that I hate. I have no other reason to look into this story other than to write this paper and get that analyzed. 

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brainspace: tattoos

I’ve been thinking of a new concept for a future tattoo. I find it really hard to put my thoughts into an image on paper. It’s a difficult thing to not be able to able to push my ideas into this dimension. It’s hard on my soul to know that my skills might not be adequate for this task. 

Just some thoughts.  

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Dreams Vol.1

Last night I dreamed.

That I was playing football and my side punted the ball. We ran as if our lives depended on it I tackle the man with the ball as he tosses it laterally. as I get up I see the ball being knocked loose it was fumbled. I am running but it feels as if I am running through water. I am more fatigued than I can imagine but I run towards the ball anyway. Everyone is in slow motion as I realize that I can get to the ball. I dive for the ball. As the world goes dark. 

And I woke up.

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Fears

I am a firm believer in fear being one of the biggest restraints in our lives. I’ve recently gone to a few open floor sessions in order to regain my confidence and backflip again. It has been roughly 7 years since I last had the confidence to do a backflip without any assistance. I have to say that it is really freeing to be able to take steps to overcome one of my fears. I feel as is I am a stronger and better person for it.

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A bit a practice with double exposure. 

@erraticexposure my instagram

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I’ve decided

To reopen my tumblr so that I can record my stray thoughts without too many people seeing it. I’m actually excited to be able to have a platform to express myself and let my mind wander. I’m sure that I won’t actually put anything too important here. I won’t include actual names so if you’re reading looking for something I’m sure you won’t find it.

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Much more fun then an m16 I promise. This is my buddy the halligon tool. #breakinshit

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Hawaii I will miss you. You have been so kind to me. You have really helped me grow. I know that I will see you again. But I guess I just need to leave for now. I feel like I can consider myself a local even if I am not really from here. 

Taken from tantalus dr

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I think I got it. This is for the Christmas party today. #obnoxious #yee

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So the navy put an end to my optimism towards making E-4 next time around and gave it to me this time. #shipservicemanthirdclass #8percent # 96percentile

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What are mcgangbangs #bigmacmondays #fatboy #hungryasfuck #hashtags

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#Friday #zombie

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Bimmer buddies

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Girls with tattoos =]

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ouch

[gofuckingnuts]

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All over me