better to die than be digested

words for the worms

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words and such, formerly sour-suggestion!

if you need me to tag for something, just shoot me an ask or a message and i will do so.

i love posting things here and i’m glad many of you like what I have written.

originally a suggestion blog, now pivoting to my poetry but still sometimes doing suggestions <3

TERFS & zionists are unwelcome. this is not for you

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for every item i hold hostage from my friends my heart grows a bit bigger

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and they can get the tupperware back at any time. i’ll bring back the one sock to you someday but god what a relief to be reminded of love freely given

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i’ll wash it for you before i give it back and there’s no washing away the fact that we’re forever pieces of each other. these pieces may dwindle but it’s irrefutable. hopefully we will grow together and hopefully we will exchange tupperware back and forth forever as will the fondness

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for every item i hold hostage from my friends my heart grows a bit bigger

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and they can get the tupperware back at any time. i’ll bring back the one sock to you someday but god what a relief to be reminded of love freely given

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for every item i hold hostage from my friends my heart grows a bit bigger

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hello everyone!

just wanted to give an update that ive changed my url. it was formerly sour-suggestion. i am planning to post more of my poetry here. ill tag as suggestion on occasion still when i come up with one!

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i don't know what words to say other than free palestine. links in desc for resources, fundraisers for evacuations/medical aid, esims, and also on the global strike happening april 15th, 2024

(video created for 1. raising awareness 2. a meditation on grief in this current time 3. something i created for my college's symposium)

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the weight chokes you. why doesn’t it choke everyone else? why can’t you breathe or at least wheeze like everyone else?

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I CRAVE YOUR UNBECOMING.

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I think that maybe one of the worst things is to continue living by being remembered, but devoid of context. Stripped of it and used to bolster another.

There’s something about being turned into someone else’s monster, someone else’s mystery, as you get further from home with no way back.

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I’ve been writing about time lately.

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your pain, measured. your pain, sanctified.

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a poem on the grief that occurs when you know what you love is going to die soon. collaged entirely from the presentations/lectures/assignments within my online class

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poem from my main blog

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facing down the end.

you lay with her,

press your nose

against her fur

and count her breaths.

there’s nothing else to do

than count out the last painfully lovely breaths of hers

and bray your sorrows in the empty air.

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if you’ve engaged in divine destruction and/or wicked creation, please respond to this survey.

did it hurt?

did it ever stop hurting?

it felt pretty good, actually

i haven’t stopped smiling since.

it hurts. i smile. it hurts more and that makes the joy overwhelming

Voting ended onOct 21, 2023

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Looking at her, I wanted more than anything in the world to take all of her sadness and crush it to jagged pieces in my bare hands. To send it back to the person who caused all of the grief in the first place. The despair was so overwhelming and I couldn’t stop it from settling over them like their weighted blanket or the crush of sleep on their eyelids. I want more than anything in the world to save my friend from despair. It’s all I can do to hope that what I have offered will wrap around her, sit with her in her sadness, and do something. I just hope that things are better. I just hope.

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And there I was, stuck in the past with people that I knew didn’t exist, knowing they didn't exist, and inventing them anyways.