Rest in the end not in the middle. Push through the pain even when you don't want to always.. Be a warrior show no mercy to yourself unless you make your dream come true...
My failures mistakes and guilt is still there. I am sorry for always I did in past. They made me who I am today. Daily I am learning about myself controlling myself my emotions understanding how world work. I always tell myself even if I feel sad and depressed of losses I had. No matter whT I will do what is needed to be done because my brain cant process failure. I can't it's always wins I want. I will, the day I die the day I stop chasing my dream. I might say these big words. But the time I be on of the greatest the day I say I make it and when I do make it I help those who struggle with grief loss regrets by motivating them with my stories. Showing they are not alone. But not now I am nothing atm. But I make myself proud... This man doesn't give up even if he is stabbed to his death.














