Fierce in pastel

These are the pesonal, IC writings of Alyssa Jiang of Guild Wars 2.

[ariannablackburne]

So, mom's terrible for these kinds of question. I try to ask anything and she blushes so brightly you could light a room with her. I want to know though, because you know that I'll be dating soon. So lets say I'm on a date, right? And we're going to start kissing- because I'm the one who decides that sort of thing; they don't really have much say in the matter. Say, though, we've started kissing an' it's getting heavy... how do you set it up right so that everything is just perfect for..you know

“Right.” She started as Aly spoke, Those violets settling on the girl though soon a brow perked. “Ahuh..” She leaned forward a bit before rocking back on her heels as she listened, “Well, Since, I’m pretty sure your mother might not let you date until you’re like, Twenty-five..” She chuckled a bit as she teased, “You don’t, I do suggest saving.. Anything.. Like.. What I’m assuming you mean.. For.. Someone special?” She puffed up her cheeks a bit, “I’unno Aly, I’m not being the person to get in trouble  if your mother finds out,” She paused, “But even in kissing, I would hope it’s mutual affection and you- or they- Aren’t being pushy about it. Just..” She moved a hand out briefly, “Ask your mother.”

[gw2alyssa]

But mom just clam up and half the time she runs out of the room. It’s hopeless! and besides, I’m allowed to date, so long as the person is within two years of my age.

[fairy-tail-babes]

Headcanon Game - A to Z (NSFW)

Hey guys! I thought I’d so something fun this weekend, so I did my best to sexualize the alphabet and turn it into a headcanon game!

So here’s how it works. You send me a character (or a few), and the corresponding letters that you want me to answer for them!

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex) B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s) C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person) D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs) E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?) F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual) G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc) H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.) I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)  J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon) K = Kink (One or more of their kinks) L = Location (Favourite places to do the do) M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going) N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs) O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc) P = Pace (Are they fats and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.) Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.) R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.) S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…) T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?) U = Unfair (how much they like to tease) V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make) W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice) X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words) Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?) Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

I’ll have this running all weekend, so feel free to drop by!

[elessar-volundir]

Bad decisions as a result of drinking? This is one of them.

[odettegrayson]

Oh gods..))

[catjiang]

I regret everything… except not really ))

[gw2alyssa]

Yep. I’m doing this- don’t expect straight answers... but she’ll definitely have opinions on these subjects.

[gw2alyssa]

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Okay guys, seriously, I love the things you post. I love your writing, I love your pictures. I like the glimpse into your mind. I really really do.

However, when your post is so long that I literally have to scroll down through four to five pages of stuff, maaaaybe you’ve got a few too many ss’s or other pics, yeah?

I only mention this because today was exceptionally bad, and I actually considered unfollowing a couple people because the ratio between spam and relevant content was far too skewed toward spam.

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[loravura2]

serious advice for those new to tumblr/young and on tumblr

–Don’t let this website become your life. –Please take this seriously, while you may see a lot of funny posts about ‘I’m deleting’ and ‘I hate tumblr’ the community as a whole on this website is seriously bad. –Formulate your own opinions, and don’t let this site brainwash them into you. –The mob mentality that often follows arguments blows stuff really out of proportion, and in the end it doesn’t matter, I promise you. –POST WHAT YOU WANT, NOT WHAT WILL GET YOU FOLLOWERS. –Anons are mean. Turn them off if you have to. You aren’t weak for doing so. –Take care of yourself. Download xkit and blacklist stuff you don’t want to see. –Sending hate is never worth it. –The social justice you see here is not an accurate representation of real-world activism. You do not EVER have to post a social justice thing if you don’t want to. –You do not need to be part of a minority to be loved –If you are part of a majority, you matter and deserve to love yourself all the same –Mental illness is NOT pretty –IF SOMETHING APPEARS IN YOUR INBOX ASKING YOU TO CLICK ON THEIR BLOG TO TEST A VIDEO GAME OR SOME SHIT, FOR FUCK’S SAKE, DON’T CLICK IT

Just, don’t get too swept away by this site. Go outside. Blog other places. Watch Netflix for a while. Do what you gotta do.

[dahlularmemes]

Seriously EVERYONE needs to see this. I’ve lost someone because they let the shit here brainwash them.

[darian-tepes]

Follow any and all motorcycle blogs.

[gw2alyssa]

And yet the gimick to get reposts is real. Irony.

[l-la-old]

Get to Know My Characters

Is there a character you want to know a little more about? Well step right up and drop their name in my box–and I’ll tell you more about them. (Reblog to have folks do this for you) You’ll get to learn: 01. Full name: 02. Best friend: 03. Sexuality: 04. Favorite color: 05. Relationship status: 06. Ideal mate: 07. Turn-ons: 08. Favorite food: 09. Crushes: 10. Favorite music: 11. Biggest fear: 12. Biggest fantasy: 13. Bad habits: 14. Biggest regret: 15. Best kept secrets: 16. Last thought: 17. Worst romantic experience: 18. Biggest insecurity: 19. Weapon of choice: 20. Role Model:            

[gw2alyssa]

What’s their favorite place in Tyria, and why?

Hoelbrak!

For some gods forsaken reason, she LOVES it. She loves the cold and the snow and norn. They’re like these huge, gorgeous, fierce and strong iconic representations of her own inner potential.

Hoelbrak has norn. Yeah.

[gw2alyssa]

Zombie:Do you miss anyone right now?

Lately, the single most missed person has been her mom. She didn’t know if Cat was alive or dead and even after finding out, she wasn’t sure how long her mom would be gone. She felt alone. Just a month or two previous her mom had been gone for weeks, captured. It was a bad time, so she’s got a few issues around that.

It kinda scares her to have realized that she’s not okay with being alone anymore. The lie of self-sufficiency was an essential coping mechanism for a street kid. It’s a mechanism that she can no longer rely upon.

[gw2alyssa]

Genie: If you had one wish that would come true and couldn’t be reversed, what would you ask for?

Boobs.

[gw2alyssa]

Fury: What is a word/phrase that you dread to hear?

I’ll explain when you’re older.

[gw2alyssa]

Siren: If you could make anyone do anything, what would you make them do?

She would make Ed fall in love- with someone. Not her, she’s well over that crush, but someone that would make him truly happy.

Oh, wait, she doesn’t have to! Enter Isobel.

[gw2alyssa]

Siren

She’d make Cekke like her- actually like her, like... want to be around her. Yeah.

[gw2alyssa]

Siren:If you could make anyone do anything, what would you make them do?

She’d, of course, make Cat allow her to drink and smoke and date. Oh, and that one cute outfit she wants to wear, the one that actually makes it look like she has cleavage, yeah, she’d make her allow that outfit too.

[gw2alyssa]

Zombie: Do you miss anyone right now?

She misses tons of people. She misses Pyro Jane terribly. She was her one true friend in her early years. Jimmy the Lid is often in her thoughts as well, though she’s not one to dwell on the past. Her eyes are forward (she likes to think).

In truth, she misses her birth parents terribly. They died so long ago that they’re almost iconic now, and the memories of her short time with them fade with each new year.

[gw2alyssa]

INCUBUS: What would someone have to do to get in your pants?

Be patient, very, very, patient. Like.. five years patient, or perhaps thirty if her mom has anything to say about it.

Did I mention that her mom’s a sniper?

[gw2alyssa]

bloodstone: how my muse sees themself as part of the world at large

Alyssa really doesn’t spend a lot of time thinking along these lines, but rather, she finds her boundaries among the people with whom she interacts. Rather than world at large, her awareness is more like ‘world on the periphery’.

For the longest time, she was simply a street kid, and that contained her world. Within it, she worked almost entirely from perspective of self-reliance (even among her little kiddie gang). She learned early on that she was the only one who could make her world better and so she resolved to do so. This didn’t necessarily mean -leaving- the streets, but rather pushed her toward self-development and the pursuit of her life-long dream to be a spy.

Now that she’s more integrated into society, her world includes the lives of nobles and business and secret organizations. She’s found footing in each of these, though she’s having difficulty guiding her long-term direction (as well she should, given her age and knowledge of the world she’s currently in). She can’t pass up an opportunity, or not push to make one if she thinks it is possible.

So her perspective of her place in the world is still really local. She has one real dream, but outside of that, she doesn’t precisely know where she stands; she hasn’t yet hit the hard boundaries.

[gw2alyssa]

send me a crystal and i'll tell...

abalone: what kind of situations compromise my muse emotionally

aegerine: my muse's opinion of the supernatural

agate: how my muse calms down

blue lace agate: my muse's favorite form of communication (verbal, letters, texting, etc.)

fire agate: if my muse is brave or cowardly

moss agate: if my muse has a high or low opinion of themself

amazonite: what kind of situations call for my muse to be dishonest

amethyst: what my muse would most like to be able to shape-shift into

ammolite: how lucky or unlucky my use is

angel aura quartz: my muse's opinion of LGBT+ issues

apache tears: a sadness headcanon

apatite: a headcanon about my muse's intuition

apophyllite: my muse's religious/spiritual beliefs

aquamarine: where my muse feels most calm/relaxed

biotite: the biggest problems my muse is currently dealing with

bloodstone: how my muse sees themself as part of the world at large

calcite: my muse's social tendencies (introverted vs extroverted, parties vs one-on-one conversations, etc.)

carnelian: an art-related headcanon

celestite: how my muse deals with anxiety

chalcedony: the saddest my muse has ever been

chalcopyrite: how my muse deals with ending relationships

charoite: who my muse looks up to

chrysocolla: a money-making headcanon

copper: how I think my muse will end up when they're older

coral: how my muse views the natural world

diamond: a sex headcanon

dolomite: a sleep headcanon

emerald: how my muse tells someone they love them without words

fluorite: what my muse's room looks like

fossil: what my muse's dream job is

galena: what it's like to be in a relationship with my muse

garnet: what my muse's perfect partner would be

gold: my muse's financial situation

hematite: how squeamish my muse is

hiddenite: how much of an "inner child" my muse has

iolite: my muse's drinking habits

jade: if my muse would ever cheat on a partner

jasper: what my muse would be like as a parent

kyanite: an anger headcanon

lapis lazuli: where 'home' is to my muse

lodestone: what kind of people gravitate towards my muse

malachite: what my muse as a child thought they would be when they grew up

mica: what my muse views as their worst personality trait

moonstone: my muse's opinions on outer space

mother of pearl: if my muse tends to lift people up or bring them down

nebula stone: how good my muse's memory is

obsidian: which of the seven deadly sins my muse would be

opal: how creative my muse is

pearl: a mental health headcanon

petalite: what my muse would do if they found a wallet on the street

pyrite: a physical health headcanon

quartz: how my muse thinks other people see them

rhodonite: if my muse prefers elegance or convenience

rubellite: if my muse has any 'triggers' that inspire painful memories

ruby: a happiness headcanon

sapphire: if everyone my muse knew was hanging off a cliff and they could only choose three to save, the rest certainly dying, who they would choose

serpentine: how my muse would seduce another [alt: how my muse makes their money]

silver: if my muse prefers masculinity or femininity

tsavorite: if my muse believes in destiny or fate

ulexite: how empathetic/sympathetic/compassionate my muse is

unakite: what my muse's ideal pet would be

verdite: my muse's ethnicity/family history

zebra stone: what gets my muse excited

zoisite: does my muse believe everything's going to work out for them in the end or not?

[gw2alyssa]

Dear mom,

Things have begun heating up at the Roses’ outpost. Patients are coming in and I’m doing my best to keep up. It’s nice when other healers are around, but we’re still needing a physician, someone who can do what I can’t. I had a rather difficult realization yesterday; I can’t do what I do here -and- go with the recon teams. I don’t know what to do, on the one hand, I’m needed here, and I know that you’d want me to stay out of danger. On the other, I want to be out there. You know I can fight and I can scout, and yes, Mordrem are scary, but I know I could be effective. I’d stay back and be a field medic as well as helping scout. Is it bad that I feel like the exciting stuff is happening around me and all I’m doing is sitting around plugging up the holes that it leaves? I know how important this is, but there’s a part of me that wants to be with the action and I don’t know what to do.

I love you. Hopefully, you receive this and you’ll be able to write back.

Aly