* 𝐝𝐨𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓉

the thoughts inside my head, i think it's time to let them out. no question on which way to go , it does not matter now. i take a step, whichever destination i'll be runnin'. tighten up my laces 'cause i'm ready to be movin'. 𝖈𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖓 𝖕𝖔𝖑𝖆𝖙 𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗿𝗮𝗹 𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗴𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝘇𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗽𝗵𝗼𝗲𝗻𝗶𝘅 𝗺𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗰

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( HANDE ERÇEL, TWENTY-EIGHT, CISFEMALE, SHE/HER. ) CEREN POLAT has been living in Clayton, Georgia for FOUR YEARS. They are/ a the MEDIC FOR THE BLAZING PHOENIX’S and currently working as a GENERAL SURGERY RESIDENT AT RABUN COUNTY GENERAL. They are known to be RECKLESS & IMPATIENT, but also known to be FEARLESS & RELIABLE. I hope you are enjoying their time in Clayton, there is no place quite like home.

TW: hospitals, surgery

THE STORY:

Born in Tire, Turkey on Valentine’s day with a heart defect that caused the left side of her heart to not fully develop, Ceren had been in and out of hospitals her whole childhood, sometimes spending months at a time stowed away in a white room with white walls and no access to the outside world.

Because of this she had open-heart surgery, and she 99% fine now ! She hides this past, though, and only those closest to her know of the medical trials she’s had to go through. She’ll try her hardest to put up a front and act all tiny and tough (ง'̀-‘́)ง —  ( she’s not convincing by any means ) undeterred by a few doctor restrictions and her family’s overprotective nature in an effort to still live her best life.

She, then, moved to Atlanta, Georgia when her father sought to expand their family's widely known Import/Export business.

After admiring the work of all the physicians during the difficult times, Ceren couldn’t imagine becoming anything else than a doctor. At that point, helping people felt like her destiny.

Fast forward and she graduated from Harvard Medical School and was accepted into Rabun County’s General Surgical Residency Program Surgical Residency Program, choosing it over Massachusetts General Hospital, in order to be with her family.

She associated herself with the Blazing Phoenix’s mostly to maintain the balance, but also to keep a closer eye on her older brother. 

THE PERSONALITY:

The only way to properly describe Ceren would be to call her a paradox wrapped in an oxymoron, detailed with a riddle. No one has ever managed to get close enough to her to figure her out.

She is a very organised, disciplined, put together, no-nonsense person. She’s very ambitious and strives for perfection in everything that she does.

She cares about people so much, that she’d stop everything to help a friend and go to the end’s world to make sure they are okay.

She’s very jittery. Really, anyone who gives this female caffeine is out of their minds.

All in all, Ceren is very passionate, empathetic and kindhearted. On the other side, she can also be a little intimidating and overwhelming at times.

There are two things in the world that she loves more than her job. Her motorcycle called Scarlett and her beagle dog named Blossom.

THE AESTHETICS:

A demeanor demanding attention

The bitter smell of dark chocolate

Half finished mugs of coffee

Messy sheets and an unmade bed

Tangled knots of headphones

Turquoise scrubs

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Eda Yıldız - Episode 18  3 /4

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HANDE ERCEL in her role as eda yıldız in Sen Çal Kapımı e33 fragment

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TAGS.

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