To The Moon And Back

Nothing is better than being woken up by her kisses

[latteandmuffins]

[h-francois]

Where are we going honey?

[zagrebinaa]

[h-francois]

No, I haven’t forgotten about you. How could I? I still love you so deeply… I think about you all the time. I think about you when I’m alone. When I’m falling asleep, waiting for your to call. When I’m with other women. You still consume my heart. Take care of yourself for me

[phedeora]

[zagrebinaa]

[h-francois]

Sorry, I hadn’t meant to press send. Sometimes I write to you and then I’ll delete it. Tonight I typed out “goodnight honey” and my muscle memory clicked send. Sorry if I scared you, I’ve unsent the message now. I hope you’re doing well, miss you as always x

[zagrebinaa]

[h-francois]

If you remember that first conversation we had again after I moved away, when I was in Tasmania and you called me after a year… I said that I compare every woman to you. And none come close. It’s still true. I look for you in every one of them, I try to recreate what we have and honestly none have ever come close. I look for you everywhere, and all I want is you

[04k96]

Via

[h-francois]

tomorrow tonight - Loote

[04k96]

Via

[h-francois]

Sorry, I just really miss you. No one knows my heart like you do and I just really wish it had worked out with us. I think I needed it to

[04k96]

[h-francois]

I hate this life without you. Woken up again from a nightmare, saw something that I didn’t like at all. And woke up feeling the exact same way because it’s probably true or about to be true and I’m living in my own bloody nightmare. And do I try and reach out and make it stop? Go through the same circle again, hurt you all over again? Or worse, confirm what I already don’t want to hear? I don’t know, it’s 1am and I’m in a hotel in Tasmania. I’m not even waking up at 5am anymore, it’s just any damn time. I barely went to sleep an hour and a half ago… anyway, I should try and sleep again and just hope I get lucky this time. I miss you baby. I just hope this is worth you being happy somewhere, it would atleast make it worth it for me

[04k96]

[h-francois]

It’s 2026 now and I’m still thinking about you… I’ve woken up early because I’ve been dreaming about you and not for the first time this week. I don’t know why, I don’t know what to do, I’ve almost messaged you 3 times already this year and we’re barely a week into the new year. My heart aches for you and I miss you so incredibly much. I wake up short of breath and a pain in my chest, I breathe through it and distract myself but when I try to close my eyes again to sleep I see your face and it happens all over again. I’ve tried not to message you or right here but this morning was too much so here I am. I miss you baby, I’m so sorry. I don’t know if I should message you or if that would just hurt you more, I can’t keep hurting you. But it’s been well over a year now since we last spoke and I hate not having you in my life. I hate not loving you. I do hope you reach out if there’s any chance that things have changed. I love you to the moon and back, I hope you remember that honey

[04k96]

[h-francois]

You know I still call for you when I’m sick, tired or struggling. You’re the only one that helps my love. Think of me my love

[zagrebinaa]

[h-francois]

I really do think of you a lot

[thcartierrug]

[h-francois]

There’s a few things I wish I could tell you. Late night things. Things that’s I’d only tell you on one of our late night calls when you’re feeling really close to me. I miss those nights, sometimes I wish you’d call again randomly. I have some things that you might like to hear, that you might really enjoy

[unreadable]

[h-francois]

I think of you far more often than I admit to anyone, even to myself

[nsrzz]

[h-francois]

I had a dream that I ran into you. That I was working in the country and I ran into you in a Woolworths car park. I hugged you and held you and we were both shaking. Then I woke up. It’s been a year since we last messaged, just over by a few days. I still look for you online every now and then. I still miss you immensely. No one compares, no one even comes close. I love you and I miss you, so so bloody much honey. I hope you’re happy and smiling. Otherwise I truly have half a mind to come up and steal you.

[unreadable]

[04k96]

[h-francois]

Sometimes I’ll wake up from a dream with you in it. Heart rate 200 not knowing what to do. Tonight I looked at your IG, I don’t even know if you still use it. But I liked a few of your photos. Ones I hadn’t before today. I wish I could call you, I know hearing your voice would make everything okay. Some days I feel like I’m out on this boat in the middle of no where trying to make it back home to you but I don’t have the directions and I don’t know where you are. So I just keep sailing. I really miss you my love, always and truly miss you

[askistiyorumyadaolum]

[h-francois]

Still haven’t beat the birthday I spent with you. None have ever come close