All day I’ve been trying to think of the perfect thing to say for your birth day, but the truth is I have no words to describe how I feel today. There are some days where I feel like I can get through this, I can grow and learn to live with this emptiness inside. But then other days, it hits me so hard and deep in my heart. So gut wrenching to remember those days of hearing I was going to lose you, watching you be born then watching you slip away, and leaving the hospital empty handed... You’ve made me so strong, Lydia. All that I have become is because of you. I live my life for you and thank you for coming into mine. You are my perfect little girl. My unique angel. My little lemon. My everything. Happy first birth day Lydia Mae.💗🍋🦋 Love, Mom. https://www.instagram.com/p/B0pQbA-phug6fq6hoNC2r_dG-ZzvXy57seKm7s0/?igshid=1nwplm5t1d43i

















