TW: ED & SH

ACTIVE 6/22!! old acc got termed

[h3r01n-ch1c]

TW: ED,SH!!!

PRO RECOVERY !!!

please dni if

in recovery// don’t have an ed

under 14 or over 25

bigoted in any way (racist, homophobic, misogynistic, transphobic, antisemetic, xenophobic, etc.)

coach/creep

i will block anyone who isn’t an obvious ed/sh blog fyi

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hey i’m stella ;) previously skellzstellz but got t-worded (thx tumblr <3) i’m 16 and have struggled w an ed and body issues from a young age. i’ve tried recovery a couple times (neither by choice) and just end up in a worse place so idek why anyone tries w me anymore. this is a safe space for everyone and a venting blog for myself since i have no irl outlets. much love to anyone reading this and i’m sorry ur here on edblr/shblr bc u 10000% deserve recovery i’m sorry ab whatever drove u to this point <33

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TW STATS:

5’1

HW: 110lbs/50kg

LW: 79lbs/36kg

CW: ??

GW1: 100lbs/45kg

GW2: 95lbs/43kg

GW3: 90lbs/41kg

GW4: 85lbs/39kg

UGW: 69lbs/31kg

[h3r01n-ch1c]

i need to go thrifting super bad so i can buy a scale

[h3r01n-ch1c]

i didnt take a year of advanced chem if i can’t figure out how to make an extreme weight loss drug using all that stuff ab thermochem and stoich that i learned. school is useful maybe ??

[h3r01n-ch1c]

my new therapist is great but she told me that she had rlly struggled w an ed when she was a teen and was in and out of residential and stuff and now i feel like i’m not good enough bc i’ve never been in a residential facility it’s not like i want treatment but it was so invalidating when ig it was a year and a half ago or something that i got evaluated and told that i eat too much to be in residential and that made things worse which ig was a good thing for me and then bc the other place said i wasn’t bad enough for their res that i got evaluated at a new place and they wanted to hospitalize me which lowk inflated my ego but then my primary doctor stepped in and said that it’s not very serious and that i was medically stable that mf rlly said that while i had to go visit her twice a week for weights and vitals and that skinny ass hoe just wanted me to be fatter than her again and so i went to a day program for like six months and then ended up in this whale of a body that makes me wanna kms even more than i did before i relapsed

[h3r01n-ch1c]

i would do literally anything to reach my ugw, but my parents will do anything to keep me from being comfortable in my own body

[h3r01n-ch1c]

actually gonna kms i’ve been eating like absolutely shit and look huge i haven’t been restricting or working out as much and i can just feel myself being heavier and istg i did this right before my birthday. i gotta get my shit together fr and fast

[peachjamboobtea]

Depression makes my ED a gamble! I wake up, feel like shit. What will it be, 20 cals or 5000 today? So exciting! /j

[h3r01n-ch1c]

i’m so pissed at myself i can’t stop eating

[triplemoonascension]

[ewrewrewrew-deactivated20190930]

I’m just a needy piece of shit that needs constant reassurance that I’m wanted

[n3v3rf1ndm3-deactivated20220706]

im sorry but meenspo is so hard to take seriously

like i am watching you go on tumblr dot com and role play as a middle school bully. that is what i am watching you do

[bastille]

゜・。。・゜☆゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜

nobody hates me more than i hate me 

゜・。。・゜☆゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜

[kermitmentality]

GUYS I WAS T-WORDED AGAIN PLS HELP ME FIND MY MUTUALS AAAA

i was sk1nnymenta1ity 😭😭😭😭😭

[buttermilk-boy]

my life goal: thigh gap

[kermitmentality]

tw ed

the ed urge to cut open your leg and remove the fat or cut off fat

PLS TELL ME THIS ISNT JUST ME OR I SOUND SO INSANE

[24-7sick]

when u realize the reason u trigger urself is probably bcuz u want to be in control- even of ur triggers

[m0ldys0cks]

i feel so fat :( i hate my body and i wanna lie in bed and starve to death