[kvrisu]

[cccrush4u]

i wish you would tell me what you wanted instead of sending out mixed signals

—ma.o

[h4rdtokeep]

i miss you more than anything right now

how silly of me, to believe i could ever be loved.

[ruzgarinpesinde-deactivated2021]

nine × zankyou no terror

[partydrugs]

Max

[radical-eve]

[elenamorelli]

[h4rdtokeep]

in fact speakin of when i did some fucked up things before i even hit the age of 12

i had a major flashback tonight out of Absolutely Nowhere from a trauma i didn't even know was a trauma, that magi guy.

i whole ass met a dude thru omegle when i was like, 9? and he thought i was 16, i think he was 17? maybe 19?, we used to speak thru skype everyday and i think we may have even been 'together' i don't know.

but i got some random trigger of that memory and honestly, i didn't realise it was a traumatizing thing for me. yet suddenly i was back there, my innocence almost came back in a way. i could feel all these feelings i hadn't felt in years since check ruined it, i could even hear his voice. i could feel the warmth of childhood, i got shot straight into little space out of nowhere, a place i haven't been in so so long, red knocked it all out of me.

i forgot how comforting little space was. i forgot how it felt. i forgot it was a lovely way of escaping it all, and i forgot it was an okay thing to do, esp w zxm around.

how many traumas do i have that i forgot about, or didn't even realise were a trauma?

[notcoolbutchill]

Have a slutty phase, it builds character.

[lowkey-radical]

no…

[whiskey-and-c41]

my ‘slutty phase’ was actually super-traumatic and has put me in therapy but like

ok

[medaea-deactivated201839183999]

my “slutty phase” occurred when i was 13-14 and it led to rape and emotional and physical abuse but it’s okay because abuse builds character right 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

[angelicorice-deactivated2017060]

my “slutty phase” led to pedophiles grooming me into sending them nudes, being forced into sending videos that show me doing degrading or sexual things (yk…child porn) or guys sexually assaulting and almost raping me until i cry so they could leave me on the ground etc 😊👌 but ofc, how nice 😍 i was a True Hoe!!!!!

[radfemkirie]

my “slutty phase” was a result of my childhood best friend reenacting every aspect of her molestation on me. it lead to me give a man in his 20’s nudes when i was 13 and being groomed further by a group of men over the internet. it left me and my family traumatized, broke my relationships, and left me unable to function on my own or socially and has made me a homebody who can’t even talk to her closest friends out of self-loathing. apparently this builds character tho, if you’d call being left a shell of your former self unable to function and unable to process emotions without crying or self harm building character.

[rad-virgo]

My “slutty phase” was from 14-17, I used hypersexuality as a coping mechanism and now I feel ashamed and guilty and awful for impulsively having sex every time I felt sad or alone or abandoned (I’ve recently been diagnosed with bpd)

[r4dfrey-deactivated20210601]

My “slutty phase” also was me using hypersexuality as a coping mechanism. I was raped in college and fell victim to “sex positive feminism” soon after, which pretty much encouraged having sexual interactions with no strings attached, claiming it was normal and you could do it for any reason as long as ~*consent*~ uwu

Don’t normalize “slutty phases”, they often are due to traumatizing bullshit in a woman’s life. In fact let’s not call it “slutty” which puts blame on the woman. I would call it misogyny-induced hypersexuality.

[radfem-tomato-deactivated201912]

My “slutty phase” was a result of my abusive childhood and molestation. Got kicked out at age 18 and ended up being manipulated into doing prostitution by an older “friend” and a pimp. Started doing drugs, got raped multiple times, had all my stuff stolen, got constant death threats, got kidnapped by a vice lord and almost got sent off to Chicago.

[menstru8r-deactivated20210616]

i hadn’t even hit double digits by the time i started my “slutty phase” by seeking out sexual validation from older men online.

[blessed-artemis]

“My slutty phase” was a result of big emotional trauma and led to hospitalization for four weeks.

[brigittassen]

My “slutty phase” led me to feel used and destructive so I rolled right into ‘sex work’ because at least I’d get something out of it, and surprise! It was hellish, traumatic, and took years of self-work to overcome.

“slutty phase” in our culture just ends up being “cheaply used”

[h4rdtokeep]

my "slutty phase",

after already bein raped when i was 12 and then mentally (n physically, that 1 time) abused years later, led to me meeting creepy guys off of tinder, one of them becomin obsessed w me, i was desperate 4 affection and ended up bein raped by him. desperate again, i came home the night after and fucked another guy. 3 days later, met a guy i'd been talking to for a day, fucked on the first date. was with him for a month despite him bein creepy as fuck, and that entire phase ended w him destroying every bit of self confidence i suddenly got, and was so fucking desperate for for years.

fuck these phases.

[andyoucallmeupagain]

What a year March has been

[lobster-mobster-aq]

Not that anyone cares but I’m 100% certain that Terror in Resonance is a sequel to Death Note.

[lllavenderbaby]

[lemondrop-hun-deactivated202112]

Ummm yes clingy doms are the best, touch me in public, hold my hand, text me a lot, remind me I belong to you, yes annoy me PLEASE

[coldely-deactivated20210320]

[originalmaixe]

[macintoshcafe]

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[macintoshcafe]

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