i've had multiple ideas for this page tbh, i wanted to make a blog, and i wanted to wirte fanfiction. but for now i'm settling for a share of my different and many interests.
i love art, all kinds of it whether it was photography, painting, music, dance, culture, cinematography, journaling and writing; i'm literally into everything.
One of my biggest interests at the moment is writing and reading, paint, music (i stan a lot of kpop boy groups mainly), and cinematography.
-i would love to talk freely on this page and would later decide whether i'd make it a blog or a fanfiction account heh. i would love to make anons and would love requests on sotries or even posts that you'd like to see.
๐ ๐ถ๐พ๐๐พ๐๐: idolbf!jake x gf!reader
๐พ๐๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ธ๐ฝ: jake will always be your downbad and clingy bf and you love him just like that
๐ธ๐๐๐๐ถ๐พ๐๐: suggestive; blocking as a joke; idk what else heh..
๐ชผโ๏ฝก๐ฆนยฐ๐ซงโ.เณเฟ*:๏ฝฅ
๐๐๐๐๐: i hope you enjoy it, it was a bit all over the place and a lil late too (sry about that ๐ซช) but i still did my best really; please feel free to leave any comments or suggestions, thanks ๐ค.
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: idolbf!ot7enhypen x gf!reader
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: they accidentally forget about your anniversary (pt.1) and try to make it up to you in some way or just poorly try to apologize.
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: kinda an argument?; reader is a little stubborn; idk really..
๐ ๐ถ๐พ๐๐พ๐๐: idolbf!sunghoon x gf!reader
๐พ๐ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ธ๐ฝ: Sunghoon's used to the attention and attraction, but it affects his relationship when his indifference brings itself to his personal social life. (text au)
๐ธ๐๐๐๐ถ๐พ๐๐: suggestive; alot of swearing; they're both a bit difficult.
๐ ๐ถ๐พ๐๐พ๐๐: idolbf!niki x gf!reader
๐พ๐ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ธ๐ฝ: reader isn't too expressive which turns their relationship into the silliest. But still not changing the fact they're head over heels for eachother.
๐ธ๐๐๐๐ถ๐พ๐๐: curse words; suggestive; mostly just crack and silly.
Sunoo had a hell of a week, he had a flight on sunday night, which he would be back from on wednesday; schedules back to back with only too little tine to even take a nap, this is what it felt like to prepare for a new comeback. He had no time to think, no time to reflect or even breakdown about all the stress that he's holding mountains of.
So ofcourse, when he entered his room to see that you had apparently came over, cleaned the whole room, refilled his health supplements and skincare if needed, put away his clothes, and nicely put a home made dish and dessert on his desk, he would with no doubt break into tears and call you instantly.
You heard the sob half way through greeting him excitedly and instantly panicked, "sunoo what the hell?", your eyes widened even though he can't see you and stood up instantly from the comfy position you had on your couch, as if you's run to him if he asked, and no lie you would. "Baby what's wrong tell me!", the longer only you heard was sobs the more worried you got. You were ready to get your car keys when he finally spoke, "did you.. come by today?" he said trying to sniff away his tears. "Well yes, i did, why?", you heard shuffling on the other line. "Did you do all this?", you are beginning to doubt what the wrong part about what's going on when he finally said, " thank you..", silence cause you're confused as hell. " You don't understand how shit i was feeling the past week and this just...i love you". When he finished, damn, even you were on the verge of tears. You knew sunoo is a ball of emotions- that's what made you the perfect matche, two oversensitive people in love- but you absolutely didn't intend on making him cry cause you went over to fold his boxers.
"Aw baby..", your own voice quivered, melting from the softness of his words. "i love you so so much too, this is the bare minimum i'd do for you sun, you know that." you couldn't hear nor see it, but you sensed that on the other line he was smiling like a fool by now.
"I know it's late but can i see you", sunoo whispered a little hesitant while eyeing the clock on his wall, but you were already putting on your shoes.
i am currently working on a text au but i would love for you guys to request anything, i'll literally write anything, even if your idea is a bit choatic we can make it work heh.
๐ซ๐ถ๐พ๐๐พ๐๐: idolbf!jungwon x gf!reader
๐ธ๐๐๐๐ถ๐พ๐๐: suggestiveness, kisses, gentleman won, skinship, (tbh idk what's considered a warning so idk what i should include here forgive me)
๐๐๐๐: this is like an analysis of how i think jungwon would be as a bf.
Jungwon would be the definition of a two faced bf if it had the best meaning ever. Cause he is a goof ball as we know him, and best believe that goofiness would definitely follow into his relationship cause it takes a huge part of his personality, he gives off the biggest younger bf energy even if you were the youngee one (and if you were older then it would just work to his benefit). he's a rage baiter in the most nerve recking way, he's be closing doors in your face to startle you, talk over you if you were on a call just to show his presence, steal food from your plate, and much more actions that could leave you feeling like a single mother with the most untolerable son. But tbh you rarely feel that because you'd know that whenever he acts like that, it is simply because he's comfortable in your presence enough to act as childish and reckless as possible.
This whole energy though shifts completely when he would even sense your need for something, when you're tired, on your period, in need for a hug, or simply not in the mood for his games. Although you do not speak these out loud, who would to that innocent face of his really? But jungwon has a sensor for when his bf duties need to come in. That mostly happens when you guys are out, he's attentive to every little detail, your place on the sidewalk, making sure no boddy pushes or touches you accidentally in rish hours on the streets, placing his palm under your chin when you're sick of a gum you've been chewing for some time, covering your legs with his jacket when he notices you keep trying to pull it downward while sitting down; these little details is what makes him the ideal man you could ever wish for, this constant switch in his sides is what lights your heart on fire with every little treatement.
He's pretty serious when it comes to you, wouldn't let anyone, and i mean ANYONE, no matter how close they are to him, disrespect or insult you, even if it was accidental. You would never have to enter an argument or converstaion discouraged, jungwon would always be on your side, even if you were kinda wrong somewhere, he would only point it out when you're alone.
He's blunt, pretty blunt, and would say whatever's on his mind, especially to the people he cares about, so all the comments that got you pouty were his way of caring for you, although there are definitely better ways to tell someone they're being annoying without actually saying it.
Jungwon is a boiling pot of jealousy, only the best kinds of it, the kind that would leave you in a blissful sleep and an unability to walk, respectfully, he would dedinitely look jealous, his eyebrows knotted and his eyes narrowed only when you're not looking at him. But the minute you're alone, he would be craving the closeness his only reassurence that you're still undoubtly his.
At the end of the day, he's the most needy and love starved boy, after all the exhaustion, he would curl into your side so endearly it could trigger you maternal instincts, cause he also needs the care and attention, and you better give it to him.
๐๐๐๐: sorry if this contained any grammatical mistakes, i tried my best.
i have been trying my best to get into writing so i'm saving drafts on my substack but am too worried they aren't 'proffesional' enough, i mean these substack writers have the resources and all the vocabs and it feels like competition ALTHOUGH i know it's just in my head. writing on here whatever is better than weiting a well scripted article on there.