My Heart Cries with Seventeen Syllables

Haiku 💔

[haikuofmyheart]

A lonely midnight

Unanswered questions haunt me

How do you still sleep?

[haikuofmyheart]

Blocked you everywhere

Your name tastes sour in my mouth

My god I hate you

[haikuofmyheart]

Dressed in my gym clothes

Sitting, doing the dishes

Depression collars me

[haikuofmyheart]

We don't have to talk

It's not like you're my girlfriend

I wish you were though

[haikuofmyheart]

It was just pretend

I could have just played along

But you called me yours

[haikuofmyheart]

Alone in the dark

Painful yearning for your love

Please call me darling

[haikuofmyheart]

Empty chat bubbles

Painful silence while driving

Maybe I miss you

[haikuofmyheart]

Tired of this pain

Just want it to go away

So long and goodbye

[haikuofmyheart]

A night without sleep

Overthinking once again

I wish I were dead

[haikuofmyheart]

Shaking by myself

Giving all I have to give

It's never enough

Crystal teardrops shine

Cascading down my flushed cheeks

Pretty yet broken

Aching loneliness

Would I let myself be used

Just to fill this void

A plaything for now

Something for when you get bored

Temporary use

[haikuofmyheart]

A swirling sickness

Hatred for myself boiling

Pretend you'll save me

[haikuofmyheart]

Something about me

Wasn't good enough for you

Story of my life

[haikuofmyheart]

God, why do I let

Stupid boys with kind smiles

Completely wreck me?

[haikuofmyheart]

I bet you were scared

Nothing else makes sense to me

Guess I'll never know

[haikuofmyheart]

How can you survive

Leaving us unexplored when

I'm still lost out here

[haikuofmyheart]

How so very cruel

To give me all I wanted

Just to take it back

[haikuofmyheart]

What kind of lesson

Can I learn from having my

Heart broken again