words taste like relief

|| non-crash teen timeline modern yellowjackets rp (main: @pennamebluemetal)|| "What was this cage, invisible to us, which she felt herself to be confined in?”

[handofpoet]

Intro Post

shauna, 17, she/her. questioning both my sexuality and my sanity.

i love reading, writing, books, poetry, words words words (i'm sure you can tell).

favourite authors/poets: richard siken, virginia woolfe, oscar wilde, sylvia plath, anne carson, adrienne rich, and quite a few more.

current favourite books are 'sunburn' by chloe michelle howarth and 'a little life' by hanya yanagihara (yes i'm mentally unstable).

bit of a cinephile (but not quite as much as my friend/teammate @sadgingerclown). i'm still learning :)

favourite artists: emily haines, broken social scene, lorde, louis tomlinson, st. vincent, fiona apple (!!!)

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Words, if you let them, will do what they want to do and what they have to do. ~ Anne Carson

[captainyellowjax]

Sometimes I just want to lay in bed all day

Pajamas on, hair messy, scrolling on my phone, watching stuff

And I also still want to be seen as pretty when I'm like that

[handofpoet]

(this is you from my pov btw... <3)

[handofpoet]

happy valentine's day to my girl @captainyellowjax !

<3 love you..

[handofpoet]

this is why me and @captainyellowjax never go camping btw (she looks good though, i've gotta give her that...)

[captainyellowjax]

Aww, look at Shippy!

[handofpoet]

likewise

(gosh we were so young back then...)

[captainyellowjax]

I'm feeling moody rn

I edited the picture to be B&W

Because of how moody I am

[captainyellowjax]

What if I said that I'm feeling moody again?

[handofpoet]

awww man :(

want me to come over and cuddle??

[captainyellowjax]

Walked into the restaurant for our super romantic Christmas date and @handofpoet looked over and saw me. Look at her reaction 🥰

[handofpoet]

well, can you blame me? i mean, you walked in looking like this:

<33

merry christmas jax.

[captainyellowjax]

I want cuddles

🖐️👊🖐️👊 (my best attempt at communicating grabby hands via emoji)

I'm, like, the human manifestation of grabby hands rn I swear

I'm not exaggerating

[handofpoet]

well, what do you think i'm here for? :) xx

[ame-gosh]

what if we kissed 🫣. and we were both lemons 🍋😳

[captainyellowjax]

@handofpoet us? 🍋🍋

[handofpoet]

@captainyellowjax this is giving me cuteness aggression GAHHH

us indeed <3

[handofpoet]

pretty girl @captainyellowjax <3

[captainyellowjax]

Time for a night on the town!!! @treeworshiperog where should we go first?

@handofpoet @rac00nn4t look what you two are missing out on with your weeds and your bonfire 😝

[treeworshiperog]

Oh fuck...

I'm not sure what we should do

Any ideas?

[captainyellowjax]

I'm hungry... Need food

[treeworshiperog]

Let's get food first then!

There's this Chinese place across the street that's really good

We could go there?

[captainyellowjax]

Sound amazing! Yay!

[rac00nn4t]

Yall dont get to get baked and eat smores tho XP

[captainyellowjax]

Well I don't feel like getting baked

🙎‍♀️

[rac00nn4t]

What do you mean you dont qanna get baked?!-

[captainyellowjax]

I just don't wanna. I feel like I'd probably just get paranoid or something. I hear that happens

[rac00nn4t]

Well are you a naturally paranoid person?

Because it happens because indica weed enhances the vibe of wtv you’re feeling

[captainyellowjax]

I mean, kinda? I'm a bit on edge a lot of the time. I just don't think I'd have fun on weed

[rac00nn4t]

Oh shit. Yeah then maybe avoid it.

[captainyellowjax]

Aye aye 🫡

So how's the bonfire going? Lot and I are having a blast together

[rac00nn4t]

Shauna fell asleep with marshmallow flush on her upper lip.

She looks cute asleep

[captainyellowjax]

Omg, she really is so cute when she sleeps 😍

[handofpoet]

guys i'm up now.

i don't look cute when i sleep, i don't know what you're talking about. nat was just weed talking.

[rac00nn4t]

Weed talking my ass you look adorable

[handofpoet]

@rac00nn4t and @captainyellowjax i'm not used to all this praise. you guys are making me uncomfy :/

(love you both though <3)

[rac00nn4t]

Goddamit butcher.

You deserve all that praise. And then some. Learn to accept it, because this doesn’t like. This shit ain’t even scratching the tip of the iceberg of things you deserve.

[handofpoet]

i... god you had to just go ahead and make me emotional now didn't you? :')

(thanks. hunter.)

[captainyellowjax]

@handofpoet what if we went to a hockey game together? I think you'd look cute in a hockey jersey

[handofpoet]

babe. you've been watching heated rivalry, haven't you?

[captainyellowjax]

I'm that easy to read, huh?

I mean, I don't know a whole lot either. But it's kinda similar to soccer in some ways?

Also yay!

[handofpoet]

yup. you're that easy to read.

well, that and also the fact that the gay hockey show is popping up literally EVERYTIME i go online. i was trying to put off watching it till the end of december, but i fear i'm going to cave in.

[captainyellowjax]

Lol. We could watch it together!

But seriously, that show is everywhere

[handofpoet]

we should.

i'll come over?

[captainyellowjax]

@handofpoet what if we went to a hockey game together? I think you'd look cute in a hockey jersey

[handofpoet]

babe. you've been watching heated rivalry, haven't you?

[captainyellowjax]

I'm that easy to read, huh?

I mean, I don't know a whole lot either. But it's kinda similar to soccer in some ways?

Also yay!

[handofpoet]

yup. you're that easy to read.

well, that and also the fact that the gay hockey show is popping up literally EVERYTIME i go online. i was trying to put off watching it till the end of december, but i fear i'm going to cave in.

[captainyellowjax]

Time for a night on the town!!! @treeworshiperog where should we go first?

@handofpoet @rac00nn4t look what you two are missing out on with your weeds and your bonfire 😝

[treeworshiperog]

Oh fuck...

I'm not sure what we should do

Any ideas?

[captainyellowjax]

I'm hungry... Need food

[treeworshiperog]

Let's get food first then!

There's this Chinese place across the street that's really good

We could go there?

[captainyellowjax]

Sound amazing! Yay!

[rac00nn4t]

Yall dont get to get baked and eat smores tho XP

[captainyellowjax]

Well I don't feel like getting baked

🙎‍♀️

[rac00nn4t]

What do you mean you dont qanna get baked?!-

[captainyellowjax]

I just don't wanna. I feel like I'd probably just get paranoid or something. I hear that happens

[rac00nn4t]

Well are you a naturally paranoid person?

Because it happens because indica weed enhances the vibe of wtv you’re feeling

[captainyellowjax]

I mean, kinda? I'm a bit on edge a lot of the time. I just don't think I'd have fun on weed

[rac00nn4t]

Oh shit. Yeah then maybe avoid it.

[captainyellowjax]

Aye aye 🫡

So how's the bonfire going? Lot and I are having a blast together

[rac00nn4t]

Shauna fell asleep with marshmallow flush on her upper lip.

She looks cute asleep

[captainyellowjax]

Omg, she really is so cute when she sleeps 😍

[handofpoet]

guys i'm up now.

i don't look cute when i sleep, i don't know what you're talking about. nat was just weed talking.

[rac00nn4t]

Weed talking my ass you look adorable

[handofpoet]

@rac00nn4t and @captainyellowjax i'm not used to all this praise. you guys are making me uncomfy :/

(love you both though <3)

[captainyellowjax]

@handofpoet what if we went to a hockey game together? I think you'd look cute in a hockey jersey

[handofpoet]

babe. you've been watching heated rivalry, haven't you?

[captainyellowjax]

Time for a night on the town!!! @treeworshiperog where should we go first?

@handofpoet @rac00nn4t look what you two are missing out on with your weeds and your bonfire 😝

[treeworshiperog]

Oh fuck...

I'm not sure what we should do

Any ideas?

[captainyellowjax]

I'm hungry... Need food

[treeworshiperog]

Let's get food first then!

There's this Chinese place across the street that's really good

We could go there?

[captainyellowjax]

Sound amazing! Yay!

[rac00nn4t]

Yall dont get to get baked and eat smores tho XP

[captainyellowjax]

Well I don't feel like getting baked

🙎‍♀️

[rac00nn4t]

What do you mean you dont qanna get baked?!-

[captainyellowjax]

I just don't wanna. I feel like I'd probably just get paranoid or something. I hear that happens

[rac00nn4t]

Well are you a naturally paranoid person?

Because it happens because indica weed enhances the vibe of wtv you’re feeling

[captainyellowjax]

I mean, kinda? I'm a bit on edge a lot of the time. I just don't think I'd have fun on weed

[rac00nn4t]

Oh shit. Yeah then maybe avoid it.

[captainyellowjax]

Aye aye 🫡

So how's the bonfire going? Lot and I are having a blast together

[rac00nn4t]

Shauna fell asleep with marshmallow flush on her upper lip.

She looks cute asleep

[captainyellowjax]

Omg, she really is so cute when she sleeps 😍

[handofpoet]

guys i'm up now.

i don't look cute when i sleep, i don't know what you're talking about. nat was just weed talking.

[handofpoet]

#hunterandbutcheratbonfire