I Cant Begin To Understand

Random thoughts about my life. What I like and don’t like. What makes me happy and what doesn’t.

[happytimes77]

Yo, I've been sober since 20 and im fucking sick of it. Looking to go on a final bender for some days and can't find shit in the 816. You ever find shit?

I did from an online marketplace but that fell through. You?

[slam-princes111]

Reblog and message if you'll like to get nasty with me tonight

[happytimes77]

Mother of God where are all the women like this??!!

[happytimes77]

Back to the drawing board. That is the first AND LAST time I try to connect through Telegram. Wow. Oh well, no one to blame but myself 🤷🏽‍♂️🤦🏽‍♂️

[insideadopemind2]

[happytimes77]

Fuck I miss that…

[happytimes77]

I really should have planned to have a self destruct plug on stand by 🤦🏽‍♂️ The last one was 5 years ago and let’s face it, more than likely isn’t around anymore. I’m dying to do a fat shot and goddammit I don’t know no one anymore!

[methamphetablog-blog]

Bloody Mary, bloody Mary, bloody Mary! 😱😱😱

[happytimes77]

NO WATER???!! Bruh. What?!

[happytimes77]

Nothing worse than being in that obsessive headspace part of relapse and NOT having a hookup to complete the job. I just need one night to get it out my system and clear out the cobwebs. JUST ONE 🤦🏽‍♂️🤷🏽‍♂️🙄

[svtcobraowner96]

Nice and thick Re-blog of you like it nice and thick,

[happytimes77]

Jesus. Christ. That is syrup 😳

[queenminxy]

Hate being sober.

[happytimes77]

Right now, BIG SAME.

[happytimes77]

AFTER 5 YEARS IM READY TO RELAPSE! Am I alone? 💉🧊

More importantly, who can help me out in the 785/816 area? 😁

[happytimes77]

It’s the holiday season, you know what that means:

Non-stop feelings of loneliness, heartache, self-loathing, and daily thoughts of ending it all.

[happytimes77]

Fuck feeling...i don’t want to anymore.

[acidicskies]

in the mood to do a lot of drugs

[happytimes77]

My whole family sucks...

Also, I’m depressed and lonely AS FUUUUUCK.

[happytimes77]

When you do a thick shot and go to PornHub 😂

[twirly-cloud-research-project]

It’s like looking into a Geode without breaking a rock. Neat.

[cloudyinsf]

Gaze into your Crystal ball

[happytimes77]

Not too big of a fan of smoking but DAMN. That’s hectic 😳

[born-an-0riginal-gangstarr-deac]

👑🎀Ain’t no superhero gonna come & save the day. hey but that’s life ain’t it. They ain’t gonna understand the pictures we paintin’, the reasons we awaken. The feelin’ of being hated is the greatest cuz now you know who’s real & who the fake is.🎀👑

Chris Angelz- Exxtra Gravy (can be found on Datpiff & youtube) This song is one of my absolute favorites. Brings back hella memories & it’s some real ass shit. I suggest EVERYONE who watches this video pay attention to the lyrics. Shit changed me the first time I heard it. *this is also the only successful shooting video I have so I thought I might as well post it*

[happytimes77]

TFW when you see someone do a shot and you can feel it hit you at the same time 😳✊🏽👍🏽