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COMMISSIONS OPEN!!! Maj (/maɪ/) • pol/eng • they/them • 20 • Puroseka, BBD and TLT enjoyer ✨ ask me about the skeletons in my closet. PFP by Bri 💖💖💖

[harrowrat359]

COMMISSIONS OPEN

My commissions are open!

Currently, I'm opening 4 commission slots but I may open more depending on the requests I receive.

My DMs are open for any questions you may have!! :>> I ofc appreciate any reference picture or sketch of what you have in mind for me to draw ✨

A reminder, I have the full right to refuse a commission for any reason. I will expect an upfront payment worth 50% of the full price after my sketch is approved by my customer, which is non-refundable.

Thank you for your support <3 Reshares are appreciated!!

[harrowrat359]

Happy gay month cuz you know you gay and stuff 👩‍❤️‍👨 👩‍❤️‍👩🏳️‍🌈

Beeee whoo you are fo yoo pridee 🩷💜💙🏳️‍🌈

FUCK YEAH HAPPY GAY

WOOOOO

[harrowrat359]

was there ever a time in lane and mai relationship where mai was suspecting that lane might be cheating on her? even if he wasnt and how would mai do in confrontating lane about this?

i ask this because i feel like there is or will be a time where in very couples no matter how very healthy theyre i feel there will a time of doubt where one is suspecting the other on cheating

hi anooon :33

i feel like worrying about Lane cheating would be a big part of her paranoia, but just like Laly said, Lane is REALLY loyal when he's actually in a relationship. so she would have intrusive thoughts about it, but they'd go away pretty fast once she realizes that she really has nothing to worry about.

if she was to accuse him of cheating though, she'd approach it in a way that wouldn't make him think she's suspecting something. she'd probably compare the situation to the time when she actually did get cheated on, and would try to find similarities in Lane's behavior to that.

she'd start trusting him more eventually though and the doubts would go away. Lame's a good boy at the end of the day 😋😋

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do you have a weird hear me out?

dont worry bestie ill go first *ahem* hear me out, jeff the killer (not fanart jeff the killer where they basically yassify him. THE jeff the killer with the white face big eyes and that smile)

and we dont judge too, period 🙄💅

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[harrowrat359]

I've made progress.

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AkiMizu (if you want). Good luck on exams!!!

@wolfiered23 another one for the au :3 mwah.

[harrowrat359]

If you dont mind can we have a bit more like specificness on Mai's features?

Like does she have a hooked nose or a straight nose?

Is her face more on the chubby side or slim?

Are her lips more full or thin?

Are her teeth straight or some crooked?

Does she have belimshes? Like acne scars, freckles or even moles?

And if you can, can you give a character that you think Mai would look like?

yesss ofc that is a really good question considering i draw mostly in a cartoon style jdjdhs

I would describe her as having a button nose, a chubby face with thin lips and big eyes with central heterochromia:

(this is exactly what they look like). I'd say her teeth are straight *enough*, she'd be the type to have worn braces at some point as a child but refused to wear her retainer so they moved back a little. For blemishes, she has really dark bags under her eyes and a lot of scars from self harm, and yes that dot on her nose is a nostril piercing not a mole jdjdjd

I don't have a single face claim for her honestly 😭 I've tried looking on pinterest but i dont imagine her as fully conventionally attractive at all but like. its PINTEREST. try finding a woman who doesnt give us flawed girls self image issues on there 😒 if i ever get an epiphany i will let you guys know o7

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Alright Maj thats enough character development for Mai and Lane, where the beach fanfic hmm?

one like and i write Mai drowning him

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[rott3nwill0w]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, @harrowrat359 !!!🥺❤❤❤

I had to speed run this drawing, but I hope its okk like this🙏🏻 i usually dont draw like this but aaaa I fucked up so many things I hope its still worth the wait😭🤚🏻

I wanted to make this gift bc they are one of the besttttt people i've met here, they helped me smm with many things and im just sooo grateful...i hope u somehow like this daughter and mom together, Nicole (my oc) and Mai (their mc)!!❣❣

good luck with ur exams, im sure u will go just fine as usual🙇🏼‍♀️❤❤❤ and have the best birthday!!!🙏🏻❤

drawing without the writings under the cut:

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WILLOWWWW 😭😭💖💖

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since its almost laney babys birthday in a week or so i think? what gift would you give him? And would you do for him to make him feel a bit more special for his day?

(Freaky answers are acceptable and welcome if your answers are muhahahhah😛😛 )

Oh shit yeah thats in a week. Guys are always out there stealing women's spotlight during their birth month 🙄🙄✋

As for a gift, probably a gag gift like a very weird-looking plush (probably of a horse) but then alongside that something he could actually use like a cool lighter or one of those utility keychains with a flashlight, bottle opener, etc.

And we could go eat McDonalds and stargaze in his car or something 🤞

And then, as many spankings as the number of years old he's turning 🎇

[owingeil]

BBD FAN COMIC. PHONE CHARGER.

hey bbd fandom long time no see

[harrowrat359]

Had a moment to myself to draw (at 1am), decided to touch this ancient AU of mine i haven't touched in like a year

Figure skater Mizuki Akiyama for yall 🤞

[harrowrat359]

Goodluck on your finals dude

And if youre done, sweet now you can forget about everything

Awwww thank you sm <333 I'm 2/8 done with the finals, just got back from my math exam actually. Its been pretty tough so far but I'm confident in everything I've done :] Rate the minecraft build

Block game helps me destress. Cant wait to be done with finals and be unemployed and draw, write and play mc all day. my birthday is in between my exams too so im waiting forward to that hehe

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Whats the wildest thing a stranger from the internet has ever told you? like them sharing a wild story or something

I feel this is a canon event that almost every internet user has experience at least once so whats yours?

Honestly ALL the most batshit insane "you should never tell this to a stranger" stuff I've seen was in discord servers. Like someone casually admitting to assaulting someone at work and other people laughing it off. Or fetish stuff that shouldn't have seen the outisde of somebody's bedroom.

Ok but vent channels in semi-big servers are THE thing that should never exist LMFAOO cause why did i see someone genuinely expressing suicidal ideation followed by another person ignoring them, immediately messaging about how she's having a breakdown because someone drew her yume with gloves even though she's claimed that design to be exclusive to her. The dichotomy goes insane. Also why I never made a vent channel for the BBD server

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heyyooo guys guys give me characters to make doodles of in the comments/asks. exams are literally next week but if i dont draw anything i might die.

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AAAAAHHHHHH YOURE A PINK GOTH BADDIEEEE?!?!?!?😍🖤🩷🦇🐇🥀🌸 OH MAH GOD YOURE SO PRETTY LADY MAJJJ 😭🥺🙀💞💓💕💟💌😻

i deleted that other picture because i didnt like it but yes indeed and thank you ✨<3 ive been dressing gothic/all black for a looong while but decided to embrace my love for pink stuff very recently. this is actually only my second pink gothic fit ive ever put together :] 💖