i don't know why anyone thought it would be a good idea to let me run with the idea of trying to do everything myself. let's just say the start of this year has been a journey and a half. all whilst anticipating the excitement of the release of my new show, i also went through a divorce, loosing a loved one, had people hear me sing for the first time.. hello? that is actually the most terrifying thing of all. also, i'm actually not actually blaming anyone but myself. i swear, i try to be less stubborn through the years. but yeah, i did think it was a great idea to move places and pack and unpack everything myself with a baby attached to my hip. too much of a control freak to hire anyone or ask for help. anyone else like that? actually terrible at asking for help? even if you know it doesn't mean you're weak, you are in fact strong for asking? i'm terrible, i know — and my back is not thanking me for it. —— how is everyone? i'm bummed to have missed out on the festival. but i'll catch you all next year. / @hillsfmsstarter
it sounds like you've had one rollercoaster of a year so far and it's not even half way in. i'm sorry to hear about all of the downs you're facing, those moments in life — especially losing loved ones, is something that i wouldn't wish upon my worst enemy. it makes time go excruciatingly slow because you have to process so much pain. but change is sometimes the best medicine for that. whereabouts have you moved to ? moving is another huge transition, i'm usually not keen on it because i like over-familiarity. i don't even like changing my phone, i swear. there's definitely nothing wrong with asking for help, but i sound like a hypocrite as i say this because i don't like the idea of burdening others with my problems. anything that would take time out of anyone else's schedule would immediately make me feel bad. i'm trying to unlearn that. but i'm not too bad, thanks for asking, how are you doing ? how's the little one ?






















