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Hello, fellas! I've been freed of my hateful nature 🙏 I just draw what comes to mind or makes me happy. Lowkey think I'm funny Just call me whatever, idc. Currently working on an web comic. I really enjoy it.

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Lydia and Kitty

I like them, I really do. Been thinking about backstorys a lot. The little world inside my head.

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Art dump. Started caring about my OC's again. REALLY wanted to redesign something.

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The thought of drawing makes me so happy until I pick up the pen.

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Finally. I'm so happy.

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Sweats and gulps. Refs. 🍅🍅🍅🍅

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Working on Rather Be Awake. Hard (Please, get the reference). Just wanted to showcase what's been done so far. I'm too embarrassed to re-watch the video version of it. I was thinking it'd be kinda awkward WATCHING a comic-especially since it's not a voiceover- rather than reading it. Plus, I kinda wanna read it myself. I take my creations SERIOUSLY! I hope to post the full comic here soon. <:3

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I'm so upset to see a ship that I've loved since 2022 attracting such a toxic fan base. Byler has always been one of my BIGGEST comfort ships, but since season 5, Volume 1 has come out, I've seen more people saying things like, "I'll be so mad if Byler is canon!", "Mileven endgame!!", "Me when silly dumb, dumb buffoon byler shippers." Gosh, I left for a few months. It's mostly Tiktok users saying these things, so I'm not that upset about it, seeing the app's users aren't known for being very intelligent. To clear the air, I DO NOT hate Mileven. I actually thought it was adorable how they met and became a thing. It wasn't necessarily rushed, and they are in love, I just hate it when they shove it in byler shippers' faces that they're canon. "Byler's one-sided!", "Ew, it's a fetish!", "It's corny 😂✌️🥀💔". Oh boy. Of course, it's one-sided. I, at least, never claimed Mike was gay because he's obviously in love with El. That's why it's a ship. It's a fan-made pairing. I don't see how that's "fetishizing." I wish the people saying this were able to define the words they were using.

I hate having to explain myself. When people were rooting for Mike and El to be a thing, it wasn't considered a fetish. Will is in love with Mike, that's why the ship is leaned toward, at least for me. I don't care if it's "cringe" or "corny", I really don't. This generation is so caught up with looking cool on the internet and not being a "cornball" that they're missing out on the little things that make them happy. I don't want to do that. I want to live to be happy and enjoy myself. On my old account, I was angry at everyone. I used to get into arguments on the internet over someone making fun of or hating something I liked. I've learned to try my best to ignore it. As long as you're not hurting anyone and you're having fun, I don't see any harm done. "Be a nerd!", "Nerd out!" Until you actually do. You don't have to love the ship or even care about shipping on a whole. Whether you just enjoy the show or you ship the characters, whatever you do, have fun, man. We only live once.

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Finding voice claims is brutal. I felt I needed to say this, lest something bad happen.

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I enjoy drawing. Makes me super happy. I'm a good person, Joe.

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Not even halfway done with drawing this series and I'm here making jokes. No updates on character development or anything. I should be ashamed. I just can't help my love for jests and foolery.

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I want to take a second to appreciate ugly people. I love unappreciated features in humans. I really have to start drawing uglier.

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Back to my roots, in a more positive way. She went through so much, I love her ♡

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"Kick" would honestly be such a rad, and awesome, and cool name.

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Random OTHER 2021 side character ocs. (Messed up on Nene's height btw. She is THREE foot two)

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Ignore this. I like drawing things I created.

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Very cool, awesome, rad ocs I made in 2021

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I feel pretty good to know I've finally accomplished having my ideas on the internet (again). I've always enjoyed dark themes, as I've said before, which is why I decided to write this. I hope to see this progress into something bigger. If not, that's okay too.