real or fake (benjamin poindexter x reader)
inexperienced!dex uses the internet to learn for his first time with you. a comment under a post has him questioning whether the pleasure noises you make for him are real or fake.
warnings?: fbi dex, p in v, inexperienced dex, idk.
he reread your last text again..and then again.
[ can’t wait for tonight ;) ]
dex didn’t have the strength to put the phone down, the firm grip on his iphone matched the grip his other hand had on his mouth as he slowly panted into his palm.
it wasn’t even time for the date, it was still noon- the date was at 8, yet he couldn’t get the image of you out of his mind.
finally! after months of being in your vicinity without you knowing, weeks of casual conversation and a handful of dates, days of heavy makeouts against your apartment door or behind the restaurant he took you to.
the last step before you were officially his because no one can treat you as better as dex can. you and dex would have sex, fuck, make love, whatever you want to call it.
he was excited. but more nervous unfortunately, dex was not as experienced as a normal thirty year old man should be. and he was very well aware of that.
you on the other, you were very sensual, specific with your words and actions. he remembers the conversation so well.
dex softly kissed you after your third date, it was awkward at first, but slowly the two of you figured out a pace that made you ache between your legs and well…dex was hard as soon as your fingers grazed his waist.
he didn’t mean to, but dex accidentally slipped his tongue into your mouth. the loss of his lips from you made you sigh as dex backed away a few steps.
“sorry- i’m sorry.” dex panted while wiping his mouth. fuck fuck fuck he crossed a boundary, he want to far, it was only your first kiss.
the look in your eyes still positively haunts dex’s dreams as your eyes stuck to his lips hungrily.
took you a few seconds to finally look at his eyes instead of his red, wet, soft lips.
“you don't have to be that cautious. i’m not exactly a beginner, and I’m definitely not as ‘sweet’ as you seem to think I am.” you softly murmured while wrapping your arms around his neck.
he felt your tits press up against his chest and he doesn’t remember anything else after that.
you were experienced, yea you were a few years younger than him. but you made it clear that you weren’t a virgin or someone who likes it soft and sweet alllll the time.
dex scrambled to his table in his living room, he remembered the phase at his workplace when the guys would email each other p*rn link.
he rarely ever clicked on them, he was too busy being on the verge of a breakdown or watching you on his time off.
dex opened up his email and scrolled till he found the first email with a link.
it was for educational purposes.
he likes you and he wants to make you feel good.
he’s a grown man. its about time.
nothing could’ve prepared him for the wormhole of material he went through.
links on links of different things, he stumbled upon photos, videos, gifs, forums, tips and tricks.
different sex positions, different body builds of men and women. some were too graphic and long while other were short and soft.
one specific link took him to a twitter post, the girl in the video resembled a bit like you. for some reason he hated that. dex aimlessly scrolled under the comments as the girl in the video kept crying out his name.
immediately dex perked up on his table as he read a comment.
[ hate when the girl makes so much noise. it is so fake. ]
what? women can fake noises and reactions?? this was new knowledge to dex. his past experiences were too loud or too quiet, honestly it was so long ago he doesn’t even remember.
that comment carried him all evening as he got ready for the date. it followed when he was ironing his polo, it followed him when he drove to the restaurant, and when he saw you unzip your dress from across his bedroom.
after minutes of making out messily while slowly undressing, kisses up and down your throat and chest. dex had you a sweaty and needy mess beneath him.
you made it clear to dex that you didn’t want any foreplay tonight, you just needed his dick because you were already wet as fuck just by kissing him.
his dick that you have been feening over for weeks. his dick that you once saw hard beneath his jeans when you guys first shared a kiss. god you need it.
so as dex is quite literally enamored and inlove with you, he pulls down your soft underwear and slips out his hard, needy, leaky cock from his boxers and inch by inch pushes into your hole.
he is maybe half way in you and you feel the burn and you fucking love it. unable to keep your mouth shut as dex bottoms out, you let out a soft moan at the ache between your legs that quickly turns into one of pleasure.
you feel dex’s hands which brace your head shake as he tries not to literally come at the spot.
“dex- oh dex, i knew you were big baby” you sigh between harsh breaths.
dex is literally unable to anything except nod, its like his mouth has been staples.
you continue to sigh out harsh breaths but they turn into quiet moans as dex grinds into you. you were reeling. the friction, the way he filled you, the way his hands found the exact rhythm you craved. it was intoxicating.
you weren't thinking about anything other than the sensation, your head thrown back against the pillows. you gasped his name, sharp and breathless, the sounds spilling out of you without a filter. every time he pounded into you, your hips arched to meet him, your voice rising, praising him, telling him exactly how good he was making you feel.
beneath the pleasure, however, dex was tense. he kept his eyes locked on your face, searching for a trace of dishonesty. he moved with a frantic, focused energy, rubbing against your core, trying to drown out the doubt screaming in his head. are you just saying that? or are you faking it for him?
when the peak finally broke over you, you clung to his shoulders, leaving little marks in his skin as you whispered how much you needed him.
guess he really did learn something from those videos.
as he slowly pulled out of you and kissed your cheek a little and you finally let go of his back. he watched your bare chest go up and down as you tried stabilize your breathing, eyes shut and mouth ajar.
dex watched you with pure vulnerability, his bottom lip caught between his teeth. the sex was perfect, you both came but the noises…
the moans, whines, pants of his name in your ear. it couldn’t have been fake right?
but that girl, she sounded like you did two minutes ago. he couldn’t even stop the words that slipped out of his mouth.
you rolled over to your side and nuzzled into the pillow eyes still shut. you were stuck in a state of euphoria and did not want to leave it.
“what?” you softly spoke as your hand reached to graze at dex’s arm.
“you were quite….lou- vocal.” dex stuttered. to that your eyes opened. “i want to know if that was real, you don’t have to fake anything with me.” he continued earnestly.
if he was bad he wanted to know, he would learn for you.
you probably thought you were hearing wrong because you were definitely not faking… like he was fucking you so good you don’t even remember what you said.
you sat up straight while inching closer to dex. his pupils were dilated and you could see the marks on his shoulders that your nails caused.
“dex,” you said softly, reaching out to brush a stray hair from his forehead. “i wasn’t thinking about anything but you. i didn’t even realize how loud i was being.” you giggled at the last part because it was the truth.
the tension that had been holding his shoulders rigid for the entire night finally started to snap. he exhaled, a shaky, uneven sound, and a slow, genuine smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
“okay, okay thats good” he nodded. “im sorry if that ruined the mood.” he continued.
you immediately shook your head, “no dex absolutely not, i knew you were gonna be sooooo good” you whispered as you climbed into lap.
“and ill tell you that every time” you said between pecks on his lips.
you felt dex lazily smirk against your lips while his hands gripped at your hips.
believe it or not, you grew louder and louder that night every time he made you come. and every sound was real.
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