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day twenty one. something you cant seem to get over.

danielle's death. i cant seem to accept the fact that its real and i cant get over these feelings of guilt. i feel so bad. why do i think of her everyday once it was too late? i wish i could change the past

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day twenty. the last arguement you had.

with my dad. just a few minutes ago actually. i have alot on my mind right now and i had to do a paper before midnight so i really just trying to get it done. but of course the damn computer isn't working and he was like "do this blah blah is it working???" and i was like "i dont know" and then he went off. "im not going to speak to you if youre just going to have an attitude!" i turned to him and said, "so you can jump in my face about anything and everything but i say i dont know and you freak out?" then he just went upstairs and stomped on the steps. crazy man

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day nineteen. something that never fails to make you feel better.

a really good hug

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Christian Dior - Model Dovima wearing a creation of Yves Saint Laurent for Dior Maison and photographed by Richard Avedon.Vogue,August 1955. (by Classic Style of Fashion (Third))

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day eighteen. disrespecting your parents.

i talk to my parents like they are my friends kind of. im not afraid to tell them when i disagree about something but im not like "I HATE YOU." i still have some form of manners and respect. i

im more up front with my mom then i am with my dad. i'll tell my mom whats really going on but i cant be 100% honest with my dad. my dad is an alcoholic so you never know how he'll react, so i just dont tell him so i can avoid the whole situation. for example, him taking everything out of my closet and throwing it on the floor. thats why i tell my mom the truth in case something did happen she would know where i was and such.

i listen to my parents but they dont really run my life. im going to do what i want but i know my boundaries.