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she’s falling but she doesn’t think he’ll catch her, cause her last relationship was a disaster.

Russ, “Losin Control”

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“it took me a few days to fall in love with you but it’s going to take me an eternity to fall out of love with you.”

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just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself. because if you don't, who will?

marilyn monroe

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people who go through hell come back carrying buckets of water to help others buried in the flames.

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i thought about suicide. usually, it was just a passing thought. ‘i wish i would die,’ i’ve thought about those words many times. but it’s a hard thing to say out loud. it’s even scarier to feel you might mean it.

hannah baker, “thirteen reasons why”

[hateuandfeelin]

okay, you know van gogh, he ate yellow paint bc yellow is a bright colour and he thought eating it would make him happy, and everyone thought he was crazy for eating something so poisonous and toxic. but if you look at it through less judgemental eyes you see that hes just like everyone else. who really drinks alcohol anymore for the taste? everyone wants to get drunk and to forget. no one smokes weed bc they like the taste, they smoke it because it makes them happier and why do you think that girl stays with her cheating boyfriend? bc when hes not cheating on her, he makes her happy even though its toxic and poisonous. the reality of it is that were all just desperately searching for a way to be happy even if it isnt good for us like everything bad we do is our yellow paint.

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you’re not in love with me, not really, you just love the way i always made you feel. like you were the center of my world. because you were. i would have done anything for you.

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saying “you dont have anything to be depressed about, your life is great” is like saying “what do you mean you have asthma, there is loads of air in here.”

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and if today, all you did was hold yourself together, i am proud of you.

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moonlight is proof that there will always be light in darkness, and sunrises are proof that darkness isn’t forever.

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you told me it’d work. but how do two simple words solve the messy mind of a pessimist?

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you are so focused on how other people see you that along the way you forgot who you were, and that’s too bad because if only you’d see yourself how i see you.

you’re fucking perfect.

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author's note

not to spoil the ending or anything, but everything is going to be okay.

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they will say they’ll love you forever, yet forever is a lie. because tomorrow can never be promised.

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i started wearing my seatbelt again when i met you.

unknown.

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Fall in love with someone who will love you unconditionally, who will accept your flaws, imperfections, shortcomings and make you feel that you’re worth having. Who will fight for you despite of difficulties. Who will understand you and your insanely and annoying manners. Who will pacify you until you become okay, who will talk to you after a fight. Fall in love with someone who will appreciate your efforts, guide you and support you throughout your goals in life. Who will still be with you at the end of the day, who will travel for hours just to see your smile. Who will always be by your side, whatever happens. Fall in love with someone who will kiss you every time and make you feel that your the most significant being in the world. Who will make you feel the sudden rush and sensation inside. Who will serenade you through phone calls until you fall asleep, greet and text you with long and sweet messages. Fall in love with someone who can be your best friend and a lover at the same time. Who will stay up late with you and talk about random things in life. Who will spend the rest of the day with you, joking around, play and laugh all day long. Who will never ever get tired of holding your hand and show to everyone how deeply he/she in love with you. Fall in love with someone who will forgive you every time, who will love you first before his/her hobbies, work and anything/anyone else in this world. Who will make your every moment a heavenly bliss. Who will comply his/her promises to you. Who will respect you and your decisions in life. Fall in love with someone who can eliminate your worrying and doubts. Who will never get tired of understanding you. Who will make you happy and feel contented. Who will never fail to amaze you.

E.J. Cenita, fall in love with someone who brings out the best in you.

[hateuandfeelin]

way i see it, we got two options. one, we take the easy way out. it's quick and painless. i'm not a fan of option one. two, we fight. there are a million ways we could’ve died today. and a million ways we could die before tomorrow. but we fight for every second we get to spend with each other. whether its two minutes… or two days… we don’t give that up. i don’t want to give that up. my vote? let's just wait it out. you know, we can be all poetic and just lose our minds together.

riley to ellie, “the last of us”