𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭, 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦

𝘨𝘰𝘥 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘦𝘯

[hawkinsborn]

          𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯                                ( 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘦𝘵 '𝘦𝘮 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥 )

independent &  selective  ( and  kind  of  private  )  CAROL  PERKINS  of  stranger  things.     written  by  siren  /  30  +  /  she  ;  her.                       21+  O  N  L  Y

                                                     CARRD  |  MEMES | AES. SIDEBLOG

other blogs : @demogorgoned​  +  @hawkinsbound

ONE.       due  to  the  nature  of  the  source  material,  there  will  be  heavy  topics  on  this  blog including,  but  not  limited  to;  abuse  ( mental  /  emotional  /  physical  /  sexual  ),  brainwashing,  torture  (  both  mental  and  physical ),  killing  /  murder,  mental  health  ( including  depression,  anxiety,  and  more  },  heavy  violence.  there  will  also  be  darker  characters  being  interacted  with  and  of  course,  please  make  your  space  safe  as  needed,  but  i  will  not  sugarcoat  anything  when  it  comes  to  interactions.

however,  because  of  this,  this  blog  is  strictly  21+

i  will  NOT  interact  with  anyone  who  engages  in  gross  behavior.  do  NOT  sexualize  minors.  do  NOT  age  them  up  for  the  purpose  of  writing  smut.  do  NOT  write  nsfw of  a  sexual  nature  if  you  write  an  underage  muse.  NO  INCEST  or  other  gross  behavior.  and  if  you  do  write  any  of  those  things,  please  DO  NOT  FOLLOW  ME.  I  didn’t  realize  that  it  needed  to  be  said  but  this  also  includes  being  phobic  of  any  kind  as  well.

that being said, if you rp with ahoybats / inhaledlies / mrflayed please BE CAREFUL. like with the other person i have listed in my rules, i won’t tell you who to or not to rp with ( thats not my place to do, but i can look out for people ) but please just be careful. they glorify and write underage smut and they also make excuses as to why it’s okay.  they also bully and harass people who are not okay with it and choose to block them. i believe they are someone who is dangerous to the community with thoughts and ideals like this and honestly it’s a dangerous thing.

TWO.       this  blog  is  MUTUALS  ONLY.  meaning  i  will  only  interact  with  people  that  i  follow  and  who  follow  me  in  return.  if  i  do  not  follow  you  back  within  a  couple  days,  please  don't  take  it  personally.  i  am  slow  and  sometimes  it  takes  me  some  time  to  read  over  rules  and  such.  please  do  not  follow  me  over  and  over  again  trying  to  get  my  attention,  this  will  just  cause  me  to  hard block.

THREE.        memes  are  the  best  and  easiest  way  to  interact  with  me  if  we  haven't  before.  please  be  aware  that  i  am  slow  at  these.  like  sloth  level  slow.  they  get  done,  but  i  do  have  a  full  time  job  as  well  as  full  time  anxiety.  this  blog  is  LOW/MEDIUM  ACTIVITY  as  I  do work  mon-fri and  i  am  usually  off  the  dash  sat-sun  so  i  can  recharge.

FOUR.        I  love  shipping.  It's  my  favorite  thing  ever.  I  love  all  kinds  of  ships.  I  do  ship  chemistry  and  I will  not ship  Carol  with  any  of  the  core  kids  (  ie.  mike,  dustin,  etc.  )  as  she  is  Steve  and  Nancy's  age.  I  do  ship  chemistry,  and  usually  I  won't  approach  first  for  a  ship  due  to  past  experiences.  But  if  you  ship  your  muse  with  Mads,  lemme  know  because  I  am  10000%  sure  I  feel  the  same  way.

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DISCORD:  slap that baby, make him pee!#0001

WIRE:  hawkinsborn

[clawsout]

           If  you  could  only  SEE  the  beast  you’ve  made  of  ME.

[demogorgoned]

Good morning my beautiful doodles.

This post is going to be a little different than the usual. I’m going to be reblogging this amongst my other blogs as well. 

So over the past week or so I haven’t felt very comfortable on any of my blogs ( or safe, if I’m being completely honest ) and I came very close to just leaving altogether and that’s something I really don’t want to do as writing is my escape and the way I actually cope with my depression and anxiety. However, because a couple people have made this a hellscape for me ( and have for quite awhile now ) I’m going to do some things that will make this more of a safe space for me so I can actually get back to all my blogs and write without feeling the need to disappear.

Keep reading

[hawkinsborn]

you know the drill. like this for a starter of various length / verse. these will be done in 0.5 seconds or 3-5 buisness days. there is no in-between.

[strangerthingsml]

                              Are you a Stranger Things RPer?

Then reblog this post with the following information in the tags:

Single / Multi / Crossover / Verse

Canon / OC

Muses Name

to be added to the Stranger Things RP masterlist!

EXAMPLE: single / canon / dmitri antonov enzo

NOTE: If you have a multimuse blog, list out all of your muses with each one being a separate tag with the above information.

Character list in alphabetical order can be found HERE!

[hawkinsborn]

Okay so Kate's grounded.

[askboxmemes]

My muse is dead. Tell me how yours is dealing with it.

[itsbllshit-a-deactivated2023053]

@hawkinsborn true

[hawkinsborn]

NO UR MY FAVORITE

[soulprompts]

“𝙏𝙊 𝘽𝙀 𝙈𝙄𝙎𝙎𝙀𝘿” 𝙋𝙍𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙏𝙎.

basically i was rewatching a load of shows while i was sick for the last two weeks, and it just dawned on me how beautiful a notion it is to miss someone, or miss something? so before i go headfirst into the emotional motivation behind these prompts, i’ll post them, and hope you’re all having a fantastic week, and that you enjoy these prompts as much as i enjoyed writing them!

“ i miss you. “

“ i’ve missed you. “

“ i’ll miss you. “

“ you’re coming back, right? “

“ when will i see you again? “

“ please don’t go… “

“ i could go with you! “

“ when will you be back? “

“ you know you can’t come with me… “

“ i didn’t wanna leave without saying goodbye. “

“ i hate goodbyes… “

“ i’ll always find my way back to you. “

“ hey… no tears, alright? this isn’t goodbye. “

“ don’t leave me. “

“ i’ll see you soon, okay? i promise. “

“ this isn’t goodbye, you know. “

“ this isn’t goodbye. this is… until we meet again. “

“ i have to go now… “

“ were you really about to leave without saying goodbye? “

“ i don’t think i’ve ever missed anyone, or anything, the way that i miss you right now. “

“ hey, where’d you go? i was starting to miss you! “

“ why? do you miss me? “

“ stay with me… “

“ you know that i can’t stay here… “

“ what will i do without you? “

“ look outside your window… you see the sky? good. so do i. because we’re looking at the exact same sky right now, okay? so no matter where we are, or how far apart we are… we’ll always be underneath the same sky. so we’re not that far apart at all. “

“ i’m gonna miss you, you know. “

“ i didn’t expect myself to miss you as much as i do/did. “

“ i wish you were here. or i was there. just… i wish we were back together again. “

“ what’s it like over there? “

“ i couldn’t leave without seeing you again. “

“ if… if this is the last time i’ll ever see you, i need you to know… i have loved, and will never stop loving, you. you hear me? i love you. beyond whatever happens next. i love you. “

“ no matter where you are, where you go, where they take you… i will always find my way back to you. i promise. “

“ stop! stop lying! you left, and you’ve taken a part of me with you, so i want to know! i want… i deserve an answer. i deserve the truth! where are you? and why did you have to go there? “

“ i’ll hold you in my heart, until i can hold you in my arms. “

“ in case you ever foolishly forget; i am never not thinking of you. “

“ my heart never knew loneliness until you went away. i am missing you. “

and a few ACTION PROMPTS !

[ HUG ]:     sender, upon reuniting with the receiver after being apart for a lengthy duration of time, rushes over to them and pulls them into a tight, desperate, emotional embrace.

[ KISS ]:     sender, having just reunited with the receiver after being apart for a lengthy duration of time, catches them and pulls them in for a passionate, long-awaited kiss that tells all the things they’ve been bottling up in their absence.

[ FOREHEAD ]:     before parting ways, sender rests their forehead against the receiver’s, a possible final touch as they go their separate ways.

[ BURY ]:     before parting ways, sender pulls the receiver in for what they privately believe to be their final hug, giving them an embrace filled with heartache, desperation, and unspoken apologies.

[ GRAVE ]:     after going their separate ways, the receiver learns that the sender has died. upon travelling to their graveside, how do they respond to this tragedy?

[ COLLECT ]:      sender arrives at the airport/docks/other location to collect the receiver after being apart for a considerable length of time.

[ INTERVENE ]:     sender surprises the departing receiver by intervening before they leave, in the hopes of changing their mind.

[ REUNITE ]:     sender and receiver reunite after being apart for a long length of time.

[hawkinsborn]

Imma try and be here tonight if I don't melt

[hawkinsborn]

Imma dip for awhile. The vibes are off and im feeling some kind of way. I'll be on discord. ❤️

[anotherrpmemeblog]

Send “Maybe?” if your muse has thought of kissing mine

Even if it was only once for a split second!

[nobodydeviates-deactivated20240]

𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐘, 𝐖𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊 𝐈𝐓'𝐒 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊.

[hawkinsbound]

OH  DADDY  DEAR,  YOU  KNOW  YOU’RE  STILL  NUMBER  ONE                                                 but  girls  they  just  wanna  have  fun

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐃𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘  𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐃  𝐎𝐅  𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆.   (  nsfw  !  in  honor  of  sinday,  have  another  random  assortment  of  sexual  sentences  and  actions.  sidenote,  your  muse  =  sender  and  my  muse  =  receiver.  add  *  to  reverse  the  action.  feel  free  to  adjust  to  better  fit  your  muses. )

❛  i can’t stop thinking about you.  ❜ ❛  i’m gonna make you scream my name.  ❜ ❛  you won’t be able to walk straight after i’m done with you.  ❜ ❛  you like it when i talk dirty to you, don’t you ?  ❜ ❛  i’m planning to turn you into a dripping mess.  ❜ ❛  you make me so horny i can’t think straight.  ❜ ❛  i’ve been thinking about bending you over that table and just having my way with you.  ❜ ❛  you’ve been a bad girl / boy, and deserve a punishment.  ❜ ❛  you’re gonna come for me later ?  ❜ ❛  i’ve been touching myself to the throught of what you’re gonna do to me.  ❜ ❛  you’re gonna be a good girl / boy ?  ❜ ❛  i want you to take control.  ❜ ❛  you didn’t think i’d just let you get away with all this teasing, right ?  ❜ ❛  if there weren’t so many people watching us, i’d already be on my knees in front of you.  ❜ ❛  i’ve got a suprise planned for you later.  ❜ ❛  tonight is gonna be all about you.  ❜ ❛  i’m wearing some nice new lingerie for you.  ❜ ❛  do you see how hard / wet you’ve already made me ?  ❜ ❛  your moans are music to my ears.  ❜ ❛  i don’t normally do this, but you bring out this craziness in me.  ❜

[ PALM ] ― your muse palms my muse’s penis / breasts through their clothes. [ NIBBLE ] ― your muse gently nibbles on my muse’s earlobe. [ SEDUCTION ] ― my muse whispers dirty nothings into their ear. [ FRENCH KISS ] ― your muse kisses my muse with tongue. [ WATCH ] ― my muse starts to masturbate in front of your muse. [ CLOTHES OFF ] ― your muse helps my muse undress. [ WALL ] ― your muse pins my muse against the closest wall. [ GRIND ] ― your muse teasingly grinds against my muse. [ SEXTING ] ― my muse sends your muse a dirty text / picture. [ VIBRATION ] ― your muse controls a sextoy my muse has inside of them. [ MASSAGE ] ― my muse gives your my a sensual massage. [ BLINDFOLD ] ― my muse makes your muse wear a blindfold. [ FLASH ] ― my muse ‘accidentally’ flashes your muse. [ SUCK ] ― your muse sucks on a banana / lollipop in front of my muse. [ STRIP ] ― my muse gives your muse a strip tease. [ DANCE ] ― my muse dances seductively for your muse. [ TIES ] ― my muse ties your muse down on the bed. [ SPANKING ] ― your muse spanks my muses’ ass. [ PORN ] ― our muses watch a dirty movie together. [ LAP ] ― my muse sits on your muses’ lap and teases them.

[hawkinsborn]

I’m over on my new baby @hawkinsbound bc the vibe is not it tonight my doodles.

[hawkinsbound]

OH  DADDY  DEAR,  YOU  KNOW  YOU’RE  STILL  NUMBER  ONE                                                 but  girls  they  just  wanna  have  fun