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Haylee Stoner. 21. Employed at Good Vibrations. No one is free. Even the birds are chained to the sky. -Bob Dylan

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So now I just sit in silence

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[hayleestoner]

[Voicemail: 9/6/2013 11:50 PM] Hayls! Hey babe, I’m sorry I missed your call. I am thrilled to have heard from you. I miss you. A lot. I mean, I knew I would miss you, with you going away for such a long period of time, but I guess I didn’t realize quite how much until now… But anyways, yeah, Maggie started school, she loves her teacher, loves her class, she would’ve said hi but she’s in bed now. So she asked me to tell you that she thinks of you every time she watches tangled. Which just so happens to be every day, and she loves you. Oh, and she also drew a picture of you in Africa riding on a giraffe. It’s pretty cute. But I should go, it’s late. I love you Hayls. Never forget that. Bye Babe. [Hangs Up]

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[hayleestoner]

[Voicemail:6/12/2013 10:33 AM]

There was a beep. What do I do? (muffled Grant talking in the background) Haylee this is Maggie Cooke. I am leaving you a message... What?... Oh, Big Grant says Hello... What?... Dinner? What about Lunch?...  I'm supposed to ask you if you want to come over for dinner I guess... Shh Big Grant I'm trying to have a conversation. Okay Haylee, I asked if I could visit you today at work but Big Grant said no because it was not propriate. I don't know what that means but I'm guessing it's something along the line of it's too old for me. But that's okay because I'll be five soon and then maybe I can come visit you. Also I want to tell you that I am graduating from Miss Calhoun's class and now I'm a big kindergartener. Big Grant still calls me little Maggie, but i think it's because he's really big. Big like the Stabbington brothers big. But he's a lot nicer than them. Okay I got to go now, but I hope you can eat with us later. Okay Bye.

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[hayleestoner]

Everything seems to be finally slowing down.

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[the-grant-higgins-blog]

Dropping Maggie off at school.

[hayleestoner]

They were great for putting up with us, period. We were such troublemakers sometimes.

Really? Already? I don’t want you to. I don’t want to say goodbye.

[robert-stoner]

We were awesome weird and troublemaking kids. Other parents would die to have us, haha!

Yeah, they’re calling me back, I guess I overstayed a bit, haha. I wish I could stay, Hayls, but you know that I can’t.

[hayleestoner]

But it hasn't been that long. There's gotta be something we can do. You can't leave me again.

[hayleestoner]

[hayleestoner]

Not fair! I didn’t even get to watch you and mom have the talk. The only way it’ll be fair is if you don’t be to be there when dad has the talk with me. They should make stronger paper. That way we wouldn’t have to rely on duct tape all the time. We were amazingly weird....

[hayleestoner]

They were great for putting up with us, period. We were such troublemakers sometimes.

Really? Already? I don't want you to. I don't want to say goodbye.

[hayleestoner]

[hayleestoner]

Maybe you can convince dad to skip that conversation all together. To avoid awkwardness, haha. I know it wasn’t good, Rob. Which was why I handled it then. Paper was better than duct tape! Mom understood that. Oh god, I do. We honestly thought that would work. We were such weird kids.

Wow. Thanks, Rob. I just… Simple’s easy, ya know? So many people have all this excess shit and there’s all these people who have to do without. It just seems superfluous to me. Why have more than I need?

[robert-stoner]

Uhm, I’m sorry, Hayls, but I kinda want to see this conversation unfold? Haha! I mean, if I went through it with mom, why can’t you with dad?! It only seems fair, right? That’s what I always thought! But damn it, if they were only durable it could surpass duct tape, that I’m sure. We were amazing kids! What are you talking about?! haha

Look at you sound like that guy from that movie. I do agree with you though, more often than not to live simple is the best way to live your life. Granted to you have your wants that you really have to work hard for which makes things complicated, as long as the majority of your life is you feeling content and happy, you’re golden.

[hayleestoner]

Not fair! I didn't even get to watch you and mom have the talk. The only way it'll be fair is if you don't be to be there when dad has the talk with me. They should make stronger paper. That way we wouldn't have to rely on duct tape all the time. We were amazingly weird. Remember that time we tried to make breakfast for mom and dad? We nearly burned the house down and made the grossest pancakes ever. Ugh what was it we tried to make them out of?

True, true. I mean in the end so long as you're happy with what you've got then you're good. I think that's what matters the most, you know? Just be happy with what you've got.

[hayleestoner]

[hayleestoner]

That is going to be awkward. Especially considering its a little late for that talk. It’s fine, Rob. I was stubborn because I didn’t want to believe anything was wrong. I mean it took me passing out for four days straight for me to even do anything about it. But, yeah, that’s all...

[hayleestoner]

Maybe you can convince dad to skip that conversation all together. To avoid awkwardness, haha. I know it wasn't good, Rob. Which was why I handled it then. Paper was better than duct tape! Mom understood that. Oh god, I do. We honestly thought that would work. We were such weird kids.

Wow. Thanks, Rob. I just... Simple's easy, ya know? So many people have all this excess shit and there's all these people who have to do without. It just seems superfluous to me. Why have more than I need?

[hayleestoner]

[hayleestoner]

Sounds like a plan to me. Haha, no, I’m actually sleeping like a normal person now. Remember how I told you about the nightmares? That’s why I was always tired. I just didnt sleep. So I kept myself active to stay awake. Rob, it was probably the scariest thing in my life! Like...

[hayleestoner]

That is going to be awkward. Especially considering its a little late for that talk. It's fine, Rob. I was stubborn because I didn't want to believe anything was wrong. I mean it took me passing out for four days straight for me to even do anything about it. But, yeah, that's all over and done with. Oh my god, I do remember that! I can't believe we thought that would work. And mom couldn't even get mad, she just laughed at us like we were idiots.

I could always have a flower shop on the side. Run it on the weekends when I'm not saving the world one forest at a time.

[hayleestoner]

[hayleestoner]

Is it like All Hallows’ eve or something like that? Haha, kidding. I don’t know when I’d do it. When would be a good time? I mean it wouldn’t be an all the time thing. I just want to talk to them and tell them the things I didn’t get the chance to. I was always tired then,...

[hayleestoner]

Sounds like a plan to me. Haha, no, I'm actually sleeping like a normal person now. Remember how I told you about the nightmares? That's why I was always tired. I just didnt sleep. So I kept myself active to stay awake. Rob, it was probably the scariest thing in my life! Like worse than the time when we were kids and I nearly blasted a hole in my bedroom wall when I got angry because dad wouldn't get me that stupid Barbie doll.

I don't know honestly. Probably try and find like legit herbal remedies or just try and save the rain forests. I haven't got it all figured out yet. Hell, I might just open a flower shop.

[hayleestoner]

[hayleestoner]

I’ll have to keep that in mind. Will they do the answering thing too? Could I summon them like Flo summoned you? Just so I can see them one last time. Yeah, I remember that night. I felt so bad cuz I ended up falling asleep. I’m not sure if he’s the godfather. I just know him and...

[hayleestoner]

Is it like All Hallows' eve or something like that? Haha, kidding. I don't know when I'd do it. When would be a good time? I mean it wouldn't be an all the time thing. I just want to talk to them and tell them the things I didn't get the chance to. I was always tired then, though. It was just a matter of getting up and getting moving. He is a good guy. S'why I love him. I did! You would have laughed because I almost crapped my pants. I was not expecting a tree. Actually, I was thinking of going into botanical science or something. So I can do something useful with it.

[hayleestoner]

[hayleestoner]

Time does make it a bit easier. The pain is still there but it isn’t as bad. Yeah, Grant and I are still together. He’s helped a lot with everything. I imagine thats why people always take forever to get married. Planning them sound like hell.

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Well he’ll always be with you....

[hayleestoner]

Yeah, I know. It's been pretty comforting knowing that too. I'll let Grant know. He'll be there. Well every flower has a different meaning, you know. Thankfully, you'll only have to plan one wedding, right?