* BAD END!

GIVE ME SHELTER ! Rorick / trans masc / D.I.D Header art drawn by @omnieater and colored by me

[quietsystem]

me @ 16: yeah idk I guess I have this place I go in my head it’s pretty rad I guess you could call it my happy place hahaha. also sometimes I pretend other people are there too and we talk and stuff. who? just imaginary people I made up nbd it’s just nice to have a place to go where I don’t feel so stressed lol i’m pretty sure that’s at least semi-normal…

my best friend: 

[aethersvstem]

Me: "I'm faking it."

My alters: "You're not faking it."

Me: "But here're the reasons I'm faking it..."

DID/ OSDD communituy: Debunks the reasons I'm faking it.

Psychology literature: Debunks the reasons I'm faking it.

Literally the DSM itself: Debunks the reasons I'm faking it.

Me: "Looks like I'm faking it."

[the-clown-car]

WHO

[thelucidsystem]

Trying to figure out how to positively trigger an alter so they can have a turn in front

[system-of-a-feather]

[the-dissociated-bones]

[fateseriespersonals]

i had a nightmare that they announced that they were adding patroclus to fgo and everyone was excited and then they made him a loli waifu because they didn't want achilles to be gay

I just got a chill

[doubleca5t]

What your favorite Overwatch ship says about you.

[osddmemes]

Being a system is like (in no particular order):

[is misdiagnosed] [dreams about alters we don’t have] [forgets who’s out] [doesn’t know how to explain mental health to other people] [writes a lot] [uses ‘character designing’ apps] [yells about stigma] [forgets my age] [makes amazing online system friends] [phone memory is full] [forgets if we said that thing out loud] [internal chaos] [realizes why things make more sense now] [forgets why things make more sense now] [denial] [forgets who’s out] [internal yelling about dissociative amnesia or not] [new alters come out in session out of nowhere] [journals sometimes a lot] [is confused about sexuality] [blocks triggering tags] [finds things the littles like] [passive influence] [same hat] [“oh, dang, there’s another one??”]

[the-cryptid-system-deactivated2]

Tfw when a new alter suddenly fronts out of no where

[leocifur]

Cemetery date selfies! Cemetery date selfies! Cemetery date selfies!

[basketofroses]

[lgab-art-blog]

[piduai]

[lgab-art-blog]

[xursaminor-blog]

[yazhmog-deactivated20230713]

So...the Subaru/Seishirou confrontation. Here are my thoughts:

It started off strong

Then they shared a cigarette and i was already Not Alright. They fought, which was pretty cool looking tbh.

And then...and then.

And I am recrying about it because Bleeding Out by Imagine Dragons came on my playlist right as i put this picture in this post. Also the art style and the composition of the panel here are too pretty it's so unfair

I mean look at Subaru here i've never seen a character look that pretty and so devastatingly shocked.

Then came the TALKING. Plus bonus Hokuto-chan mentions. And the fricking revelation:

That was the moment i started bawling my eyes out and hiccuping like mad because Subaru's wish is not even being granted here (it would honestly had been way less sad had they killed each other like i kinda thought they would or if Seishirou had killed Subaru)

Then we saw Subaru crying + Seishirou calling him too nice to kill anyone and the feels. I've never felt that kind of emotion in my life before.

T_T I can't believe I am so devastated by the death of that BASTARD.

Then Hokuto's kindness had to come and attack me too:

I mean look at that:

And learning that Subaru's kekkai was made thinking of Seishirou and that it broke because Seishirou died so Subaru had no one left to protect?! That was the coup de grâce. Along with learning that it was Seishirou's wish to die at Subaru's hands that was fulfilled here

Plus the bonus last stab with the flashback with Seishirou's mom: