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I don't want you to like me.

I don't want you to love me.

I want you to be fucking obsessed with me.

I'm getting sick of getting in these fucking relationships. I'm always being put down in some type of way. I moved with you,got a job,got pissed of ,got my license. Got another job. Wake up 5:30 every morning ,take care of the animal,bring the kid to the bus stop or school and go to work. And still not good enough. I come home I do what I can around the house. Still not good enough. I do 90% of my responsibilities with no fucking help. And it's still not good enough. I have no fucking money and it's still not good enough. I'm hungry everyday after giving you money for food just hear bitching about it. Still not good enough. I'm spending extra money just eat at work. I shouldn't have to do.

I'm not you wife,girlfriend or friend. I'm a object to you. You just want to take me off the shelf and use me when it's convenient to you. I'm not person,I'm and object to you. I'm tired of getting involved with someone just to always turning out to be used as a item. Money or pussy. I'm sick of it.

I'm always the bad person,let me go

You know you fought with me so fucking much. And I don't get a apology or nothing just more bullshit He lied to you from the jump. He never had custody of her. He had visitations. There are picture of her growing up. There are picture of her kindergarten graduation at the school me and Tyler went to school. For fuck sake there's a video of her in the graduation in the high school auditorium.

You convinced me to let him look at my court papers to help me. We left 2hrs away to go to NY sat in the court house library. Spent money for the scripts. Filed the appeals. Just for him to return to send her cause he was lying the whole time. And you called me every name in the book cause I caught and you still didn't believe. Now here we are living in another state again and now all of sudden nys took his kid for no reason right.

See I might have been a piece of shit to a limit at one point but not that low. Now the difference between me and you. If that was my friend I would of went off on him. Telling how much of low life he is. Maybe sick him. But I would of dropped him like that. Cause it not ok. And your supposed to be my friend and you lied and hurt my man. But no. Not you. No apologies not nothing.

You are not my friend. I can't trust you. You clearly don't have my back. The fact that you will literally go toe to toe with me over him. After all of that. We are not ok.and not gonna be. And you are not gonna sit here and be the boss of when that happens

I'm starting to resent you. You are not my friend , a husband. I don't feel safe talking to you about anything. I hate going to you for anything. I did everything I could when we moved for nothing. I can't start a career or anything cause I'm constantly being held back. For fuck sake I can't talk to you or show you anything without so much as being interrupted. The only time I get any attention is when it's about your or sex. I get no help day or night. You will literally see me struggling or upset and just continue about your day. I can't have friends. Ever since I started working iv been accused of cheating. Meanwhile you won't leave the trash down the street alone. Must make you really excited to hear her talk shit about her man. With all the things you say about me, from here on out call Tyler. Hes more important,go to him.

There is nothing here. No connection,no love. Just existing and disrespect. I don't want a life like this. I didn't agree to this. And to keep hold my past over my head or the money and bills. Remember I was homeless,broke and strung out. Gave you my only $50 ,and why cause you couldn't count on your friend to answer the phone to pay his half. Also remember this he wouldn't drop a god damn thin to come help you if you needed it.