Bern raised his hands and threw them back down on his thighs in exasperation. “Come now, are you serious?”
“Ca-captain,” the cooper explained shakily, avoiding eye contact, fiddling with the laces on his tunic front, “it was a mistake!”
“No, you’re a mis—…” The old lord decided to bite his tongue. Why should unkind words be added to the situation? “Wait there, I’ll get the extra rope. Don’t you move.”
Sliding down the foremast with his hands, calloused from experience, he shook his head on how irresponsible the crew was becoming, possibly perhaps little of them have experienced naval warfare. The Narnian Marines were a force to be reckoned with—once they had all their supplies on the boats.Â
After a short jog toward the port on the sand, all Bern saw was blonde whips before full blackness. Once his eyes reopened and he came to, he scrambled to support the girl he collided with, ignoring the slight ache in his chest from the impact.Â
“No no, my lady, forgive me. This is my f-…”
The name came faster than the memories. But when they arrived, a new sort of soreness billowed in his heart. After years of pushing her out, he wondered how, by the Mane, she came in again. She had not changed at all though: her callow timidity, her gentle demeanor. But he had changed greatly in a number of ways in the span of forty years.
His eyes, to start, were different from the last time she saw him. Instead of muddled with murky confusion and unwilling passion, because he’d wish to be a different man, a man deserving of her, his aged blue irises laced the expression of deepest wonder, regret and pain. Not only that, but he was a strong elm tree in his youth and had now grown into a magnificent oak, rooted with sound wisdom instead of his own faulty morality and fantastical philosophies.
But what was the most obvious of the difference was now a striking age gap; Lynn was spring and Bern was winter. Her eyes were like a blue sun and her lips were pink and supple. Bern’s eyes were like a gray moon and his lips were dry and wrinkled. Time was so, so cruel.Â
Putting all that behind him, he took her by the arms. “Tell me Lynn,” he nearly begged, stooping down his shoulders and letting his knees give as to be eye level with her, “tell me you found happiness.”