I’m back mainly because I don’t wanna make a new blog😂😂
Let me explain and catch you up.
Me and Sam are now engaged and have a son. We still practice this life style while our son is asleep. But I came mainly to explain to the people who don’t think it get better it does. When I was 14-18 I thought life was the worst, I was literally living because I didn’t want my younger brother to be the kid that’s sister died. I was the kid whose step dad died. I was a mess, a depressed hot mess that was extremely borderline and wanted nothing but attention. But the summer of being eighteen I met the love of my life trying to get help too. We’ve now been together for two years. I’m now twenty, I now have my son who is my life and the light of my tunnel. My fiancé is my best friend and the love of my life. We have movie nights giggling at our son cooing and moving around in his play pen. I laugh with my mom while I’m her paid care taker. I smoke cigarettes and have coffee in the morning with my mom and fiancé. It’s not perfect but it’s better than it ever was and one day it’ll be better than it ever was for you. Keep pushing.
