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Nobody. Go away.

[hello-mynameisyourtv]

I don’t want to say goodbye

[hello-mynameisyourtv]

The fact that I could profit off of my looks and talents but I don’t have the confidence to do so is my biggest L

[hello-mynameisyourtv]

Turn it up

Step up in this bitch like (turn it up)

I'm the one your bitch like

Yeah, I'm the one your bitch like (turn it up)

And I be talkin' shit like

I ain't scared to lose a fistfight (turn it up)

And she grabbin' on my, like

She wanna see if it'll fit right

That's just the wave (yeah)

Waves don't die

Let me crash here for the moment, yeah

I don't need to own it

No lie

Waves don't die, baby

Let me crash here for a moment

Baby, I don't, I don't need to own

Sun don't shine in the shade (turn it up)

Bird can't fly in a cage (turn it up)

Even when somebody go away (turn it up)

The feelings don't really go away

That's just the wave

waves don't die

Let me crash here for the moment

I don't need to own it

No lie

Waves don't die, baby

Let me crash here for a moment

Baby, I don't, I don't need to own you

No lie

No lie

No lie

You set the night on fire

I'm still gon' be here in the morning

No lie

No lie

Ooh baby, ooh baby, oh yeah

You set the night on fire

I'm still gon' be here in the morning

No lie

[hello-mynameisyourtv]

Please fall asleep so I can take pictures of you and hang them in my room

So when I wake up feel like, "Yeah. Everything's alright."

You are still here, you are still happy

You are still smiling and laughing

You are still the only thing and everything I need in my life

And it goes in in out through the mouth

Breathing exercises

I will never figure out

'Til I am running in circles

Or (I am) walking in circles

Or (I am) crawling in circles

Or lying on the ground

And I can hear your dog whistle from my bedroom

Yeah yeah

And I can see a flashlight cutting up the trees behind my house

(And I can see a flashlight)

Yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah

She says a lot of the kids we graduated with are now homeless

Which puts them in mad shady situations with mad shady people

If not every day then on an every other day basis

And she's probably with a few of them right now

And they are probably just drinking and talking about

How she misses getting fucked up and hanging around

And he says "Hey you're good at that" and she says "Thanks, it's kind of all I got,"

And then she looks away and says "It's also all I need."

And I can smell plastic burning

I can smell chemicals breaking down

I got your last three e-mails

The ones where you said, "I was sorting some things out"

And he will be able to hear her dog whistle from his bedroom

Yeah yeah

And I can see a flashlight cutting up the trees behind my house

(And I can see a flashlight)

Yeah yeah

And I will read the flashing

Like a Morse Code explanation

That will mean nothing but take all night to figure out, out, out

(Please fall asleep so I can take pictures of you and hang them in my room

So when I wake up feel like, "Yeah. Everything's alright.")

When I am sad, I am sad, but when I'm happy, oh God I'm happy

There's just no place in-between for us to meet

(You are still here, you are still happy, you are still smiling and laughing

You are still the only thing and everything I need in my life)

When I am sad, I am sad, but when I'm happy, oh God I am happy

There's just no place in-between for us to meet

(Please fall asleep so I can take pictures of you and hang them in my room

So when I wake up feel like, "Yeah. Everything's alright.")

When I am sad, oh God I'm sad, but when I'm happy, I am happy

There's just no place in-between for us to meet

(You are still here, you are still happy, you are still smiling and laughing

You are still the only thing and everything I need in my life)

When I am sad, oh God I am sad, but when I'm happy, I am happy

And there's just no place in-between for us to meet

[hello-mynameisyourtv]

Gotta get back on track

[hello-mynameisyourtv]

You're in your car

And I'm on my motorcycle

I lay on the floor

Naturally bite your ankles

I laugh till I cry

I party all of the time

I must have liked it a couple years ago

But at some point I changed my mind

I laugh till I cry

I party all of the time

I must have liked it a couple years ago

But at some point I changed my mind

It's like the blind leading the blind

I'll hold your hand if you hold mine sometimes you gotta close your eyes if you wanna see the light

It's not my style to be strong

Strong enough to wanna fight

Fight that I would probably lose but in the end

I would survive

[hello-mynameisyourtv]

I always ruin everything

[hello-mynameisyourtv]

And I saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies

And all the lovers with no time for me

And all of the mothers raise their babies

To stay away from me

And pray they don't grow up to be

[hello-mynameisyourtv]

for some reason everything seems to make sense

[hello-mynameisyourtv]

I hate myself and I want to die

[hello-mynameisyourtv]

yikes

[hello-mynameisyourtv]

Leave me the fuck alone you are the person who ruined my perception of love and I absolutely despise you for it. Leave me the fuck alone

[hello-mynameisyourtv]

I don’t want to die but I don’t want to be alive either

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I feel so fucking alone at home. I’m surrounded by family but why do I still feel so alone? I feel ostracized. This feeling speaks volumes. The more time that passes by the worse it gets. The hole in my heart just gets bigger and bigger. I don’t know where to even go. I feel like I don’t belong anywhere. I’ll never find a place to call home. I wish I could go back in time. I want to feel happy in my own home one last time..it hurts so bad

[hello-mynameisyourtv]

Why am I so sad, my heart is such a heavy burden to carry around. I’ll never be normal enough for anybody to love all the way through. I don’t deserve anything good. I don’t deserve to feel better or to get better. Everything feels so heavy right now. I want to hurt myself or do something drastic but what is the point. I am the worsy kind of human being. It’s so painful being alive with no purpose or meaning. I don’t know why I still exist, I don’t do anything good. Man I am so sad god I hate myself WHATS the fucking point of it all. I want to kill myself most days. I want to start over. I hate who I am and the life I live. It’s so exhausting and draining. I hurt everybody. I deserve to be miserable

[hello-mynameisyourtv]

why don’t you run from me

[hello-mynameisyourtv]

Thank you for loving me so selflessly. I’ve never felt so cared for. I want you forever.