I don’t know why tonight feels harder than the rest. I just feel so sad tonight. I hate this type of sadness. I hate when people tell me it will be okay. They don’t understand how sad I am in this moment. Maybe they were this sad once but they aren’t feeling my sadness in this moment. I hate when people say “just don’t talk to him” “don’t be weak” I’m trying so hard.
I’m trying to strong. I’m trying to move on and feel better. I’m trying to be happy and act like a badass but I’m faking it.
I don’t know. I’m just sad.















